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January
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 1(6) Journaled for the first time since the end of August. On lunch break. Transcription after work today. Didn't have caffeine today, going to try to sleep early because I'm in at 7 tomorrow.
(7) Did proper going to bed routine instead of just getting into bed. Earlier that usual because of early shift. Audio quality is poor on transcription file, but I did the first 30 min, so only half left.
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21To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter22(6) Almost to the end of my client's work. Will be glad that I can have a few days to relax, but not sure how I'm going to deal with the drop in income. At least I'm full-time at work the next 2 weeks.23(6) Bed early. I can get six hours tonight unlike the last two. Can sleep in Friday and all weekend at least.24To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter25To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter26To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter27To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter
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February
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March
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11To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter12To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter13To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter14(9) Paid off my credit card debt! Parents asked me to stay with them a little longer, but at least I won't be paying cc interest any more.15To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter16To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter17To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter
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April
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15(6) Feeling alright. Turned down some work for my client, so it's nice to not have so much money anxiety and to feel like I have more freedom of choice in my job opportunities. PT job, different story.16To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter17To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter18To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter19To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter20To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter21To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter
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May
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  1(6) Feeling unmotivated, but normally I'm at my part-time job on Wednesday. Going to do some research today, head to the library, make a great dinner. Just have to get out of bed first.2To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter3To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter4To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter5To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter
6To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter7To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter8(8) Wow, nothing wrong during car inspection. What a relief, not that I expected something to be broken, but I always have anxiety about bringing my car in. Considering selling it once I'm back in LA.9To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter10To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter11To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter12To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter
13(7) Decent morning, only snoozed once. No coffee or smoking yesterday and I had a headache for the last part of the day, but I feel good physically today.14To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter15To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter16To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter17To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter18(8) Had a fun night with my favorite podcast, played some games. Library and maybe a movie tomorrow. House to myself Sunday and Monday. And I saw the Hustle yesterday, it was so good!19To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter
20To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter21To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter22(3) Made a joke about flirting on Twitter this afternoon, 4 minutes later a text from my ex. We've been broken up for a year and a half. Guess it's back off of social media again.23(6) Today was better. Woke up earlier than usual to meditate before work instead of after. Did some writing in the evening.24To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter25To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter26To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter
27(4) Not thrilled to be at work today. Sick of passive aggressive emails from co-workers, sick of coming in to find things not done, a mess, and that the openers have left early. Can't wait to move.28(2) Asshole on the road, assholes at work. Hate being here.29To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter30To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter31To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter
June
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     1(5) Going to bed early for me, but not early enough. Didn't feel well today. Half day at work tomorrow.2To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter
3To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter4(5) Okay day at work. Bed late.5To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter6To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter7To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter8To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter9To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter
10To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter11To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter12To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter13(6) Day off. Overslept, but it might be because of my workout yesterday, at least I feel good. Making chili and then doing some client work.14To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter15No Reasons16No Reasons
17(6) Decent father's day, not great morning at work though.18(5) Shitty day at work. Going to bed really late.19(8) Great day off so far. 1 hour walking meditation, 1 hour vipassana, 1 hour working out, now folding laundry. Maybe finish the first season of The OA tonight after reading.20No Reasons21No Reasons22No Reasons23No Reasons
24(7) Worked late, but saw Godzilla afterwards. I enjoyed it. Bed on time.
(5) Woke up feeling like vomiting, had a small amount of cereal and a pill and took an hour nap before work. Felt better, but now I'm at work at the closer didn't do the checklist and other work undone.
25No Reasons26(6) Had a mini anxiety attack last night. I can see how someone would end up at the hospital for that. If I hadn't started meditating right away to be with the sensations I might have made it worse.27No Reasons28No Reasons29No Reasons30No Reasons
July
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1No Reasons2No Reasons3No Reasons4No Reasons5(7) Very glad to have a mid-shift on truck day. Just finished meditation. Last episode of Good Omens tonight!6(7) Wow, going to bed early enough to get my full 7 hours before my early shift of the week. Can hardly believe it.7(5) Argued with Mother and the citizenship question and voter disenfranchisement. If Fox news stopped existing the world would be a better place. Definitely a kinder place.
8(2) Got so fed up with picking up the slack at work that I emailed my boss and GM that I would be leaving one month before I had previously told them. I wish I could say I feel better, but 3 weeks to go.9(6) Went for a long hike today and I feel a lot better.10No Reasons11No Reasons12No Reasons13(5) Not thrilled about work. One of my coworkers lied to me when I asked why the work didn't get done on Friday. Not that I had much respect for him anyway, but it's gone now.14(4) Horrible day at work.
15(6) Today was better, bed only a little late, but that happens when you are schedule close - open, again.16(7) I had a pleasant day. Going to bed shortly.17No Reasons18(8) Good day off so far. 2 hours meditation and going to meet a friend for Korean food dinner this evening. Library next.19No Reasons20(9) Really great day off. Laundry. Emailed an old friend. Bed at a reasonable time. (Very enthusiastic about MCU Phase 4)21(5) Not such a great day at work because of understaffing. I think I can feel better tomorrow.
22(6) Okay day at work. I'm wishing that I could depend on my coworkers to do work, but that's not the case. Close tonight, open tomorrow, not going to get enough sleep.23No Reasons24(10) I went for a hike after work and had a delicious dinner with a friend! Bed very late, but no work tomorrow.25(7) Good day off.26(6) Alright day at work. Smaller truck today, but still another close open so going to bed late.27(6) Okay day at work. Busy because of understaffing. Bed early, but not early enough for how early I have to go in. At least I can sleep in on Monday.28(6) Decent day at work, actually got a lot done, some OT. Trivia after. Tired now.
29(5) Very sleepy. Bed at a reasonable time, can't wait for Wednesday off.30No Reasons31No Reasons