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January
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  1To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter2To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter3(4) Big misunderstanding today. Christmas was beautiful. Tomorrow I'm worried. I don't have anyone4(6) J walked in after work, & said we'll celebrate sun. Overall good day. Found post, I Hate copycats & one uppers5To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
6To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter7To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter8(7) Good mood stable. Frustration with a few. Trying to be more there. Bday was ok.9(5) Prayer worked today. I can't doubt God. But I still feel scared. J was in the worse mood. Ugh:(10(5) Up and down by the hour. Slightly manic on Tues. Worried about what to do with E.11To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter12(4) I reacted bad with e. I know I messed up I want to apologize but its hard to supress what I feel.
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February
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3To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter4(3) Today Friend of my mom's said my dad was a loser. Just feel like I'm a loser too. I have not been able to up my mood or be productive lately. Low for mths.5To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter6To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter7To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter8To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter9To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
10(6) E flying home tomorrow. Missed her. Not feeling low now. K & I went to dinner. It was ok. J & I did nada the whole time. I wasn't feeling up to anything. Argued w/L again.11To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter12To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter13(3) yesterday I realized that I'm not welcome where I live. I'm not allowed to call it my home. Going to start selling most belongings. I don't want to inconvience them anymore.
(5) Tearing up a bit today. Didn't realize tomorrow is vday. Will start reducing my stuff soon.
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17To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter18To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter19(10) Ate lunch w/k at bk.(my fav) Attny meet was good. A bit hopeful. J made me feel better at just the right time20To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter21To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter22To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter23To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
24(5) Drank a bit in front of friends and feel stupid now. I was fake happy. They're not friends anyway & can't wait to be done. The only way to stay normal is to schedule it. Just want to be alone.25To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter26To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter27(3) Next week is worrying me. Got canceled on. I've been disappointed before but I don't want that for others.
(5) Nervous for E. I can't afford private lessons like other moms. She knows this & it's adding to her stress. Which adds to mine. J won't help, I know better than to ask.
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March
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2To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter3To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter4To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter5To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter6(6) Depression took the day off. Was positive last night too. J helped E with her turns!:) My anxiety is away for now.7(5) E was so sad, she didn't make the team. Life is not fair. So why inflict it on the young now. Just sad for her. Hope she will still work on her skills.
(5) E was so sad, she didn't make the team. Life is not fair. So why inflict it on the young now. Just sad for her. Hope she will still work on her skills.
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9To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter10To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter11(6) Fam coming home from SB. Can't wait, I've been alone. No one to talk to. Only worried if they try to start in on me.12To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter13To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter14To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter15To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
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