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January
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  1To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter2(6) Doing decent although mood because I slept 3 hours lastnight. Super tired. Work is going slow, just want to go home already! Hopefully can catch a nap. Getting more work on my upper sleeve tattoo 2day3To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter4To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter5To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
6(4) Days like today are hard. It's my dad's birthday and it hurts that hes not alive anymore. I just want work to be over so I can go home and cry.7To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter8(6) Great day yesterday getting lunch with my mom and bro. Slept in today (probably too much) and now enjoying my solitary time. Should do some chores but im putting them off until later9To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter10To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter11To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter12To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
13(5) Tired, emotionally draining dreams about friends dying. Always nice to wake up and remember it's not real. Really don't want to go to work, blah14To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter15To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter16(6) Super sleepy, PMSing and hormones shifting. fatigue and brain fogginess. Took the day off and laying beneath a warm blanket in my bed. Very comfy and content right now17(6) PMS is intensifying but right now I feel pretty good! Slept until 12pm and have been giving all my work shifts away to ppl the few past days. Part of me feels bad about it like people would look down18To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter19(6) Had a Great night getting dinner with my mom and BF ? going back to work tomorrow which I'm not excited about. Hormones are a little chaotic feeling
20To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter21(4) Emotionally miserable. Anxious and depressed. My hormones are running the show today and I hate it! The coffee isn't helping but it's keeping me awake and somewhat productive22To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter23(4) Got off work early today, I was feeling so tired and agitated there. I am barely working lately, Just keep giving away my shifts. Cant seem to get out of this mental funk. sad, cranky, just want sleep24To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter25(5) Felt emotionally unstable all day, detached, depressed, irritable, foggy mind. Didn't feel myself at all and didn't feel like my thoughts were my own. Feeling a bit better now, going to do something26(6) Feeling a lot better emotionally. Finally the horrible hormonal nightmare of PMDD is over for now and i feel like I can resume normal life for now.
27(6) Eww it's Monday ?28To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter29To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter30To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter31To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
February
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     1(5) Didn't get out of bed til almost 1pm today. Didn't really feel awake until I drank my coffee half hour ago. I can tell I'm being irritating and asking stupid questions...2To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
3To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter4To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter5To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter6(5) Today is just meh. Not good or bad, mood is flat. Should really start working more even tho I don't want to, hardly making money right now.7To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter8To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter9To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
10(5) Went to a concert a couple of days to go to see one of my favorite bands. The concert was good, but the people in the crowd Made it stressful. Some stupid drunk lady next to me kept trying to push me11To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter12To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter13To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter14To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter15To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter16To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
17(5) Mood appears to be slipping a bit. Getting a bit aggitated and feeling a little defensive. So far this go-around of PMDD is not awful I hope it stays that way18To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter19To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter20To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter21To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter22To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter23To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
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March
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2(6) I love snow but driving on ice without 4 wheel drive is terrifying with other drivers on the road being idiots ! Made it to work, thankful I made it okay.3To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter4To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter5To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter6(5) Between a 4 and 5. Stomach is unhappy and I went to bed wayyy too late lastnight. It's really hard to focus and my brain is all over the place. Hard to stablize moods right now. Worried about the7To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter8To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
9(4) Damn timechange is leaving me tired. Poor boyfriend's having some kidney pain and issues, most likely a kidney stone. Tried to convince him to take a sick day in case it really gets bad but he10To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter11To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter12(6) Somewhere between good and meh. Hope work goes by fast. Have tomorrow off at least so I don't have to deal with icy roads.13To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter14To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter15(3) PMDD mood swings. Feeling fcking useless and stupid, can't follow simple directions. This whole corona virus panic is stressful, I'm worried about my immunocompromised family. Though BF and I are well
16To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter17(4) Was Long day at work. PMDD rearing its ugly head and making my moods swing. I feel disconnected and foggy, I just want to sleep. nothing feels right. The world feels dark right now, everything is off18To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter19To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter20To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter21To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter22To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
23(6) Feeling fairly relaxed right now, some mood swings but not too bad. Work is going by pretty quickly, 2 hours left to go24To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter25To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter26(5) Today started Day 1 of stay-at-home order for Colorado. Everything feels so strange. Have to go to work tomorrow, hoping I will be able to get the option to work from home soon so I can completely27To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter28To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter29To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
30To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter31(5) Trying to worry less about things, it's hard though. Got approved to work from home and I'm relieved. My headspace has felt different lately, kind of distorted and daydreamy if that makes any sense.
April
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  1(5) Woke up and wanted to cry. BF is grumpy and I feel like it's my fault. Everything feels strange. we are going to the mountains to sight in our rifles today so I'm hoping that will cheer us up2To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter3(5) I guess I didn't eat enough this morning and then drank coffee which I usually do, but I went from feeling fine to absolutely dead tired and kinda dizzy. Really wish i could go back to sleep, very4To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter5To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
6(4) Feel edgy and super irritable. Just want my shift to be over already. Everything is annoying me today.7No Reasons8No Reasons9No Reasons10No Reasons11No Reasons12No Reasons
13(4) Almost went off on my BF a little while ago for being a sarcastic passive aggressive a$$hole with me while getting our new recliner placed and set up. I came so close to screaming and punching a wall14(3) Really depressed this morning, i took an unexcused early out from work. Hope i dont get in trouble or fired or something but i just can't focus, I'm on the verge of tears all morning. I do not wish15No Reasons16(5) Time of month started today, bringing a little relief to my moods. Still a bit irritable17(5) Time of month started yesterday, feeling slightly better. Im really irritated by work today and really freaking tired of everyone i hear around me talking non-stop about coronavirus. Its getting old!18No Reasons19No Reasons
20No Reasons21No Reasons22(7) Slept in a bunch, it felt great! Feeling fine. Really need a shower tonight. Started playing Fallout 4 and got BF hooked on it too, lots of fun!23No Reasons24No Reasons25No Reasons26No Reasons
27(6) Had fun this weekend and lastnight. Didn't get enough sleep last night which is making me grumpy while working. Def taking a nap soon28(6) Dude I hate not knowing whether or not I've been exposed to the virus. And if I have, am I asymptomatic? Or am I carrying it and it just hasn't shown symptoms yet? Or have I really not coming to conta29No Reasons30(5) Glad work is almost over, I'm honestly really sick of it today. Feeling pretty apathetic about it even though I know I should be grateful