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Ash D GUARDIAN · 26 Sep 5
I'll give this weekend a 5. Saturday was good. Spent the day at a referee seminar to be certified to ref hockey. Today was meh. Got rudly woke up by my mom insisting I get out of bed and hel clean.
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 26 Sep
Everything in the house for my sisters custody battle. Then she started breaking down bc she didnt want ro go into work. Then my sister overloading on cleaning stuff and the sents of everything caused me to have an asthma attack and not able to
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 26 Sep
Be in the house at all to help. Then i had to drive her 2 hours to the meeting point to pick up her daughter from visiting her father then home 2 hours....now i can finally go to bed.
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Esther B LEGEND · 18 Sep 5
Attended my friend's son's birthday. Hes turning 2 already tomorrow. Wasn't looking forward because of travel but it was alright. She was happy I visited. Reading 'heroes of the frontier' now in bed
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John W · 18 Sep 2
Just had a massive anxiety attack over what was obviously nothing. Now I just feel idiotic and stupid.
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Love 1 LEGEND · 18 Sep 6
20 min meditation was restorative. Calm. Now to bed.
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 18 Sep 2
Been amother crappy day of double standards. I cant leave a cup sit for 2mins with out getting yelled at but my sister can have dirty dishes all over, her and her babies clothes every where...
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 18 Sep
Let alone im not able to talk to my parents about a cat box solution w/o getting yelled at...so i just sit in my room...
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 18 Sep
All my forward progress coming unraveled at the seames.
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Albertine M LEGEND · 18 Sep
Fingers crossed for you, Ash - things are really tough but, as you said, you've made so much progress. Rooting for you!
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 26 Sep
Thanks cinfy things are hit and miss. Me and my therapist are trying to figure out the best way to navigate everything.
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 17 Sep 3
Its been a bad day. Ive had one or 2 here and there over the months but not like this. My sister moved in with her 10mo old and we got into a fight & she got violent & i had to defend myself. It is...
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 17 Sep
Going to be rough intil she moves out or either i move out of my parents place. So you guys might see me on here a bit more than i have been.
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Esther B LEGEND · 17 Sep
I hope your home will be a safe place for you and the baby. And your sister of course. Take care!
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Im fed up of pretending 'im fine' .. i wish i was **** even more. :-( woke up feeling absolute shit, mum thought id taken to many tablets. Might be worth it some things cant be fixed = me.
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Silke V HERO · 19 Mar
Everyone can be fixed Nathalie, but I understand you see it that way. Big hug
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 21 Mar
my mom thinks I take too much medication too. then when I break it down for her what each is for she understands for awhile.
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 21 Mar
you aren't broken :). you are perfect the way you are. sure you might be in a rough patch but all things get better.
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I keep pretending I feel good and OK but tbh, I feel grumpy, unsatisfied and frustrated
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anon u 6+ MONTHS · 21 Mar
I hide my bad moods too,
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 21 Mar
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Jeff M LEGEND · 21 Mar
They say that faking it is better than giving in to it... Sorry you're not feeling as good as you'd like to pretend to be!
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Michelle M SUPPORTER · 22 Mar
Mmm you're probably right Jeff
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 04 Mar 3
parents are pissing me off, mainly my dad, mom isn't helping. Dog got into the litter box and it turns into I never clean up after my cat and hes going to get rid of my cat and hes just waiting for
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 04 Mar
a reason to do so. wtf....Not my fault the dog got into the litter box and I didn't see it sitting there.
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 04 Mar
Wish I didn't have to live with them. I just don't have any other options. I almost rather be homeless than live here sometimes.
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My grandma died yesterday
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Binky B HERO · 27 Feb
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Michelle M SUPPORTER · 26 Feb
I'm sorry to hear that Jake *hugs*
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Anonmous A HERO · 27 Feb
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 26 Feb
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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 26 Feb
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Albertine M LEGEND · 27 Feb
So sorry, Jake x
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 14 Feb 3
Waiting on what my mom perceives as pointless therapy to start.
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Anna . GUARDIAN · 13 Feb
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John S 4+ YEAR · 13 Feb
Good thing the therapy's not for her then, right? Hoping things improve soon.
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Will D GUARDIAN · 13 Feb
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Will D GUARDIAN · 13 Feb
My dad was an ancient GP and never believed in depression. I could never tell him about my illness. Therapy always helped and was never pointless
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 14 Feb
It has helped me a ton! Just because I don't have a job and taking 5 classes right now and living on my own in the year I have been going doesn't mean it hasn't helped. I have gone from being totally isolating to starting socializing and going back
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 14 Feb
to school and doing well. I'm not cutting as often if at all. I fight through my anxiety and panic attacks and stick with what i'm doing vs backing down and not doing it and hiding.
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 14 Feb
Yes I still have my bad days but I have learned to cope so much better.
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 14 Feb
If she doesnt see that as improvement than i dont know what is. I still have a lot to work on I think.
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Reba H GUARDIAN · 14 Feb
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 14 Feb
I don't by any means expect her to change her mind about it. She just gets pissy with me about it because I don't think I'm progressing as fast as she thinks i should be or I should be 'fixed' by now.
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 14 Feb
I know. I wish I didn't want their approval at all like I do. I hate it so much. I mostly just want their support more than anything then things like this happen after they are supportive for sometime its confusing as hell.
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Actually had a really productive day, could see things clearer at the house , good progress with R's issues and of course, doggies. But it's a 5 because right now, despite all that I feel... Meh :-(
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Natalie C GUARDIAN · 08 Feb
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John S 4+ YEAR · 09 Feb
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Ran out of pills a couple of days ago coz I didn't get to the doctor early enough. Now feeling very tired and headachy and really not feeling having to deal with a community team meeting today
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Jenna L 6+ MONTHS · 28 Jan
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Jenna L 6+ MONTHS · 28 Jan
I need to go see my doc too. Just so lazy
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 28 Jan
I know that's feeling. I ran out because I have to get mine reapproved by my insurance company. by day 4 I was a total mess. hope you get some soon.
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Michelle M SUPPORTER · 28 Jan
It's a nightmare keeping medicated. Why is it the people least capable of this are the ones who have to be responsible lol
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 28 Jan
I have trouble with the ones i have to take multiple times a day, like my anti-anxiety medication, suppose to take it 3times a day...im lucky if it gets twice..
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 28 Jan 3
Feeling better knowing that my medication authorization has been sent to my insurance company. Also im back on it. 8 days of it was only 98$ w/o insurance.
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 28 Jan
having some negitive thoughts still but hanging in there.
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Everytime, I try to have a good day/night out. Few hours after, im screaming in pain :( horrible flashbacks to surgeons f**king up my body. Didn't expect to be so badly affected 11 years on. ARGH!!!
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 17 Dec 1
So aggervated right now...The new adhd medication isnt working at all. Just side effect. At least the last one worked. And idk if the side effects were really real side effects.
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 17 Dec
I know the jitteryness was but that could be from too hight of a dose. but the headache and the 2-3 heart palpitations I felt out of the 5 days I was on it when I have tychacarida anyways could be nothing
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 17 Dec
but the Ritalin is a negitive I just know...2-3 hours on it chest pain and palpitations just adds to my anxiety and irritation.
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anon u · 17 Dec
Have they tried Adderall? I worked as a nurse for 14 years in the past and many different areas. Also, I've been a diagnosed type 2 bipolar for many years.
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anon u · 17 Dec
There are also some alzheimer drugs that can be used. You don't want to keep the heart issues going because it will damage your heart muscle.
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 17 Dec
Kajuanna we tried adderall it made me jummpy and i started to have headaches, but i get migraines anyways so its hard to credit the headahces.
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 14 Dec 3
Told to stop taking the Adderall because of some of the side effects I was having (headaches and jittery). It did help though. Not sure what the next step is. Haven't heard about that part yet.
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sonny S 1+ YEAR · 14 Dec
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 14 Dec
thanks guys. I do too sonny. my dr wanted me on Vyvanse but my insurance company wouldn't approve it.
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 13 Dec 1
parents fighting, they don't even care if i'm in the room. It really shouldn't bother me, I'm 28 yrs old. But yet to this day it still does. I just sit there until the cost is clear to move and go to
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 13 Dec
my room. Feel like I'm 5 years old all over again. Was having A really good day up until this point.
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anon u · 13 Dec
Mine do the same - it makes me tense at first but more often than not they are arguing over something trivial.
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 13 Dec
exactly Sinead. its over something that has been miss placed and will turn up. my sister when she was here had it and put it somewhere now we can't find it. I was going to use it to make a gift for my aunt but I can't until it's found. im not worrie
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 13 Dec 5
Feeling pretty good today minus the migraine. Really focused and alert again kinda weird. Not use to this at all.
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anon u 6+ MONTHS · 12 Dec
I would pay attention to your mood while taking Adderall. Have read it can dull your feelings and make you feel robotic. Some people cycle it or use it when they need extra focus. Like maybe during the week at work or school then off on the weekends.
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 13 Dec
I'm just not starting it for ADHD. I'm having some symptoms i don't really care for on it. In the evening I tend to 'crash' on it so it seems. My Dr wanted to put me on Vyvanse but my insurance wouldn't approve it until other stuff was tried first.
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 11 Dec 3
Not sure if it is the adderall that is the cause of my migraine or not. it started last night & still in full force. Trying to hydrate and stay hydrated. Also feel jittery today. Sent my dr a message
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 11 Dec
so idk if im just not adjusted to it yet or not. but been having some heart palpitations mainly in the evening . yesterday too my mom noticed my face was getting really red shopping.
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Ash D GUARDIAN · 11 Dec
I felt fine, i was just really focused and alert. I was acting kinda goofy, like smart ass goofy.
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