I feel like I'm a draining person. My emotions are so high and messed up and confused that I'm a drain on others. Feel like a drain writing this.
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I sat and hand wrote an 8 page letter over the last few days to post to a girl I had only been speaking to for two months. I wrote that I didn't realise I was so evil, I didn't know I was a lying piece of s**t, I didn't know I could hurt someone's emotions so much. I didn't know I could be so deceitful. I have made a very bad choice in my life. One that will stay with me. Hard to accept your scum
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Felling like a monster. Did a mistake in my romantic life and it's a horrible feeling. Never felt like this before. Learned a huge lesson but at what cost!
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Feel useless today. More mistakes. That other side takes over so much ffs - I will overcome it
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When things go wrong I dunno how to deal with it. Could be as simple as my brakes going on the truck. It makes me feel like the worlds come down on me and I don't know why or how to deal with this. Why do things affect me so much?
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The days got to me and affected my mood(which seems to happen so easily) I feel again like the worlds on top of me. To much for me to handle. Congrats world for getting the better of me once again
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Feeling okay, nothing special but still random anxious hot flushes for no reason every couple hours
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Feeling okay right now, not had the easiest of days but I pulled through with high spirits!
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Feel like crap this morning. Paranoid, anxious, tired, no energy or motivation
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Feeling abit more positive today, putting aside them random hours in the day. Them hours of the day that make me feel like im a failure, with no hope and no future. I'll be positive and happy at 10am and then by 11am I feel overwhelmed by the world, society and by myself and my struggles and expectation gets to much. Hmm, I feel ok now. No doubt, I will wake up with a nightmare and night sweats
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