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John S 4+ YEAR · 29 May 4
Had a string of messages from gf telling me she has OCD and then discovered my rent wasn't paid out. This is not a great day so far #romance #mhp #money #house
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Ade W · 29 May
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Robert H GUARDIAN · 29 May
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Anthony M · 29 May
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Shelley H HERO · 30 May
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Ade W · 29 May 2
Watching a dvd and have no idea what is happening. Have no energy or enthusiasm to do anything. I just feeling empty
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Robert H GUARDIAN · 29 May
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Jeff M LEGEND · 29 May
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Anthony M · 29 May
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Cheyenne M · 29 May
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Kira A · 29 May 1
I feel depressed. Very, VERY low. No motivation, no drive. I'm so hungry but can't be bothered to ear
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Jeff M LEGEND · 29 May
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Jeff M LEGEND · 29 May
Sometimes eating something will help give you a boost. Try to eat something little if you can, or go for a walk. That also helps!
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Cheyenne M · 29 May
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Johnya T LEGEND · 29 May
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Anthony M · 29 May
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Robert H GUARDIAN · 29 May
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Ade W · 29 May
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Ade W · 29 May
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Cate K NEW · 29 May
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Anthony M · 29 May 4
I don't want to tell my doctor, I afraid of taking even more tranquilizers and others which provoke obesety, sluggishness, even diabetes. I am afraid in general. Of work of medicine, of losing it all
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Johnya T LEGEND · 29 May
I take Anti-Psychotics and will probably need them for the rest of my life. The ones I take made me put on a lot of weight, but I've lost a lot of it through taking up running. There are solutions to problems, and with support and hope,
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Johnya T LEGEND · 29 May
nothing is impossible. Keep going. Concentrate on making time for yourself and the things and people you enjoy. Fit this in around work, and keep asking for help as long as you need it. Don't give up.
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Anthony M · 29 May
Thank you, Johm
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Anthony M · 29 May
*John. I written to my Doc and somewhat collected myself. If I will still be a mess I will take the drug I need. Anything I need to pull thtough
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Ade W · 29 May
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Kym S 1+ YEAR · 29 May
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Love 1 LEGEND · 29 May 7
Slept well. Used little self as the focus of my meditation. Deconstructed storyline into noise, used mood state for color & looked @ attachment as an artifact from this detached perspective.
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Love 1 LEGEND · 29 May
Friend texted back. Told me not to worry about scratch on car. Sucks, though, as they are selling it. Although scratch is minor, potential buyers will exploit this and offer a lower price. I offered to pay for damages, but they said not to worry.
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Love 1 LEGEND · 29 May
As for X, will try to approach her a different way. Off to gym to teach a class.
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Lydia R HERO · 29 May
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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 29 May
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Cheyenne M · 29 May
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Anthony M · 29 May
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DesBear D GUARDIAN · 29 May
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Albertine M LEGEND · 29 May
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Shelley H HERO · 30 May
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Lulu S SUPPORTER · 29 May 3
My unhappiness is clearly showing at work and I'm getting lots of people noticing. Maintaining a falsely positive face at work is EXHAUSTING 😞
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Lydia R HERO · 29 May
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Ade W · 29 May
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Cheyenne M · 29 May
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Anthony M · 29 May
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Hanna H · 29 May 3
I feel miserable. I cant find hapiness and im tired of it. I hate the city im in, the fact that my bf is in other town, he has no place to live. I hate my roommate and the fact I cant go home
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Lulu S SUPPORTER · 29 May
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Hanna H · 29 May
Cause there is no public transport in the evenings when i can go nor do i have a car. Ugh i just hate my life right now.
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Lydia R HERO · 29 May
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Hanna H · 29 May
Cried a lot before work. Now 7hours of work. Ugh I am just sad and watereyed welp
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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 29 May
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Cheyenne M · 29 May
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Ade W · 29 May
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Anthony M · 29 May
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Ade W · 29 May 3
Feeling indifferent today and angry at the world, everyone around seems to be getting on with their and I'm stuck feeling like life is passing me by. Walking around town and I feel even more alone
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Ade W · 29 May
Than ever, I can't help the way I feel. When will it become my time. I hate this life
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Ade W · 29 May
My IBS is playing up aswell and having really bad stomach pains. Totally self loathing today
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Lydia R HERO · 29 May
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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 29 May
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Cheyenne M · 29 May
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Anthony M · 29 May
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Cheyenne M · 29 May 6
I don't even know how I'm feeling. I'm not sad nor happy. I'm just bored. Every day of my life I'm bored. Nothing ever happens. Also, didn't get enough sleep so I'm sleepy.
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Ade W · 29 May
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Ade W · 29 May
Know how ur feeling x
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Cheyenne M · 29 May
I hope it gets better!
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Anthony M · 29 May
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Robert H GUARDIAN · 29 May
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Albertine M LEGEND · 29 May
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Shelley H HERO · 30 May
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Sydney P · 19 Mar 4
My sister is borrowing my backpack. She didn't ask, just said 'I need it.' I don't need it atm but I can't stand it when others mess with my things, especially without asking. #aspergers
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anon u 6+ MONTHS · 19 Mar
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Michelle W HERO · 19 Mar
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Kris B 6+ MONTHS · 20 Mar
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Louise S · 19 Mar 5
Soon things will get better, we just all have to be strong and get through our shut first xx
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anon u 6+ MONTHS · 19 Mar
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Michelle W HERO · 19 Mar
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Anthony M · 19 Mar
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Verra T · 19 Mar 3
I keep rewinding this movie because i cant focusssss .
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Anthony M · 19 Mar
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sonny S 1+ YEAR · 19 Mar 5
I'm in a moment that I need time and distance to feel safe again. At least this time I didn't get too involved based on my experience. Hopefully it will blow over in a week
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Anthony M · 19 Mar
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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 19 Mar
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Alicia B LEGEND · 19 Mar
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nixiblu . HERO · 19 Mar
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Odie W · 19 Mar
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DesBear D GUARDIAN · 19 Mar
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Alicia B LEGEND · 19 Mar
You are very wise. I think I know what you mean, being a counter dependent myself (I think that's what I might be). Or maybe it's a different thing entirely. Either way, you rock!
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Michelle W HERO · 19 Mar
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Albertine M LEGEND · 19 Mar
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sonny S 1+ YEAR · 20 Mar
Thank you everyone for the hugs
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sonny S 1+ YEAR · 20 Mar
@Alicia you hit the nail on the head.. I fell in love with a toxic person again. I found myself attaching to her while she ruin me. I broke it off and being me I feel bad. I can't let someone undo my progress to better
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Alicia B LEGEND · 21 Mar
Wow :( I know it's a tough moment, and a sad one, but I can't help but be glad that you saw the signs this time and you broke it off. Well done! Hope you feel better real soon.
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sonny S 1+ YEAR · 24 Mar
Thanks Alicia
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Anthony M · 29 May
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Insomnia.
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Anthony M · 19 Mar
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DesBear D GUARDIAN · 19 Mar
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Albertine M LEGEND · 19 Mar
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Nice day, but I have to go in early tomorrow and I'm going to bed late. Oh, well. Only 2 more Mondays at this job.
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Anthony M · 19 Mar
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Anthony M · 29 May
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Juergen K · 19 Mar 5
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Anthony M · 19 Mar
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Alicia B LEGEND · 19 Mar
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Alicia B LEGEND · 31 Jan 6
My borderline friend's behavior seems to be getting better at a crazy peace. He doesn't even have an official diagnosis yet, but has been reading up and has obviously gained some insight into his
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Alicia B LEGEND · 31 Jan
inner landscape. As for me, I'm struggling with my codependent tendencies, flashbacking a lot, and my concentration is suffering. I got a good grade on my German test, though. It doesn't affect anything, but good to know.
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Anthony M · 31 Jan
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Jeff M LEGEND · 31 Jan
Nice to see you see positives in these struggles! alles gut!
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anon u · 31 Jan
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Éva H 6+ MONTHS · 31 Jan
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Johnya T LEGEND · 31 Jan
Wunderbar! I've been having tons of flashbacks too. Negative ones at night stopping me sleeping, positive ones in daytime making me wish for summer.
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Lydia R HERO · 31 Jan
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Lydia R HERO · 31 Jan
Are we throwing in random German words? Fantastisch! Spitzenmäßig! Gut gemacht Alicia! Phänomenal! Gulasch. Knödel. Rotkraut. Gefüllte Paprikaschoten. Überbackener Nudelauflauf. Sauerbraten. I'm hungry....
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Alicia B LEGEND · 31 Jan
LOL, LYDIA! Wunderbar was the word that made me want to learn German. It's just so... yummy :) I like words. And languages. And now I'm hungry, too, dammit.
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Alicia B LEGEND · 31 Jan
Jeff, thank you :) John, thank you for sharing, it feels nice not to be alone in this, though I wish you didn't have any flashbacks. I was baking a Kraut pie today, even that was sad and OMG.
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anon u NEW · 20 Feb
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Love 1 LEGEND · 20 Jan 6
Finger waits for orders to move. Eye finds letter, finger presses letter. Brain coordinates. Ego dictates: 'Say this.' Weaves story. Behind that, spirit of life gives agency. Beyond that? Mystery.
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Lydia R HERO · 20 Jan
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Kris B 6+ MONTHS · 20 Jan
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Alicia B LEGEND · 19 Jan 6
When I look back on what my life was like a year ago I see I really don't have to be upset about anything. Everything I wanted to happen, happened. I need to work on the fear of losing it all now.sigh
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Lydia R HERO · 18 Jan
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Manda P LEGEND · 18 Jan
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Manda P LEGEND · 18 Jan
That's a hard fear to work with. I'm doing it now & want to just sprint through it.
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Albertine M LEGEND · 19 Jan
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Anthony M · 19 Jan
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Alicia B LEGEND · 20 Jan
Manda, so we are on the same page! That feels wonderful 💜
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Manda P LEGEND · 21 Jan
It does! We can do this together! 💖
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Alicia B LEGEND · 19 Jan 8
Final note: I've been writing in the last 3 days. It's a new approach, and it's so freeing. I've finally managed to get the expectations' weight of my shoulders. It feels amazing.
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Jeff M LEGEND · 18 Jan
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Jeff M LEGEND · 18 Jan
Good for you! I see a lot of positivity and good perspective in your posts! You don't have to be good at a sport to do it...sometimes it's more fun to be bad and have no expectations! (I feel that way about my running sometimes...)
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Kris B 6+ MONTHS · 18 Jan
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Lydia R HERO · 18 Jan
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Manda P LEGEND · 18 Jan
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Manda P LEGEND · 18 Jan
Well done, Alicia! Keep at it!
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Kris B 6+ MONTHS · 18 Jan
I'm going to do that too. I think it is a good healthy habit if done right 😊
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Albertine M LEGEND · 19 Jan
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Alicia B LEGEND · 19 Jan
Be bad and have fun, noted! Thank you, guys 💜
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Anthony M · 19 Jan
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