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Weekend at M's. Sometimes it's tricky but my love for him overrides it all. I worship him, not sure that's so good. Got email from a friend. Will have to re-read it as she said some very wise stuff.
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Penelope P LEGEND · 05 Jul
I'm a bit weird as it's a full moon and I'm in the middle of lady business. Feel detached and confused. Final week before I start new job. My friend understands. Will read tomorrow when hopefully I'll be thinking clearer.
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Penelope P LEGEND · 05 Jul
Week 6 running, hope to be able to do at least one session out in public again.
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Samantha C · 06 Jul
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Manda P LEGEND · 06 Jul
Woot! Week 6!
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Shelley H HERO · 05 Jul 10
Just looked at my phone. Sunday July 5th. Today is my.8 year anniversary here on MoodPand! You guys are in.my heart every day. I love it here.and there's no other place I'd rather be. Thank you for
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Shelley H HERO · 05 Jul
being in my life. โค
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Manda P LEGEND · 05 Jul
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Manda P LEGEND · 05 Jul
Thank you for being here for us, Shelley! You always have such a great positive attitude & that can certainly rub off on people! Thanks
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Penelope P LEGEND · 05 Jul
Bless you Shelley Bear *Hugs*
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Shelley H HERO · 02 Jul 5
Not too happy with our electric bill. Call to make a payment earlier land found out it had almost doublef! I was surprised. I knew we'd been gripping the AC.quite a bit but had no idea it would be
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Shelley H HERO · 02 Jul
So much. It's all.gpotd tho. We're just gonna have to cut corners somewhere. The usage is necessary. We have to live comforutably. That's life. ๐Ÿ˜Š
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Manfred F · 02 Jul
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Completed week 5, it was tough on the left shin but took it very slow and my breathing is good. Chatted to a friend, the only one that regularly checks in on me because I live alone. She's a good mate
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Manfred F · 02 Jul
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Penelope P LEGEND · 02 Jul
Things ok with M, he always makes me laugh without fail every day. That's something to value despite all my other needs that aren't met. Suppose we can never have perfection. Slowly coming to terms with starting new job. I'm okay but only okay.
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Laura B · 02 Jul
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Manda P LEGEND · 02 Jul
Well done on completing week 5! That's awesome!
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me M 1+ YEAR · 01 Jul 1
Feels really low. Maybe it's a combination of pms and the side effects of the treat. But I feel alone. And I'm disappointed I gave the new guy all my time for five months.
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Jen B HERO · 01 Jul
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me M 1+ YEAR · 01 Jul
And now I'm alone. And I don't have to be with me. Or at least ask me how I'm. And when someone from the past tries it makes me even more annoyed because the past is over and as soon as I let go, I let go.
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me M 1+ YEAR · 01 Jul
that's why I would like to have a talk. So I can really let go.
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 01 Jul
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me M 1+ YEAR · 02 Jul
Thank you guys Xxx
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Im falling into sadness again today, but at least Yesterday improved after having dinner with mom and BF. We had deep conversations on all kinds of topics and it was nice! I felt good this morning but
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 01 Jul
my mental state is declining as the day progresses. It's like now that I'm sitting here alone im thinking too much about sad things and I feel lonely. I already miss my mom! Hoping I will feel better when BF gets home from work.
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Shelley H HERO · 01 Jul
BIG COMFORTING HUGS MY FRIEND XXX
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Manfred F · 01 Jul
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Tayla O 6+ MONTHS · 07 Jul
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Toilet sorted for now. Plumber said pipe is cracked. Last time landlord tried to make out it was my fault putting unmentionables down. When he knew it was damaged all along. What a cheek.
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Penelope P LEGEND · 01 Jul
I've rented for many years & know that most landlords do not spend money on their property unless it's totally the last resort. But they like to scoop in your extortionate rent every month. Especially mean when a lot of us have no choice but to rent.
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Penelope P LEGEND · 01 Jul
It's annoyed me now because I know it's just going to keep on happening.
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Penelope P LEGEND · 01 Jul
And I also wanted to say that it may be great that I have got a job but understand that this takes me further away from any future living together with M. He's not going to want to move to the area where my job is and the commute is hard as it is.
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Penelope P LEGEND · 01 Jul
I can't move in with him now because it is just too far away to making commuting doable. Nearly two hours each way on a good day. Wherever he finds a new house is not going to be in this city anyway. I think we'll fizzle out.
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Penelope P LEGEND · 01 Jul
I can't keep going to his every weekend because the backwards and forwards on top of new job is just going to stress me out too much. I want to run away and never come back. I say this all the time thought, and funnily enough it never happens.
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Shelley H HERO · 01 Jul
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Manda P LEGEND · 02 Jul
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Manda P LEGEND · 02 Jul
That sounds rough. I hope you can somehow get it sorted.
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Anna D 1+ YEAR · 01 Jul 7
I miss J.
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Penelope P LEGEND · 01 Jul
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me M 1+ YEAR · 01 Jul 1
I started taking antibiotics for 28 hours. And the pains haven't passed yet. I don't know what that means. Does that mean the antibiotic is not working. And that needs to be replaced. I don't want
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me M 1+ YEAR · 01 Jul
to go back to the doctor. I don't trust my doctor. I really hope it works so I don't have to go back to the doctor
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me M 1+ YEAR · 01 Jul
I would have to do blood tests to see that it worked on the bacterium. But if the pain does not pass. It's a sign that it didn't work. But does it have to pass after 24 hours?
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Penelope P LEGEND · 01 Jul
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Ann L · 01 Jul
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Ann L · 01 Jul
You know some of pills and injections they cumulative (if I translate right)and you have to wait a result, need time,complete blood count,and biochemical blood test it is good to do,don't stop in treating, be healthy.
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me M 1+ YEAR · 03 Jul
Thanks Ann and Pen <3
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Heard back from new boss, I'm going in on the 13th for trial run. Absolutely dreading it. As for agent, they say that they've left messages for my landlady. Trouble is I know she died a month ago!
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Penelope P LEGEND · 01 Jul
So who are they contacting? M is being his usual unsupportive self. I just get nothing but wise cracks and simplicity from him. I'm not really that happy at all to be honest.
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me M 1+ YEAR · 01 Jul
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nixiblu . HERO · 02 Jul
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Well Pandas, my toilet blocked up again but I must add that this is not down to me!! Nothing from landlord of course, they're the worst. GP rang and just told me to self refer for physio.
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Manfred F · 30 Jun
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Penelope P LEGEND · 30 Jun
Always the way, I have zero faith in doctors I'm afraid. The good news is I got over half way on the couch to 5k. But the next session is running 20 minutes non stop. I only just got through 8 minutes without collapsing. Dreading it.
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Penelope P LEGEND · 30 Jun
Because I have no job and basically no future then I'm feeling very much not myself. Again, I have no clue who I am or what I'm meant to be doing. Running anywhere is definitely not like me at all. Anyone else feeling this way?
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Robert H GUARDIAN · 30 Jun
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nixiblu . HERO · 30 Jun
Aim for 20, but don't feel bad if you only get to 10. The challenge is only a guide and it is best to do at own pace. But if your knee is injured it might be better to have a rest day?
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Laura B · 30 Jun
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Penelope P LEGEND · 30 Jun
I hear you nixi, but I'm hoping this running (or fast walking more like) is actually strengthening up my leg muscles. I do not get any pain during or after and it maybe psychological but I feel moving the knee is better than sitting and it seizing.
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Penelope P LEGEND · 01 Jul
It does give me a slight boost when I've completed a stage. I plan to rest tomorrow. I've just got two in already this week because I am going to stay at M's so won't get chance later in the week. We shall see.
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Alicia B LEGEND · 01 Jul
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nixiblu . HERO · 02 Jul
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Its hurts to see my mom hurt ๐Ÿ˜ข our sweet Kayla, our childhood dog, is going to Heaven this evening... Im not ready for it, neither is my mom. We have had her for 16years. Im grateful but also sad ๐Ÿ˜ญ๏ฟฝ
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Tim S 6+ MONTHS · 30 Jun
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tEnT S 2+ YEAR · 30 Jun
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Alicia B LEGEND · 30 Jun
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Alicia B LEGEND · 30 Jun
That's so sad ๐Ÿ˜ข hugs to you and your mum
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corrado M · 30 Jun
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Spacekitten V 1+ YEAR · 30 Jun
Thank you so much guys ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ
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Albertine M LEGEND · 30 Jun
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Albertine M LEGEND · 30 Jun
I've been there too - so sorry for you and your family but no more pain for your beloved dog. Big hugs
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Spacekitten V 1+ YEAR · 01 Jul
Our dog has had a beautiful last day on Earth, and she passed away very peaceful... I really do feel her around, being happy and healthy again. I feel love everywhere. Im grateful. Thanks Kayla โค๏ธ and thank you Pandas โค๏ธ
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Orabelle M · 29 Jun 0
I'm hurt
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Ira T · 29 Jun
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Ira T · 29 Jun
I believe you'll get trough all of this. You got so far, don't stop, please. Take care of yourself <3
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Jen B HERO · 29 Jun 5
Feeling kinda blah but could be worse.
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Manfred F · 29 Jun
Hey that doesn't sound so bad ๐Ÿ˜Šโค
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rose m NEW · 29 Jun 0
have you ever felt overly tired, confused and angry and didn't know what to do?
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Aliyah B · 29 Jun
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Penelope P LEGEND · 29 Jun
Lost count of the times, big hugs
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Manfred F · 29 Jun
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Week 5 of couch to 5k was ok at 6am. I can now run for three sessions of 5 minutes with 3 minute breaks in between. Actually felt quite easy. But I have grasped the nettle and GP ringing me tomorrow.
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Penelope P LEGEND · 29 Jun
Told mother and she says โ€œwell I've never been able to bend my knees or kneel downโ€ blah blah blah. She had a serious car accident in her 20s which shattered her knee. I have no excuse. Then it's โ€œwell you fell down the stairs sleepwalking as a kidโ€
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Penelope P LEGEND · 29 Jun
Like, I was perfectly fine after that but if she was that bothered why didn't she get me checked out. It's as if I'm so weak and why can't I just put up with it. Makes me mad.
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Penelope P LEGEND · 29 Jun
I feel slightly hopeful that July might be better. I have plucked up the courage to get my knees looked at. Next I might take a look and see if there's any jobs out there. And throughout all this the overwhelming feeling is ignore, run away, hide ๐Ÿ˜‚
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Shelley H HERO · 29 Jun 10
You know pandas, I was just sitting here thinking about my MP family heart. In another week, I will have been a member 8 yeats! I still remember my very first buddy. His name was Boris and he was from
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Shelley H HERO · 29 Jun
the UK. Boris and I had a wonderful relationship. We communicated every.single day and night. He even spent his work broadband lunches texting me on our Kik app. We had a wonderful relationship. One would even say, we were.enamored with each other.
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Shelley H HERO · 29 Jun
One day while we were texting, Boris was on his way to work on the trolley and our communication ceased
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Shelley H HERO · 29 Jun
He emailed me later that day that someone had.stolen his iphome, and should have to communicate by email till his replacement phone arrived.i was both saddened and overjoyed in the same minute to hear from him.
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Shelley H HERO · 29 Jun
We continued our friendship for years. That is until one day while we were texting...our communication just stopped. We lost touch that day and I never heard from him again
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Shelley H HERO · 29 Jun
I was devastated. Heartbroken that my prince was gone
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Manfred F · 29 Jun
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Manfred F · 29 Jun
What a lovely story with a sad ending โค
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Shelley H HERO · 29 Jun
I never got another panda like him after that. He was my soulmate. My confidante. A proper Englishman.i loved him so much. I've always ho0ed he would come back to me. I never left MP and I have not given up hope well meet again.. I share my love for
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Shelley H HERO · 29 Jun
him every day pandas in hopes that my dashing prince will one day m
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Shelley H HERO · 29 Jun
meet me here and our lives will be complete ๐Ÿ˜Š
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tEnT S 2+ YEAR · 29 Jun
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tEnT S 2+ YEAR · 29 Jun
That's very sweet! I hope he comes back one day
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Shelley H HERO · 29 Jun
Thank you tents and Manfred. You guys are all special to me โค Nothing compares to a pandas love and friendship. Thanks ๐Ÿ˜Š
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Manfred F · 29 Jun
Though i don't post so much, I still read most and it genuinely helps me helping others even if it's only this little support here with hugs and a few words ๐Ÿ˜„
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corrado M · 29 Jun
this is an amazing story shelley
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Shelley H HERO · 29 Jun
Thanks corrado. You are appreciated Manfred โค
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Manda P LEGEND · 29 Jun
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Manda P LEGEND · 29 Jun
What an incredible story. I'm glad you had that. I hope he comes back, too. Pandas are so special!
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Penelope P LEGEND · 29 Jun
Never give up hope Shelley bear! I had one date with my fella (colleague) just before I left the job. We then lost touch and did not meet again until 5 years later. Two years on and I adore him just as much as I did when we first met 21 years ago.
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Penelope P LEGEND · 29 Jun
Being colleagues when we were both with other partners and then getting a chance but nothing coming from it was very hard. Pleased I got a second chance to win my Prince round. Now he is my king!
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Shelley H HERO · 29 Jun
Wow! That's beautiful Pen
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Manfred F · 29 Jun
โค amazing!
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Shelley H HERO · 29 Jun
I am so glad to have had you and Al these past 10 years Pen. You have been my lifeline and I love you so much. I couldn't have made it through the rough times without you two. Never leave me. โค
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Penelope P LEGEND · 29 Jun
I know Shelley, what a long way we've come. It will be ten years in September when my partner dumped me and I turned to MP to keep me going. I'll never forget what a lifeline this place has been through all the ups and downs since then. Big hugs.
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Manda P LEGEND · 29 Jun
MoodPanda saves lives. I'm so thankful for it, too.
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Shelley H HERO · 30 Jun
And we're thankful for you Manda โค
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Manda P LEGEND · 30 Jun
โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ
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Shelley H HERO · 30 Jun
Awe โค
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Shelley H HERO · 29 Jun 10
Good night friends. It's been a real hoot and a holler ๐Ÿ˜Š. See ya tomorrow. Night...
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Manfred F · 29 Jun
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Shelley H HERO · 29 Jun
Hi guys ๐Ÿ˜Š
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Shelley H HERO · 29 Jun
I hope you are all sleeping soundly โค
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Manda P LEGEND · 29 Jun
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Still don't know whether to ring doctors tomorrow about my knee. Don't know whether to stop couch to 5k in case it's making it worse. Back home now I know I'll avoid everything again.
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Penelope P LEGEND · 28 Jun
I am just letting this time slip away. Being lazy, overwhelmed and unmotivated. I just want to sleep and hope it all goes away.
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Laura B · 28 Jun
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Manda P LEGEND · 29 Jun
Hope things look up for you soon. I would definitely not risk injuring your knee even more.
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H F HERO · 25 Jun 2
Feeling gross. Upset yet again with Partner... I'm embarassed to admit this but for FIFTEEN years I lived without access to what should have been 'our' tv but I wasn't ever given the chance to watch
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H F HERO · 25 Jun
any program that I liked nor had access to the remote. I was relegated to the bedroom to watch my dvds on a tiny portable dvd player. Now we are moving and he has just described the home theatre room as HIS. Nothing changes. Feel sick.
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Sergey F · 25 Jun
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Penelope P LEGEND · 25 Jun
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Penelope P LEGEND · 25 Jun
That's awful, you deserve better than that. But wish I practice what I preach.
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Manda P LEGEND · 25 Jun
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Manda P LEGEND · 25 Jun
Yikes! That doesn't sound good at all. I hope you can get out of this situation. I know it's hard though. Keep in touch with us, H F. We're here for you. Much love. ๐Ÿ’ž
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