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John T LEGEND · 20 Oct 6
The blades could only draw but I read a lot today. I am enjoying the achievement of having enough concentration as much as the book - and the book is fantastic. I've got the sequel lined up too.
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John T LEGEND · 05 Oct
I am still feeling down on and off but I love autumn so much it helps so much
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Beth W · 05 Oct
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Tebby B · 05 Oct
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Tebby B · 05 Oct
I love autumn too! I'm so relieved my depression hit at a time of year when I have so many things to look forward to and be positive for. Summer depression for me is harrrrd
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John T LEGEND · 05 Oct
Summer is hard for me every year. I like to wear beautiful thick jumpers, watch colours change, feel a bite of the wind on my cheek, see the animals prepare for the winter to come. I like warmth after coolness, not constantly.
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John T LEGEND · 05 Oct
Like contentment after depression you appreciate it more. It's having known the low that makes you enjoy the high. You can generate heat easily in autumn, run, dance, play. In summer it difficult to cool down.
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John T LEGEND · 05 Oct
In summer temper grows and break like the thunderstorm after a drought. If we can cling on the minor details maybe the smell of petrichor or the human love of shelter we can retain hope for better seasons to come.
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Jen B HERO · 05 Oct
Autumn is wonderful. What are you reading?
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Tebby B · 05 Oct
Yesss! I love all of this sentiment John
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John T LEGEND · 05 Oct
Book of dust: Part One La Belle Sauvage by Phillip Pullman. The original 'his dark materials' trilogy are some of the very few novels I can endure, even enjoy. The only fiction I usually like is poetry. I like non fiction books more
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John T LEGEND · 05 Oct
Thanks tebby! You might enjoy a little place I keep my awful babbles. There is a little more autumn chat there http://johntownshend.com/wordpress/
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nixiblu . HERO · 05 Oct
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Penelope P LEGEND · 05 Oct
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Jen B HERO · 05 Oct
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Alicia B LEGEND · 06 Oct
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me M 6+ MONTHS · 06 Oct
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me M 6+ MONTHS · 06 Oct
I love autumn too <3
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Alicia B LEGEND · 16 Oct
Happy birthday, dearest panda John! <3
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Jeff M LEGEND · 16 Oct
Happy birthday, John! :D
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Albertine M LEGEND · 16 Oct
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Albertine M LEGEND · 16 Oct
Happy birthday John! Hope you enjoy the day and are doing okay. I love autumn too and am another October birthday person- we rulexx
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me M 6+ MONTHS · 16 Oct
Happy Birthday!! Hope you have a great day.
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John T LEGEND · 19 Oct
Thanks for the birthday wishes
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serpent m · 20 Oct
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Spacekitten V 6+ MONTHS · 31 Oct
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paul M 1+ YEAR · 06 Sep 4
Remembered relationship that I had 2.5 years ago. It was very strange to be with someone that was on my side. If I had a conflict with my ex, then my girlfriend said 'That bitch!' instead of '
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paul M 1+ YEAR · 04 Sep
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paul M 1+ YEAR · 04 Sep
...instead of 'It's your own fault, and you made this problem for yourself!' Which would be true, of course. But it was refreshing to have someone who chose that first option.
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paul M 1+ YEAR · 04 Sep
Usually, if it is my word against someone else's - somehow my relatives and friends choose to believe other side more.
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Lydia R HERO · 04 Sep
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Albertine M LEGEND · 04 Sep
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DesBear D GUARDIAN · 05 Sep
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serpent m · 06 Sep
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me M 6+ MONTHS · 06 Sep 5
I miss the feeling of being loved. There was someone I knew I could love but he was less initiate and I was not that initiating but he made me laugh and I loved to talk to him.
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me M 6+ MONTHS · 06 Sep
I have people who want me, but I do not feel they really love me, they give up after I do not respond.
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me M 6+ MONTHS · 06 Sep
I want to feel that love. When I feel he realy care, Ill know.
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me M 6+ MONTHS · 06 Sep
This guy I knew was insecure, but he still makes occasional contact. And I do not answer because it does not progress. But I really had fun with him, but he's a little complicated, but he's a good guy, not bad, not jealous or manipulative
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serpent m · 06 Sep
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me M 6+ MONTHS · 06 Sep
Maybe it was not a good time for us, maybe at a different time it was flowing. Maybe the presence and fear of the ex had affected me, maybe the ex had ruined my life and the possibility of ever finding anyone
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Patricia H NEW · 06 Sep
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Patricia H NEW · 06 Sep
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Alicia B LEGEND · 07 Sep
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me M 6+ MONTHS · 07 Sep
Thank you all for the hugs
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serpent m · 02 Sep 3
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John T LEGEND · 02 Sep
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John T LEGEND · 02 Sep
Welcome back, hopefully Fiorentina can win today for you!
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serpent m · 02 Sep
wow thank you so much!!!!!!!
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serpent m · 02 Sep
yay they did win :)
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serpent m · 02 Sep
do you remember pavlyuchenko btw?
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paul M 1+ YEAR · 03 Sep
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John T LEGEND · 03 Sep
Yeah old fashioned striker. Played in premier league for a while...
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John T LEGEND · 03 Sep
I was thinking of Pogrebyak... But they both played in the premier league. Why do mention Pavlyuchenko?
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serpent m · 06 Sep
he recently confirmed that his professional career is over :( (he had been a free agent since last november but i was hoping he would find a club)
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serpent m · 06 Sep
well he also joined an amateur team on the same day, will play a few matches for them
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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 09 Mar 5
Today is going to be busyyy
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anon u · 09 Mar
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Jeff M LEGEND · 09 Mar
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Michelle W HERO · 09 Mar
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H F HERO · 09 Mar
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serpent m · 09 Mar
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DesBear D GUARDIAN · 09 Mar
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serpent m · 09 Mar 0
RIP Astori :'(
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John T LEGEND · 09 Mar
Very sad. He was a year younger than me. Nice of the club to retire his number.
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John T LEGEND · 09 Mar
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serpent m · 09 Mar
thank you! i'm a fiorentina supporter so it's been shocking ;__;
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John T LEGEND · 09 Mar
There used to be an Italian football highlights show called Football Italia I used to watch every week. I support Sheffield United. We've got a winnable game tomorrow, but we are in inconsistent form.
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Odie W · 09 Mar
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Michelle W HERO · 10 Mar
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serpent m · 01 Apr
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serpent m · 14 Nov 6
getting blocked always feels strange, even if i've considered the same thing. when we met she identified as bisexual and opened my mind about sex positivity. recently she's become anti-lgbt :((
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anon u · 14 Nov
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serpent m · 14 Nov
we kissed a few times, though now she considers herself to have been a 'gender traitor' (as in the handmaid's tale). ironically i was about to say that we should avoid the topics of LGBTQIA and feminism because our arguments were pointless anyway
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anon u · 14 Nov
I kinda know how u feel my best mate was my biggest supporter now he wants more imtermate relations. TS strange how people change
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Richard E SUPPORTER · 14 Nov
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Love 1 LEGEND · 15 Nov
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anon u · 10 Dec
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serpent m · 01 Jan
thank you everyone!
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serpent m · 14 Nov 7
my whole account is me saying: i'm over her... no, now i'm REALLY over her. but now that's a qualitative change indeed.
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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 08 Nov
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anon u · 08 Nov
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serpent m · 14 Nov
thank you!!!
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serpent m · 10 Jan 3
how can my ex?friend still manage to upset me? :(
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Sandra C HERO · 09 Jan
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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 09 Jan
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Binky B HERO · 09 Jan
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serpent m · 10 Jan
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Link Z SUPPORTER · 09 Jan 5
Nightmare. I hid a body in a car trunk. It was my grandmother and I was the murderer. Wtf brain :(
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serpent m · 09 Jan
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Sandra C HERO · 09 Jan
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anon u · 09 Jan
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Binky B HERO · 09 Jan
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serpent m · 20 Oct 8
i hate that checking my ex-friend's twitter is like a drug and i feel so much better whenever i allow myself to do it.
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anon u · 20 Oct
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serpent m · 20 Oct
thank you! <3
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Esther B LEGEND · 20 Oct
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serpent m · 24 Sep 5
i finally feel less of a need to check my former crush's twitter but this feels so weird... don't know how much longer i'll keep myself from it. but i'm also hungry now, that makes everything worse
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anon u · 24 Sep
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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 24 Sep
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serpent m · 24 Sep
thank you!!!
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Janine S 1+ YEAR · 30 May 5
Had a relaxing day but my stomach hurts now.
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serpent m · 30 May
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anon u · 30 May
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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 30 May
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Susanne M HERO · 31 May
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Pure O 6+ MONTHS · 29 May 3
Anxiety/fear/nervous/frozen/worried/annoyed/frustrated/let down/isolated/lack of motivation/gross/checking/re-checking/obsessing/contaminated/outside help is ineffective or unavailable
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Jeff M LEGEND · 29 May
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anon u · 29 May
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serpent m · 29 May
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anon u · 29 May
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Anna . GUARDIAN · 29 May
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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 29 May
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DesBear D GUARDIAN · 29 May
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Susanne M HERO · 29 May
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Jeff M LEGEND · 29 May 10
I did it! I finished my first marathon. It was 90+ degrees (F) and humid, with tons of hills and mud (all trails), but I finished, and I can't stop smiling. I feel amazing right now.
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anon u · 29 May
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anon u 6+ MONTHS · 29 May
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serpent m · 29 May
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Reba H GUARDIAN · 29 May
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anon u · 29 May
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Michelle M SUPPORTER · 29 May
Woop woop! Go Jeff so pleased for you! You're awesome :D High Five!
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Anna . GUARDIAN · 29 May
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Anna . GUARDIAN · 29 May
:D
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Silke V HERO · 29 May
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anon u 2+ YEAR · 29 May
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anon u 2+ YEAR · 29 May
Well done xx
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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 29 May
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DesBear D GUARDIAN · 29 May
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DesBear D GUARDIAN · 29 May
Yay! Congrats! Knew you could do it! Enjoy your pride! :D :D
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Susanne M HERO · 29 May
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Susanne M HERO · 29 May
Yay! You are awesome! I knew you're strong enough <3 So happy for you and proud of you. Absolutely well done, congrats!
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Claire M GUARDIAN · 29 May
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Claire M GUARDIAN · 29 May
YAY this made me so happy! :) You rock, good job!!! :)
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anon u · 29 May
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anon u · 30 May
Fantastc achievement x
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Jeff M LEGEND · 30 May
Thank you, pandas, for all the encouragement and support! And for letting me vent and fret and complain and talk about everything here, when I couldn't anywhere else. :)
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Susanne M HERO · 31 May
You're welcome <3
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Michelle M SUPPORTER · 31 May
It's what we're here for lovely :)
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Claire M GUARDIAN · 31 May
Of course, we are meant for reading your complaints and worries x
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serpent m · 30 Apr 9
hard to explain but i feel like something has healed inside me <3
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Silke V HERO · 30 Apr
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anon u · 30 Apr
Thats wonderful Marina!! Keep smiling!
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anon u · 30 Apr
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serpent m · 30 Apr
Thank you so much!!! hugs to everyone <3
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Susanne M HERO · 01 May
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Susanne M HERO · 01 May
Amazing news =) So pleased to read that <3
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Pure O 6+ MONTHS · 26 Apr 3
Anxiety. Scared at home alone. Can't sleep. Wish I had someone to protect me. Major girl moment :( want to cry.
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anon u · 25 Apr
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anon u 6+ MONTHS · 25 Apr
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Anna . GUARDIAN · 25 Apr
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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 25 Apr
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Jeff M LEGEND · 25 Apr
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DesBear D GUARDIAN · 25 Apr
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Susanne M HERO · 25 Apr
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Susanne M HERO · 25 Apr
Huge protective hugs for you, I hope you feel better soon and get some rest.
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Pure O 6+ MONTHS · 26 Apr
Thanks! :)
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serpent m · 26 Apr
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serpent m · 02 Apr 6
confused over my spiritual/religious beliefs... part of me feels like i got disappointed in god when he/it didn't help with a problem...
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serpent m · 02 Apr
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serpent m · 02 Apr
or even wanted to hurt someone after my friend gave up on me, and the only comparable deed was giving up on god.
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serpent m · 02 Apr
but i do also feel like it logically just doesn't make sense that the christian god exists.
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serpent m · 02 Apr
and lol i hugged myself accidentally
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anon u · 02 Apr
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Savanna S · 02 Apr
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Savanna S · 02 Apr
It's natural to be confused with things like that
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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 02 Apr
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Susanne M HERO · 02 Apr
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serpent m · 14 Nov 8
truly disgusted with my ex-friend for the first time. nothing new, i just clearly realized that she treated me as disposable and got bored and chose a different friend.
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anon u · 13 Nov
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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 13 Nov
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serpent m · 14 Nov
thank a lot!
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serpent m · 19 Oct 4
the main thing that bothers me is that i was so close with her that i've complained to her about pretty much everyone who's by my side now that she's dumped me, and i feel bad obviously.
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anon u · 19 Oct
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Jeff M LEGEND · 19 Oct
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serpent m · 19 Oct
but i also feel like the whole concept of gossip is too simplistic. it should be okay to share your frustration, especially after being mistreated.
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serpent m · 19 Oct
and it's normal that i would generally turn to the person i trusted most, right?....
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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 20 Oct
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Albertine M LEGEND · 20 Oct
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serpent m · 21 Oct
thank you!
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