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Hi guys. Daughter is now home. Actually got in earlier before I fell asleep Still not talking. Oh well. She made it home.safely That's what matters How are you guys? Forget to ask lately. So
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Shelley H HERO · 13h
Focused on my issues
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Shelley H HERO · 13h
Always know that I.love you and wish you only the best. ❤
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Manda P LEGEND · 12h
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 10h
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Pandas...thanks for your comments. Glad you don't mind my sharing. It's bringingj me comfort. 😊
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 2d
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Accidentally left hall light. On. Waste of money. I'll have to save somewhere to balance it out. Not a problem. I always manage to do it! 😊 .
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 2d
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My mental state has improved from recently feeling off and low.Today was a good day things happened the way it did for a reason so i am grateful. Also i have learnt more about myself and i want to be
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 3d
more mindful and conscious of the things i think and say and some behaviours that im personally not happy with within myself. I also saw how my mood changed today when someone said a snide comment near me. My mood was off for a while after that and
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 3d
I noticed my mood shift and thoughts process and tried to work on calming the feelings i had in those moments it felt like a struggle. But at some point i was over it. I have realised how much i need to work on allowing others words affect me because
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 3d
Today what they said wasn't needed at all and I could understand the ignorance in the situation so i shouldnt have to overthink things when i know what it really was about but its shown me how quickly something can change my mood. I need to stop
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 3d
Caring about unimportant things. I need to learn to let it go and not worry. My mood was really disturbed for some time and i went from super joyful to more quiet and mentally occupied with the thoughts.
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 3d
But overall today i have learnt alot more about myself and i will keep working on the bad and the good
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 3d
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Had a mini depressive episode last night :( and felt mini anxiety attacks when i tried to sleep
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 30 Jun
But its ok im fine this morning.just a bit tired from sleeping late
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Silke V HERO · 30 Jun
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Anna D 1+ YEAR · 30 Jun
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Working with my long time favourite artist tomorrow. Not that excited cause how i feel mentally but i do feel very grateful cause i never expected years ago to see this day.
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 30 Jun
I hope i wake up feeling good
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Robert H GUARDIAN · 30 Jun
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Anna D 1+ YEAR · 30 Jun
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Never want to feel like that again. A room full of people who are not welcoming. I could hear some girls talking about other girls behind their back. People they don't even know.
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 28 Jun
I haven't felt like that in ages. Its triggered me a bit. And from the way i saw people acting there its put my mental state in a weird place where im fearing things. Being watched or been spoken about. Even though the girls were not talking about me
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 28 Jun
Or my friend just hearing them talk about people made me and her feel so odd being there. It was kind of funny cause me and her tried to escape the event. we were hiding for almost an hr till the coast was clear because people wanted us to come
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 28 Jun
Inside the main bit but we kept making excuses saying its hot in there. But we just felt so uncomfortable with the vibe that was there. Even when we walked in and said hi to everyone alot of them looked rude and some didn't say hi back which is fine
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 28 Jun
But its kind of rude. Its really not hard to be nice.
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 28 Jun
We knew it wasn't our type of vibe the minute we walked in. But what im feeling now is a fear of people for some weird reason. Im ok mentally still a bit shaky with my mental health but im stable. So i can handle these little random thoughts and f
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 28 Jun
Feelings but it did affect my anxiety. I like being around friendly people. I felt like i was around people that you see commenting on social media posts with alot of hate and negativity.
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Manfred F · 28 Jun
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I felt so uncomfortable today. She was really nice but my energy doesn't feel comfy around her my mental state felt off. Then when i met the other people my soul felt free and even though i was
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 28 Jun
Feeling off, i still felt more comfortable around everyone else. I don't think i could hang out with her by myself. Theres nothing wrong with her shes cool but I feel very uncomfortable the anxiety i felt was weird. Maybe the vibe just isn't right.
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 28 Jun
I feel like i don't want to be around people for a while but ill need to be for certain things like work etc. I feel really sad but its not affecting me too bad. But i can tell that internally something is up maybe some painful past events are
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 28 Jun
Slightly in my mind. It feels distant whatever i am feeling or thinking.
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Anna D 1+ YEAR · 28 Jun
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Shelley H HERO · 27 Jun 5
I swear my daughter can be suxh a bitch. And for no reason!
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 27 Jun
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Tayla O 6+ MONTHS · 27 Jun
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me M 1+ YEAR · 27 Jun
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Was worrying last night too much about something. Googled it and made it worse. I hate Google sometimes. I slept late worrying and searching. Woke up feeling worried still. But wasnt as bad as last
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Kim K · 22 Jun
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Anna D 1+ YEAR · 22 Jun
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Anna D 1+ YEAR · 22 Jun
Google is so bad sometimes. I know this. Be strong ❤️
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 22 Jun
night but spoke to my dad and felt better but was still worried a bit. Now I am worrying a little bit again. I will be able to sleep better tonight though just going to do yoga before i sleep now. Last night I felt my self in a depressive state cause
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 22 Jun
Of the worrying but it didnt trigger me too much. So I am alright.
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 25 Jun
Thanks Anna :)
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Shelley H HERO · 16 Jun 10
Good morning everybody. How'd you rest? I did pretty well. I really would like to have a cup of coffee. Aide doesn't come for another 3-3-12 hours. Oh boy.i guess I'll watch some Netflix. Have a good
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Shelley H HERO · 16 Jun
one. Stay safe.
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Ann J · 16 Jun
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 16 Jun
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Tayla O 6+ MONTHS · 18 Jun
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Ann J · 16 Jun 5
Had a long sleep at night because today is night shift. I have few hours to cook and do few things at home, maybe even train a little. I'm moody but full of energy though.
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 16 Jun
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Ann L · 17 Jun
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12th june :Happy to say that I had the best birthday ever for the first time ever. I read what i wrote last year and it was horrible. I cried last year i felt suicidal and for the previous years too.
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 13 Jun
I have had some decent birthdays but it never felt complete because i never felt present in each moment. Was just too depressed and i can remember how things felt mentally. I remember in 2015 i had a birthday that felt great based on the experience
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 13 Jun
But i pretended to be ok mentally i really wasnt. The next day i sat in my park being grateful for the experience and the great people but i also remember feeling hopeless that i was not mentally well
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 13 Jun
2015 was a good birthday for the blessings that i had that year but mentally was in pain. Now this time around i felt free mentally. I dont think i have ever experienced this before. An actual good birthday where i feel great and
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 13 Jun
I am not even pretending to be ok. I didnt celebrate but i had everything i needed family and lovely caring people and my time in the park. I can't explain how amazing i feel to just reflect on my day knowing i actually had a good one.
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 13 Jun
It feels like theres so much growth and healing. And i am still going strong mentally. Itl be a year depression free in 5months. Although ive felt up and down randomly i still was able to function and it just feels like im healing. Im very grateful.
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 13 Jun
I will continue to be grateful forever. This is such a big deal to me.😭😭😊
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 13 Jun
Next year itl be even better and i will keep having an increase in my mental health
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Robert H GUARDIAN · 13 Jun
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Something feels off...
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 06 Jun
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nixiblu . HERO · 06 Jun
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Tayla O 6+ MONTHS · 07 Jun
Thanks both x
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Can I actually make anyone *ucking happy
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Ann J · 05 Jun
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 06 Jun
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Mark M · 06 Jun
Yes. Yes you can and if you don't believe me then let me say that I for one am living proof.
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nixiblu . HERO · 06 Jun
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Tayla O 6+ MONTHS · 07 Jun
Thanks all x
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Tayla O 6+ MONTHS · 07 Jun
Appreciate it lovely. Thank you xo
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Shelley H HERO · 06 Jun 5
The only way to escape this pain is to sleep. I'm actually tired of sleeping.
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 06 Jun
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Shelley H HERO · 06 Jun
Thank you so much for the hug Daisy XXX
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Tayla O 6+ MONTHS · 07 Jun
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Manda P LEGEND · 07 Jun
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Rebecca P NEW · 06 Jun 4
I really am not sure why I am feeling so down, I have had a lot of things get better but to be honest 2020 just feels so huge and too many changes. Though feel better than yesterday.
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 06 Jun
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Ann L · 11 Jun
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Went through my old backed up files on my phone. Saw screenshots from messages from people having a go at me i deleted it because i don't need to see that. I read one about me telling a group chat
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 04 Jun
That i 'might'not be able to make rehearsals because i finished one rehearsal that day and it made me weak so i said ill eat something and see how i feel to know if i can come. And the person in the chat had a go at me thinking that i just dont want
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 04 Jun
To come. I explained that my iron levels are low so I always get weak especially from doing too much he replied with 'Don't care'
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 04 Jun
I left the grp chat and i remember being ok the train crying i really tried to hold those tears in but it really hurt. And i was the only one who kept attending rehearsals when most people werent coming and they didnt know i was depressed
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 04 Jun
I remember when i was the only one that showed up and the studio was closed so we just sat in a cafe writing notes and he said to me i look so sad but i didnt know how to tell him i was depressed. But for him to make me feel so rubbish in the grp
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 04 Jun
Really got to me. This was years ago but seeing the reminder on my phone as my phone saves things on photos app it wasnt a pleasant memory.
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 04 Jun
I saw more of another situation with other people for a very pointless misunderstanding. And then i saw photos of a memory that i didnt feel ready to delete but it upset me a bit seeing it.
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 04 Jun
I can see growth within myself from those times.im proud of me.if i was depressed now seeing those memories would have put me in the spiral that i end up in when i start believing im a bad person and all the negative thoughts that comes with it
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Robert H GUARDIAN · 04 Jun
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Shelley H HERO · 04 Jun 8
Well pandas, another night is upon us. My mom took my sister and daughter to Chili's earlier. My first time having their quesadillas. My daughter's are better. Had a session today. It went well.
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Shelley H HERO · 04 Jun
Really super tired. Have a good night everyone and stay safe ok. XXX
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 04 Jun
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Robert H GUARDIAN · 04 Jun
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Manda P LEGEND · 04 Jun
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Manda P LEGEND · 04 Jun
Night, Shelley!
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Robert H GUARDIAN · 04 Jun
Good night Shelley!
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Shelley H HERO · 04 Jun
Good night guys. Sweet dreams my friends XXX
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Ann J · 04 Jun
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Shelley H HERO · 04 Jun
Thanks for the hugs ladies XXX
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Jen B HERO · 04 Jun 5
Not a great day.
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Daisy O 6+ MONTHS · 04 Jun
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