January
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February
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1To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter2To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter3To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter4To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter5To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter6To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter7To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
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March
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1To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter2To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter3To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter4To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter5To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter6To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter7To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
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22To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter23(3) 24To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter25To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter26To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter27To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter28(2) I had a mental break down. Sobbed in my car before going home 13 minutes late. I don't think my parents noticed the time. Before then my day was actually a good day for me, like a 4.
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(4) Wow this app is very helpful. Received my first few hugs after signing up this morning and it made my day... Question to my fellow pandas. I've been considering counseling, is it helpful? Does it work
31(2) Interactions with my family are fake. They use me for their convenience otherwise they don't talk to me. My parents act extra nice in front of others, like “the perfect family.” I feel lonely.
April
MTWTFSS
   1(4) Not a great start to my day. I am finally out of bed and I missed the first half of class. (Virtual) I showed up anyways but only 3 people were there with the professor. I left a little after without2(5) Today so much has changed at once and that is scary. I am the youngest and the last to still be living with my parents. They are only sober around their grandchildren. And are rude when drunk.
(5) Today so much has changed at once and that is scary. I am the youngest and the last to still be living with my parents. They are only sober around their grandchildren. And are rude when drunk.
(7) Today feels good. Birds chirping. Drinking coffee. I got an organization job to go to now.
(5) I've been out of the house all day. Cerfew got extended but I still feel the judgment coming from my parents eyes. Why stare down at me like that? Overall a productive day :)
3(5) Sleep is beautiful why do I find it so hard to sleep???? Not a great end to my day but there is nothing I can do about the sucky parts.
(5) I can see it's a beautiful day: sunny, warm, birds are chipping but I still feel empty. I really don't feel like masking anymore. Is that wrong of me?
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5(2) Contemplating breaking up with my boyfriend because I just feel too shity all the time. Lately I've felt him distancing himself. He claims he's supportive I don't wanna trust him. I'm so irritable rn
(1) I can't stop crying and my eyes are swollen now.
(4) I couldn't sleep until 7 am and I am surprised I don't feel tired. A plus is that the weather is nice, I want to get out of the house.
6(8) It was a good day overall. I was outside a lot. Walked my tortoise for the first time this year. Sadly no late night call with my boyfriend but that's alright.7(5) A good day but I've been putting off homework. My work is starting to stack up on me. Not good..8To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter9(5) Hello my panda friends overall a good day. Dispite the fact I almost got in a car accident on the freeway. Some car was driving into me. I swerved away. Thank god there wasn't a car in the next lane.10To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter11To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
12(2) Little TMI.. earlier I was doing the nasty with my boyfriend. I got triggered...13(4) How come nights feel worse?14(5) Finally turned some work in yet I still feel stressed.. what is this?15To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter16(3) Can't sleep... My boyfriend wants me to socialize more with his family, but I don't even talk to any of mine except for my mother. How do I go about this? There's a knot in my throat and I wanna cry.17(2) I puked at the mall. In a garage as families walked past... anyways now my mom suspects I'm pregnant. I blame the new medication I've been taking.18To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
19To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter20To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter21(5) I haven't had any motivation these past 2 days. What could have been productive turned into days wasted... Side note. I haven't talked to my bf in 5 days
(4) Hey pandas I have no one else to rant to.. I was pressured into signing up for a credit card because it would give my mom a 40% discount. Both her and the cashier were pressuring me to do it
22To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter23To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter24To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter25To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
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May
MTWTFSS
     1To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter2To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
3To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter4(2) I don't normally do this but I can't sleep thinking about the cringe things I've done over the weekend.. 3:35 am. Now I'm hungry :p5To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter6To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter7To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter8(2) Today my family is celebrating Mother's Day.. I feel empty. It's an off day. Time to go fake a smile9(7) My acne is getting better
10(2) I don't like living here. It really puts me down.11To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter12To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter13To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter14(5) Laying here in the pitch black darkness of my room. 4:45 and I cannot sleeppppp. I've been told it's a choice but how??? I wanna sleep.15To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter16(5) 4:13 up all night again :/
17To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter18(3) I call it “surviving” when I don't feel like I'm actually living my life. It's one day at a time.. I always thought my life would begin after high school but no it's the same routine over and over..19To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter20To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter21To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter22To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter23(8) I had a good day but it also really sucked at the same time and I just wanna have a good cry but I can't. I have a knot in my throat.
24To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter25(4) Today wasn't great but it wasn't bad either. Just kinda sad I guess :/ I don't really know how to describe what I'm feeling26(2) So I just took a little over an hour long shower. I hurt myself a little, I'm sorry pandas. I had a good cry after and now I'm just stressed27To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter28To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter29To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter30To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
31(5) Defense systems are so interesting. My dad decided to cuss me out and immediately I shut down. I was still listening but I became numb.
(5) Defense systems are so interesting. My dad decided to cuss me out and immediately I shut down. I was still listening but I became numb.
June
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14To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter15To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter16To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter17(2) I am not doing great mentally. I don't feel like I have a support person at all. Everyone feels distant and untrustworthy. Also I didn't eat much today.. my tummy is speaking whale.
(4) Morning to everyone. I'm still in bed. What's up?
(4) Morning to everyone. I'm still in bed. What's up?
(2) My mood changed so quick. I hate it here.
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July
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5To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter6(4) I feel my mother secretly resents me and I don't know what I've done. I don't know what to do with this new feeling.7To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter8To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter9To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter10To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter11To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
12To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter13(5) 6 am and I can't sleep. Stressed all over. I often find myself daydreaming about my future.14To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter15To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter16To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter17To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter18To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter
19To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter20To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter21To view data older than 3 months, become a MoodPanda Supporter22(4) I was asked why I shut down at times when there is confrontation. This only dug me into a deeper hole. And I can't stop crying. I've put a lot of thought into this question and I know the answer that I don't want to give.23(4) I'm trying to understand why I cut everybody off from my life. Like nothing wrong has happened but I still self sabotage all my personal relationships.
(5) I wasted half the day in bed. I'm mad at myself for that. But I just wanna be alone.
(2) I'm struggling here. I want to do something to put me out of this head space but with strict parents I'm a prisoner in my own home.
24No Reasons25(5) My dad called out my eye circles. Told him I've been having trouble sleeping but he dismissed my reasoning.
26No Reasons27(5) Pandas I need help navigating my feelings. I don't know if I'm wrong to feel jealous and hurt. Currently i have a load of homework my partner knows this. I pitched a cute date idea but he decided to do those things with his friend. I'm bothered because he never takes me out and that idea was me making an effort. I'm I wrong? Should I let it go?28No Reasons29No Reasons30No Reasons31No Reasons