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January
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 1(6) Talking to a friend haven't seen in a while about loneliness, we share a lot of experiences. Making things easier. Mood so changable today xd
(5) Up and down day, just tired now. Bit of anxiety.
2(3) More winter blues, at least this year I can acknowledge it won't last forever. S must've forgotten we were gonna chat, didn't have the motivation to remind him. He's so busy, feels like I'm losing him3(5) Spent most of the evening feeling lonely and sorry for myself, then someone I used to be really good friends with accidentally messaged me. We got talking, and mood is picking up.
(4) Went with family to a busy restraunt, was a bit anxious but coped. Been waiting for S to message me, which is dumb, I should just message him, but it hurts having him forgotten again.
4(4) Went for a walk & saw the heron at the loch. Feeling shaky.5(4) Weird mixed day. A bit shaky, went to a family friends' house though I wasn't reeally up to it. Glad to be home6(6) Another odd day. Pretty low earlier, ended up in tears for a bit but since getting home have felt decidedly more chipper. Still putting off work, though I really have to do it today.
7(5) 1st day back was tiring, but got through it8(2) Been low pretty much all day. Missing the times when feeling lonely wasn't the default for the evening/night. One of those times I don't care who, but just want somebody to message me. Feel forgotten.
(4) Wow. Not long after my last post two seperate people sent me messages. I'm not sure where I stand in terms of religion, but it's small important stuff like that which makes me more inclined to believe
9To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter10To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter11To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter12(8) Went to a friend's for his birthday, had a really nice time. Good people, feel wanted with them. V tired now. Also, went back for a check-up on cpap, is going well & now have humidifier :) Good day.13(4)
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21To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter22To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter23(2) Low this morning & through day, late afternoon/erarly evening was good. After coming home was awful (maybe 0), now just really tired24(2) Another crummy day. Choir starts tonight, kinda don't want to go.25To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter26To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter27(4) Am okay, not much going on. Bit stressed about work I hafta do in the next week or so, but not to the point of panic.
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February
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March
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April
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May
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13To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter14(0) Been a few months. On the whole been going fairly well, new psychiatrist is great & we're looking into the trauma which I haven't really acknowledged or had acknowledged before. Very bad night though15To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter16To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter17To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter18To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter19To view data older than 6 months, become a Silver Supporter
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