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Igh, it was a shitty night 😔
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Silke V HERO · 2d
I dreamed has actually breaking up with me (but that already happens) dreams that I was doing an exam and that I was fired at work 😞
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Manfred F · 2d
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corrado M · 2d
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nixiblu . HERO · 2d
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nixiblu . HERO · 2d
Poor Silke.
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Manda P LEGEND · 2d
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I feel so much pain in my body. I once couldn't wait a few days to see him. And now I have to wait until an unknown date. Or never. I can't deal with it.
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nixiblu . HERO · 2d
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Ann L · 2d
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No word on an anti anxiety med but I ended up calling them about my dizziness. I've reported it many times & now that I'm doing yoga it's a big problem. I can't bend over w/o getting super dizzy.
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Lenny + · 02 Jul
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Lenny + · 02 Jul
I hope you get the adequate help/ diagnosis soon ❤️
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Manda P LEGEND · 02 Jul
Thanks, Lenny! They called back & we are lowering the Luvox he had raised. If it doesn't help, he's having me reduce my Lamictal. Fingers crossed it works!
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Lenny + · 03 Jul
Very cool. Yes definitely fingers crossed. I just started titrating lamictal this past March. I'm kind of seeing a difference now. But I'm still wondering if there's anything for those severe moments. You know?
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Manda P LEGEND · 03 Jul
I've been on the same dose of Lamictal for 13 years. All kinds of meds came & went. Hopefully lowering the Luvox will help. I can barely stand this!
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nixiblu . HERO · 3d
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Completed week 5, it was tough on the left shin but took it very slow and my breathing is good. Chatted to a friend, the only one that regularly checks in on me because I live alone. She's a good mate
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Manfred F · 02 Jul
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Penelope P LEGEND · 02 Jul
Things ok with M, he always makes me laugh without fail every day. That's something to value despite all my other needs that aren't met. Suppose we can never have perfection. Slowly coming to terms with starting new job. I'm okay but only okay.
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Laura B · 02 Jul
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Manda P LEGEND · 02 Jul
Well done on completing week 5! That's awesome!
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Anna D 1+ YEAR · 03 Jul
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nixiblu . HERO · 3d
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I've had the loveliest day today hanging out with J. online. We chatted, we read a book, we laughed our entire heads off. I can't wait to be together irl. It's going to be amazing.
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Laura B · 02 Jul
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Manda P LEGEND · 02 Jul
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Manda P LEGEND · 02 Jul
So glad you guys have each other! 💞
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P B · 03 Jul
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Johnya T LEGEND · 03 Jul
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Alicia B LEGEND · 03 Jul
Thank you, Manda, so am I :)
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Anna D 1+ YEAR · 03 Jul
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me M 1+ YEAR · 03 Jul
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K T 6+ MONTHS · 3d
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K T 6+ MONTHS · 3d
Sounds great, Alicia! Glad you had a good day! :)
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nixiblu . HERO · 3d
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Tayla O 6+ MONTHS · 13h
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Overthinking my day and my behavior
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Manfred F · 03 Jul
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me M 1+ YEAR · 03 Jul
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nixiblu . HERO · 3d
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Carly R · 3d 7
Went back to the dance studio (with a mask), and classes were fun. However, I look way different in the mirrors than I did when I was 14. I'm a woman now, but I've been struggling w/ body acceptance
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Manfred F · 03 Jul
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nixiblu . HERO · 3d
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📞 day at work today 😔. Almost weekend!
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Anna D 1+ YEAR · 03 Jul
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Manda P LEGEND · 03 Jul
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nixiblu . HERO · 3d
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So dizzy & lightheaded. Took my reduced Luvox for the first time last night. Hope this helps SOON. Daughter started her period. I just happened to see she signed up for a period tracker when I...
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Manda P LEGEND · 03 Jul
...checked her email for a verification. I never look at her email & it just so happened she had started the day before. I asked her why she didn't tell me & she said she knew where the pads were. 😆
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Lenny + · 03 Jul
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Lenny + · 03 Jul
Gosh she really sounds like she has her head on her shoulders.
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Lenny + · 03 Jul
I definitely wish that I had a mom to bond and tell me about my period though. So maybe there's probably much more room there.
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Samantha C NEW · 03 Jul
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Ann L · 03 Jul
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Ann J · 03 Jul
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Manfred F · 03 Jul
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Manda P LEGEND · 03 Jul
Thanks, Lenny, & thanks for the hugs, Pandas. 💚
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Michael W HERO · 3d
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Michael W HERO · 3d
Luvox was so trippy and hazy for me it was like I was in a constant state of doing shrooms. It was awful...
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nixiblu . HERO · 3d
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Manda P LEGEND · 3d
Sorry to hear that, mik. It was definitely what was causing the dizziness & anxiety. I feel so much better after just a couple lowered dose days. Thanks for the hugs, Pandas! 💚
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Alicia B LEGEND · 2d
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Alicia B LEGEND · 2d
💜💜💜 your daughter sounds so cool
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Manda P LEGEND · 2d
Aw! Thanks, Alicia. That makes me happy. She actually is pretty damn cool!
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Ira T · 3d 2
can't focus on anything. In a constant daydream about this one guy. That we could be together, that I could touch him, hear his voice. Look into his eyes and feel complete, feel like home. It's so sad
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Manfred F · 03 Jul
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nixiblu . HERO · 3d
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Relax!!!
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Laura B · 03 Jul
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nixiblu . HERO · 3d
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Friend is staying the weekend, been playing old school video games with him and BF. Feeling really runned down the past couple of days and my brain is foggy. Feeling a bit dissociative from reality
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Manfred F · 3d
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Tayla O 6+ MONTHS · 13h
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I's mum visiting. Her kid is back with us. I wish I was somewhere else with someone else right now.
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Ann J · 3d
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Tayla O 6+ MONTHS · 13h
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We put together kid bed #2 and SURVIVED! Went even better! Even after taking down the old bed.
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Alicia B LEGEND · 01 Jul
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nixiblu . HERO · 02 Jul
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Alicia B LEGEND · 02 Jul 7
Arkadiy the Pegasus is back home! That's my bicycle, that's what I call him, and he needed some maintenance, and he is better than ever now. Will celebrate with a long ride tomorrow. Yay!
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Shelley H HERO · 01 Jul
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Manda P LEGEND · 02 Jul
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Tayla O 6+ MONTHS · 13h
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tEnT S 2+ YEAR · 02 Jul 5
Didn't do very much today. No classes so I had lots of time, but the efficiency and focus was just not there. Started bike description project with Andrew and Sayem and divided up the wire we bought.
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Laura B · 01 Jul
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nixiblu . HERO · 02 Jul
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Heard back from new boss, I'm going in on the 13th for trial run. Absolutely dreading it. As for agent, they say that they've left messages for my landlady. Trouble is I know she died a month ago!
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Penelope P LEGEND · 01 Jul
So who are they contacting? M is being his usual unsupportive self. I just get nothing but wise cracks and simplicity from him. I'm not really that happy at all to be honest.
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me M 1+ YEAR · 01 Jul
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Ira T · 02 Jul 1
I was forbidden to go to the doctor. I am alone, so alone, all those people forgot about me (except one <3) . Just wish I was dead
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Sarah M · 01 Jul
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nixiblu . HERO · 02 Jul
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Im falling into sadness again today, but at least Yesterday improved after having dinner with mom and BF. We had deep conversations on all kinds of topics and it was nice! I felt good this morning but
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 01 Jul
my mental state is declining as the day progresses. It's like now that I'm sitting here alone im thinking too much about sad things and I feel lonely. I already miss my mom! Hoping I will feel better when BF gets home from work.
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Shelley H HERO · 01 Jul
BIG COMFORTING HUGS MY FRIEND XXX
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Manfred F · 01 Jul
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Ira T · 02 Jul 5
found a photo from when I was 15. Such beauty, bursting with health!!! with roses in cheeks... God, I had cheeks!!!! And I lost it in 3 years. Hope to fix my health and have those rosy cheeks again :)
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Shelley H HERO · 01 Jul
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