Back to my old happy self. Hair is back curly, favorite place to get work done is reopen, and my work and future projections are amazing. None of this depends on a man. Happy all on my own accord, with god, family and friends.
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Practicing patience, even when I don't realize it. Thank you Headspace. It's positively impacting my relationships. Didn't sleep well, but did exercise.
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when I planned to make sure I would be ok, it turned out pretty good. figured out hair, and day flowed easier than I anticipated. he and I seem to be getting closer. back to water and salad. all good.
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Felt stress and immediately went for an exercise walk. Beautiful and inspiring walk. Reminded me of the good things about myself. I see now why people pick a thing and just go to it. Sometimes there is no other solution to the problem other than to set it aside and go for some exercise.
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feel unexpectedly good today. Note, took my prescription and had a thorough rest, and he called shortly afterwards. so, good rest and reassurance, made a good meal, watched ballet and cleaned up, all account for the good vibes.
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What should have been discouraging news did not shake me one bit. I am getting more stable. I'll keep at it with the therapy. I hope my guy and I are able to move past the bumps.
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Sorting through the challenges…good learning for us both. Good practice for me. Uncertainty is a natural part of life and it's ok. Our hike was gorgeous.
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Now Feeling grateful for all of the resources that I have to get through the anxiety attack moment that directly helped. Perspective of being grateful is powerful and healing. Looking forward to him again.
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Was feeling anxious about new relationship, worried about my physical flaws, feeling hopeless. Kept staring in the mirror frowning. We had a great time together…I think we are falling for one another. But new relationship anxiety attack took over.
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Sweet time together. Feeling beautiful.
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Easy morning took my Time and Meditated. Got work done and spent time in the sun. Noticed earlier I start my day more time I have to meet work and personal goals. Hoped he would call and he did, early. We are both excited, this is nice.
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Mom is happy friends are happy and something special is budding …I'm happy Amen
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Meeting went great, better than expected with great response from colleagues. I got out & enjoyed my day first, then prepared for it at the end of the evening yest & it turned out fine. Letting go of the anxiety/thought that I need to lock myself inside until all work is done will be good for me. I also got a chance to dance to the music form some of my favorite choreography from the company.
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Had a dream where I was at my high school reunion and everyone was nice but I felt uneasy. I knew they were wondering why I hadn't fully completed my goal. I felt ok, but I was embarrassed and without a partner.
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thinking about my ex, internalizing, and self analyzing, looking for my flaws. This is extremely unhealthy.
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Yesterday, I had a revelation about self forgiveness. Everything has changed for the better.
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decided to call my homegirl, and now I feel so much better. she and I encounter the same struggles, yet her take on it all is so light and positive. it's all about perspective, and she is an excellent role model. It's ok, I'm just fine, it's all normal, and I deserve the best, always.
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Was telling a friend some dark things about my ex and it brought my mood down. I was very happy at the beach. Talking about my ex is not healthy or productive.
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