serpent M - MoodPanda Mood Diary

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John T LEGEND · 20 Oct 6

The blades could only draw but I read a lot today. I am enjoying the achievement of having enough concentration as much as the book - and the book is fantastic. I've got the sequel lined up too.

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John T LEGEND · 05 Oct

I am still feeling down on and off but I love autumn so much it helps so much

Beth W · 05 Oct

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Tebby B · 05 Oct

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Tebby B · 05 Oct

I love autumn too! I'm so relieved my depression hit at a time of year when I have so many things to look forward to and be positive for. Summer depression for me is harrrrd

Summer is hard for me every year. I like to wear beautiful thick jumpers, watch colours change, feel a bite of the wind on my cheek, see the animals prepare for the winter to come. I like warmth after coolness, not constantly.

John T LEGEND · 05 Oct

Like contentment after depression you appreciate it more. It's having known the low that makes you enjoy the high. You can generate heat easily in autumn, run, dance, play. In summer it difficult to cool down.

John T LEGEND · 05 Oct

In summer temper grows and break like the thunderstorm after a drought. If we can cling on the minor details maybe the smell of petrichor or the human love of shelter we can retain hope for better seasons to come.

Jen B HERO · 05 Oct

Autumn is wonderful. What are you reading?

Tebby B · 05 Oct

Yesss! I love all of this sentiment John

John T LEGEND · 05 Oct

Book of dust: Part One La Belle Sauvage by Phillip Pullman. The original 'his dark materials' trilogy are some of the very few novels I can endure, even enjoy. The only fiction I usually like is poetry. I like non fiction books more

John T LEGEND · 05 Oct

Thanks tebby! You might enjoy a little place I keep my awful babbles. There is a little more autumn chat there http://johntownshend.com/wordpress/

nixiblu . HERO · 05 Oct

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Jen B HERO · 05 Oct

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Alicia B LEGEND · 06 Oct

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me M 6+ MONTHS · 06 Oct

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me M 6+ MONTHS · 06 Oct

I love autumn too <3

Alicia B LEGEND · 16 Oct

Happy birthday, dearest panda John! <3

Jeff M LEGEND · 16 Oct

Happy birthday, John! :D

Albertine M LEGEND · 16 Oct

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Albertine M LEGEND · 16 Oct

Happy birthday John! Hope you enjoy the day and are doing okay. I love autumn too and am another October birthday person- we rulexx

me M 6+ MONTHS · 16 Oct

Happy Birthday!! Hope you have a great day.

John T LEGEND · 19 Oct

Thanks for the birthday wishes

serpent m · 20 Oct

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Spacekitten V 6+ MONTHS · 31 Oct

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paul M 1+ YEAR · 06 Sep 4

Remembered relationship that I had 2.5 years ago. It was very strange to be with someone that was on my side. If I had a conflict with my ex, then my girlfriend said 'That bitch!' instead of '

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paul M 1+ YEAR · 04 Sep

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paul M 1+ YEAR · 04 Sep

...instead of 'It's your own fault, and you made this problem for yourself!' Which would be true, of course. But it was refreshing to have someone who chose that first option.

paul M 1+ YEAR · 04 Sep

Usually, if it is my word against someone else's - somehow my relatives and friends choose to believe other side more.

Lydia R HERO · 04 Sep

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Albertine M LEGEND · 04 Sep

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DesBear D GUARDIAN · 05 Sep

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serpent m · 06 Sep

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me M 6+ MONTHS · 06 Sep 5

I miss the feeling of being loved. There was someone I knew I could love but he was less initiate and I was not that initiating but he made me laugh and I loved to talk to him.

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me M 6+ MONTHS · 06 Sep

I have people who want me, but I do not feel they really love me, they give up after I do not respond.

me M 6+ MONTHS · 06 Sep

I want to feel that love. When I feel he realy care, Ill know.

me M 6+ MONTHS · 06 Sep

This guy I knew was insecure, but he still makes occasional contact. And I do not answer because it does not progress. But I really had fun with him, but he's a little complicated, but he's a good guy, not bad, not jealous or manipulative

serpent m · 06 Sep

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me M 6+ MONTHS · 06 Sep

Maybe it was not a good time for us, maybe at a different time it was flowing. Maybe the presence and fear of the ex had affected me, maybe the ex had ruined my life and the possibility of ever finding anyone

Patricia H NEW · 06 Sep

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Alicia B LEGEND · 07 Sep

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me M 6+ MONTHS · 07 Sep

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serpent m · 02 Sep 3

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John T LEGEND · 02 Sep

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John T LEGEND · 02 Sep

Welcome back, hopefully Fiorentina can win today for you!

serpent m · 02 Sep

wow thank you so much!!!!!!!

serpent m · 02 Sep

yay they did win :)

serpent m · 02 Sep

do you remember pavlyuchenko btw?

paul M 1+ YEAR · 03 Sep

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John T LEGEND · 03 Sep

Yeah old fashioned striker. Played in premier league for a while...

John T LEGEND · 03 Sep

I was thinking of Pogrebyak... But they both played in the premier league. Why do mention Pavlyuchenko?

serpent m · 06 Sep

he recently confirmed that his professional career is over :( (he had been a free agent since last november but i was hoping he would find a club)

serpent m · 06 Sep

well he also joined an amateur team on the same day, will play a few matches for them

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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 09 Mar 5

Today is going to be busyyy

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anon u · 09 Mar

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Jeff M LEGEND · 09 Mar

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Michelle W HERO · 09 Mar

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serpent m · 09 Mar 0

RIP Astori :'(

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John T LEGEND · 09 Mar

Very sad. He was a year younger than me. Nice of the club to retire his number.

John T LEGEND · 09 Mar

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serpent m · 09 Mar

thank you! i'm a fiorentina supporter so it's been shocking ;__;

John T LEGEND · 09 Mar

There used to be an Italian football highlights show called Football Italia I used to watch every week. I support Sheffield United. We've got a winnable game tomorrow, but we are in inconsistent form.

Odie W · 09 Mar

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Michelle W HERO · 10 Mar

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serpent m · 01 Apr

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serpent m · 14 Nov 6

getting blocked always feels strange, even if i've considered the same thing. when we met she identified as bisexual and opened my mind about sex positivity. recently she's become anti-lgbt :((

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anon u · 14 Nov

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serpent m · 14 Nov

we kissed a few times, though now she considers herself to have been a 'gender traitor' (as in the handmaid's tale). ironically i was about to say that we should avoid the topics of LGBTQIA and feminism because our arguments were pointless anyway

anon u · 14 Nov

I kinda know how u feel my best mate was my biggest supporter now he wants more imtermate relations. TS strange how people change

Richard E SUPPORTER · 14 Nov

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Love 1 LEGEND · 15 Nov

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anon u · 10 Dec

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serpent m · 01 Jan

thank you everyone!

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serpent m · 14 Nov 7

my whole account is me saying: i'm over her... no, now i'm REALLY over her. but now that's a qualitative change indeed.

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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 08 Nov

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serpent m · 14 Nov

thank you!!!

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serpent m · 10 Jan 3

how can my ex?friend still manage to upset me? :(

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Sandra C HERO · 09 Jan

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serpent m · 10 Jan

thank you!!!

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Link Z SUPPORTER · 09 Jan 5

Nightmare. I hid a body in a car trunk. It was my grandmother and I was the murderer. Wtf brain :(

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serpent m · 09 Jan

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serpent m · 20 Oct 8

i hate that checking my ex-friend's twitter is like a drug and i feel so much better whenever i allow myself to do it.

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anon u · 20 Oct

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serpent m · 20 Oct

thank you! <3

Esther B LEGEND · 20 Oct

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serpent m · 24 Sep 5

i finally feel less of a need to check my former crush's twitter but this feels so weird... don't know how much longer i'll keep myself from it. but i'm also hungry now, that makes everything worse

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anon u · 24 Sep

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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 24 Sep

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serpent m · 24 Sep

thank you!!!

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Janine S 1+ YEAR · 30 May 5

Had a relaxing day but my stomach hurts now.

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serpent m · 30 May

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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 30 May

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Susanne M HERO · 31 May

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Pure O 6+ MONTHS · 29 May 3

Anxiety/fear/nervous/frozen/worried/annoyed/frustrated/let down/isolated/lack of motivation/gross/checking/re-checking/obsessing/contaminated/outside help is ineffective or unavailable

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Jeff M LEGEND · 29 May

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Anna . GUARDIAN · 29 May

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Jeff M LEGEND · 29 May 10

I did it! I finished my first marathon. It was 90+ degrees (F) and humid, with tons of hills and mud (all trails), but I finished, and I can't stop smiling. I feel amazing right now.

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anon u · 29 May

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anon u 6+ MONTHS · 29 May

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Michelle M SUPPORTER · 29 May

Woop woop! Go Jeff so pleased for you! You're awesome :D High Five!

Anna . GUARDIAN · 29 May

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Silke V HERO · 29 May

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anon u 2+ YEAR · 29 May

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anon u 2+ YEAR · 29 May

Well done xx

Tasha S GUARDIAN · 29 May

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DesBear D GUARDIAN · 29 May

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DesBear D GUARDIAN · 29 May

Yay! Congrats! Knew you could do it! Enjoy your pride! :D :D

Susanne M HERO · 29 May

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Susanne M HERO · 29 May

Yay! You are awesome! I knew you're strong enough <3 So happy for you and proud of you. Absolutely well done, congrats!

Claire M GUARDIAN · 29 May

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Claire M GUARDIAN · 29 May

YAY this made me so happy! :) You rock, good job!!! :)

anon u · 29 May

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anon u · 30 May

Fantastc achievement x

Jeff M LEGEND · 30 May

Thank you, pandas, for all the encouragement and support! And for letting me vent and fret and complain and talk about everything here, when I couldn't anywhere else. :)

Susanne M HERO · 31 May

You're welcome <3

Michelle M SUPPORTER · 31 May

It's what we're here for lovely :)

Claire M GUARDIAN · 31 May

Of course, we are meant for reading your complaints and worries x

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serpent m · 30 Apr 9

hard to explain but i feel like something has healed inside me <3

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Silke V HERO · 30 Apr

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anon u · 30 Apr

Thats wonderful Marina!! Keep smiling!

anon u · 30 Apr

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serpent m · 30 Apr

Thank you so much!!! hugs to everyone <3

Susanne M HERO · 01 May

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Susanne M HERO · 01 May

Amazing news =) So pleased to read that <3

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Pure O 6+ MONTHS · 26 Apr 3

Anxiety. Scared at home alone. Can't sleep. Wish I had someone to protect me. Major girl moment :( want to cry.

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anon u · 25 Apr

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Anna . GUARDIAN · 25 Apr

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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 25 Apr

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Jeff M LEGEND · 25 Apr

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Susanne M HERO · 25 Apr

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Susanne M HERO · 25 Apr

Huge protective hugs for you, I hope you feel better soon and get some rest.

Pure O 6+ MONTHS · 26 Apr

Thanks! :)

serpent m · 26 Apr

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serpent m · 02 Apr 6

confused over my spiritual/religious beliefs... part of me feels like i got disappointed in god when he/it didn't help with a problem...

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serpent m · 02 Apr

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serpent m · 02 Apr

or even wanted to hurt someone after my friend gave up on me, and the only comparable deed was giving up on god.

serpent m · 02 Apr

but i do also feel like it logically just doesn't make sense that the christian god exists.

serpent m · 02 Apr

and lol i hugged myself accidentally

anon u · 02 Apr

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Savanna S · 02 Apr

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Savanna S · 02 Apr

It's natural to be confused with things like that

Tasha S GUARDIAN · 02 Apr

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serpent m · 14 Nov 8

truly disgusted with my ex-friend for the first time. nothing new, i just clearly realized that she treated me as disposable and got bored and chose a different friend.

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anon u · 13 Nov

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serpent m · 14 Nov

thank a lot!

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serpent m · 19 Oct 4

the main thing that bothers me is that i was so close with her that i've complained to her about pretty much everyone who's by my side now that she's dumped me, and i feel bad obviously.

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anon u · 19 Oct

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Jeff M LEGEND · 19 Oct

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serpent m · 19 Oct

but i also feel like the whole concept of gossip is too simplistic. it should be okay to share your frustration, especially after being mistreated.

serpent m · 19 Oct

and it's normal that i would generally turn to the person i trusted most, right?....

Tasha S GUARDIAN · 20 Oct

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Albertine M LEGEND · 20 Oct

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serpent m · 21 Oct

thank you!

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