January
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February
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March
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April
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May
MTWTFSS
     1(4) back after a year! feeling more alone than ever :)2(7)
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(8) my friend offered to voice chat with me :) we reviewed an album and listened to songs from the barbie movies we grew up watching
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4(5) 5(4) double texting my two (and only) friends, even though I know they won't answer me. wish I could control fact that I am a normal human who needs to socialize. it only ends in my humiliation.6(6)
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(5) I made some genuine art for the first time in a while, then realized I had no one to show it to. my friends are offline and/or not responding to me
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(7) Did extremely well on my English tests :)
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(5) not feeling too shabby :)
9(4) got a little overwhelmed by some things, but I'm feeling better
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(6) talked to an old friend. feeling refreshed.
(4) *remembers*
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(4) ah sh*t, here we go again.
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(4) f*uck me, d*mmit.
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(4) where did everyone go?
(4) did I just genuinely consider emailing my teacher just to talk to someone?
(4) did I just genuinely consider emailing my teacher just to talk to someone?
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16(4) my was was dead for two days. I expected to have some messages after I charged it, but I have none.
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(7) got my vaccine ;)
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(3) confused, anxious, concerned, stressed: math.
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(4) I want to talk to them, but why would I let myself?
22(4) I guess its for the best
(2) tired, so d*mn tired.
(3) I've lost so many friends. no one calls me anymore. I only get occasional messages from two people. my apparent 'best friend' doesn't respond. none of my classmates know my name. the last time I saw someone my age was February.
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(4) lonely and unable. bored. coward.
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25(5) testing tomorrow!! I have to go to my in-person school for the first time since last March.
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26(7) tired after testing, but I got to see my friends for the first time since last march :)))27(5) falling behind a bit in school, but I'm not anxious. I should show a minor concern, but this year has worn me out.
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(4) more missing assignments.
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(4) can't tell if I should feel horrible or great. a lot of things are going for the worse, but equally for the better.
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(4) Well, sh*t.
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June
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 1(5) 2(6) 3(5) still a little behind. working to catch up.
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(4) Someone stole my profile picture! I'm honored that someone found mine beautiful enough to screenshot and set as theirs, but wow. Can't believe- At least I feel acknowledged.
(4) I'm not very impulsive, but talking is different. All I do is talk. I ramble without regard for what those I'm 'talking to' think. I know he feels obligated to respond, and it probably stresses him out. I consume their time. Just eat it up. Time-consuming goblin, I would say. Haven't called myself that in a while. I wish they didn't respond. I wish they dedicated their time to someone else.
(3) Why am I always trying to increase my value? Prove myself to everyone. Because of my fear of weakness? Being incapable? I did this so that I have a better chance of being the best. I do this so that I don't appear to be dumb. I reject anything and everything associated with feminity because the idea that feminine is weak is engraved in my mind.
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(5) I have testing on Monday, but I'm not at all stressed about it. Definitely will do some studying over the weekend to prepare. I feel OK.
(6) Went to lunch with some old friends. Not as overwhelming or tiring as I thought it would be. I hope to see them again.
(4) Did I make him angry? Did I annoy him? Was I overwhelming him? Is he tired of me? Does he not like me anymore?
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(5) I still feel a little confuzzled about my communication with my friends. I deleted my social media and changed passwords to remind myself to not ramble as much as I tend to. I feel OK and I hope that doesn't change too much. I logged in once and sent something short and I'm OK with that. No one responded to it and I barely remember it.
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(3) Not only am I not compatible with my old friends anymore, but they don't give a sh*t about me. I have not gotten mutually close to anyone since last May and it's completely changed the ways I view my current friendships and myself. I'm not sure if
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(6) Studying.
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(4) A friend of mine went out with our mutual friend. Did not affect me as much as it usually would, but it still makes me wish I still had close friends to spend time with. Nobody texts me anymore.
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7(6) Exam day. Not sure how to feel.
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8(7) Found an old song (https://open.spotify.com/track/0jYJvLoXJi2WoSg7I28V8o?si=96b9192925e24265) in my Spotify likes. Last day of school!
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(1) And I thought I did well this year..
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(5) I still do not have many people to talk to. It gets difficult considering the time zones of my current friends.
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(5) Thinking.
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(4) Especially before Covid, I could open up some social media app, and there everyone was. I'd always have messages and people to talk to. Now, I go to those same apps and sites and sh*t is dry. No one to talk to, no one online, no more people. I'm trying to make new friends, but it's difficult to find people I connect with.
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(4) Friend just went to bed. DIdn't even get to talk to them today, or anyone.
(5) On a scale of Aizawa to Present Mic, I'm feeling like a 5.
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16(5) Planning to go to the pool later.
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(4) Two months since I last talked to J***. Kinda wish he would text me back, but it would be aimless, anyway. We just don't click like we used to.
(4) Talking to my walls.
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(7) Hung out with an old friend today.
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(3) Friend went to sleep. Filled the loneliness by talking to myself for a couple hours.
19(5) I have something to occupy myself with today.
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(4) Talked little today. Everyone was pretty dead.
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(2) Feeling stupid. Wish I could just shut up.
(4) When was the last time I looked at eyes other than my own?
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(7) music in vc :)
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(4) Friends have been pretty inactive recently. Not sure how to feel.
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July
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2(7) Possibly made a new friend
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(3) Thinking about sh*t. Feeling blue
(2) I love having no one to talk to :| such a nice finish to a great day
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(5) Did some productive things
(8) Good music and a good friend
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(5) Woke up later than expected, doing OK
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(3) As usual, I'm always the one texting first.
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(2) Can't sleep. Kinda hurt. Wish they cared a little more.
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10(5) Got plans for tomorrow/today. Feelings ok.
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(5) excited for school, but concerned about not meeting my own expectations. it all depends on my mood and performance the first month.
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(3) Mad at my mom, but unlike usual, I have every reason to be.
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(4) Overthinking a little
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15(9) I love my friends so f*cking much.
(2) Not doing good. Very stressed, very irritated, pissed, overwhelmed, feeling neglected.
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17(4) Doing OK
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(5) Started the book.
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(1) She snapped at me for being rude even though I have expressed I have not the slightest idea when I am being 'rude' and genuinely do not understand why what I am saying is rude.
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(6) Being super unproductive, but I have good music.
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(1) Why can't I just shut up
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(3) Did some productive things...
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(4) Need to get out again, haven't done anything active this week.
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(2) Jealous
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(5) Doing better. Took a shower. Need to drink more water.
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August
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2(5) Went to bed late
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(4) Woke up late. Need to go to sleep earlier
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(5) Feeling OK. Hoping to get a haircut soon
4(5) Went to bed late… again
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(4) I talk too much I talk too much I talk too much I talk too much
(5) Looked back on some old messages. Haven't realized how much better I am doing until now. Not sure how I feel about it...
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(4) Went to bed @ around 2am, but I don't feel very tired. Its been like this for a couple days
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6(8) OH YEAH FRIEND DMED ME AND WE TALKED IT WAS GREAT
(6) going to the beach in about an hour
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7(2) Oh no
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(3) Feeling a little left out, unspecial, if that's a word.
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10(3) Facetimed a friend. They kept on asking to talk to ****. I ended up giving **** my phone and now they are talking... without me.
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(4) A little overwhelmed, but it's my fault. I was being social. Doing OK
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(3) I'm doing better, but I don't like it. I'm just self-destructive. I'm having trouble making friends. School is starting soon. I just feel... I don't even know. I don't like the attention. I want to crawl back into my hole of school work and inferiority. It's comforting.
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(2) Terrible time for this to be happening
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18(5) Lost some weight. Hope I can keep it that way
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19(5) 20(3) Lost my longest duolingo streak...
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(5) Finished orientation
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(1) I just want some routine again. I can't deal with going out frequently
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23(6) First day of school. Exhausted.24(5) Second day…
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25(2) Not sure what I'm going to do...26(5) Fourth day
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(5) Got some work done
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(5) Lots of homework...
31(6) Eager to be done for the day. Got many ideas