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Vicky B NEW · 02 Oct 2
Feel down today. Was looking forward to spending a day with mum but she now only wants me to take her to g&m and M&S. Kay has said she will take her to Tesco Sunday Annoyed that Kay won't allow me to also do things with mum and always takes over. Or is it just mum doesn't want to be around me. Sad we used to be best friends and do everything together but since dad died I feel unloved
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 02 Oct
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Mandy H HERO · 02 Oct
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Lorna L 1+ WEEK · 02 Oct
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tEnT S GUARDIAN · 02 Oct
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Sandy T 3+ WEEKS · 02 Oct
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Love ! LEGEND · 04 Oct
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I hate my sensitivity to hormone changes, PMDD and bipolar together are emotional hell. I actually had a pretty decent night, it was all going fine until a couple hours ago. All it took was a slightly raised tone of voice to trigger me. Fight or flight tried to kick in, then I felt intense sadness and anxiety wash over me all in an instant. I keep feeling like im gonna cry.
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 02 Oct
I want to to find a corner to curl up in like and bawl my eyes out like when i was a child. I wish I could tell my brain that there's no reason to over react like this and everything is okay, but i really dont feel okay
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Mandy H HERO · 02 Oct
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Lorna L 1+ WEEK · 02 Oct
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Sandy T 3+ WEEKS · 02 Oct
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Love ! LEGEND · 04 Oct
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James K 1+ WEEK · 02 Oct 3
Back home for a couple days. Small house, hard to get time alone to think. My family doesn't quite understand my situation. They have a hard time grasping the bipolar, too. They always held me up on a pedestal, my mom did especially. and I did great until now. Until I burned out. I can hardly function normally, I need to fall back and regroup. it's like an overwhelming dread in this house
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Robert H GUARDIAN · 02 Oct
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Kylee C NEW · 02 Oct
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 02 Oct
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Sandy T 3+ WEEKS · 02 Oct
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Im S 1+ WEEK · 28 Sep 2
Uncomfortable environment at work. Hate being told how to do things. Colleagues vent and I absorb all these emotions but want to offer support.
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Owen M 5+ DAYS · 28 Sep
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 28 Sep
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Jodi E 1+ MONTHS · 30 Sep
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Im S 1+ WEEK · 28 Sep 1
Funeral.
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Owen M 5+ DAYS · 28 Sep
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 28 Sep
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nex P NEW · 28 Sep
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Silke V HERO · 28 Sep 5
@ work, a bit overwhelmed. Too many files and not enough filing cabinets. Already took 2 cardboard boxes but that's not a solution. Frustrating. Colleague asked for a solution but so far no answer.
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 28 Sep
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John T LEGEND · 30 Sep
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Silke V HERO · 30 Sep
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Mandy H HERO · 30 Sep
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Esther B LEGEND · 30 Sep
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tEnT S GUARDIAN · 01 Oct
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Eli Z 4+ MONTHS · 02 Oct
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Bryan C NEW · 28 Sep 5
Had fight with wife she sleeps on couch
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 28 Sep
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erin J 1+ WEEK · 28 Sep
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Euphemia C NEW · 23 Aug 3
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Euphemia C NEW · 23 Aug
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Euphemia C NEW · 23 Aug
I feel like everyone hates me. I know
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Euphemia C NEW · 23 Aug
I know m just being paranoid but my heart feels heavy 😔
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 23 Aug
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Super tiring day but had a good gaming sess with partner and saw the baby's ultrasound, everything is looking great.
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Jen B HERO · 23 Aug
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Robert H GUARDIAN · 23 Aug
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 23 Aug
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Anna D SUPPORTER · 23 Aug
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alex B 5+ DAYS · 23 Aug 2
finished drivers study. a little overwhelmed that im starting to actually have to grow up. lost two family members and i think its starting to set in now. my bestfriend never talks to me unless i talk to her first, and even then ignores me most times. not sure how to handle all this. really wish i could do something but i just gotta sit back and watch it fall apart.
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Robert H GUARDIAN · 23 Aug
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 23 Aug
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nat ! 6+ MONTHS · 23 Aug
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Even though i find it way more comfortable having my hair buzzed off, I find myself feeling less attractive. BF tells me if I like it then that's all that matters and it doesnt matter what anyone else thinks. He's supportive of it but i can't help but wonder if he finds me less attractive now but doesnt say anything. It's also possible my perception of it is incorrect. Having a lot of self doubt
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 23 Aug
lately just in general. Always worried what people might think of me, my perception of myself seems to be more negative than actual reality from what i can tell. Seems like a lot of it is just in my head but im still Im having trouble distinguishing
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 23 Aug
Reality vs my fears
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nat ! 6+ MONTHS · 23 Aug
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Mandy H HERO · 23 Aug
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Marie M 5+ DAYS · 18 Aug 8
So I have decided to see a counsellor too help me deal with my anxiety and past trauma, I have had a couple in the past but didn't think think helped me with what I was going through this time I think I've found the perfect one. #fingerscrossed
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Eli Z 4+ MONTHS · 16 Aug
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Mandy H HERO · 16 Aug
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Ann L GUARDIAN · 16 Aug
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Eli Z 4+ MONTHS · 17 Aug
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 18 Aug
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Feeling super grumpy and apathetic this morning. I hate Monday mornings. I dont give a crap about doing my best at anything today. Not enough sleep, intrusive depressing thoughts lastnight keeping me awake. Everything is pissing me off
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Marie M 5+ DAYS · 16 Aug
It's normal to feel this way, I also hate mondays, and go through the same thing with my depression, hope you feel better soon
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Ann L GUARDIAN · 16 Aug
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 18 Aug
Thank you Marie 💕
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Really need to stop taking 4 hour naps. I keep throwing off my sleep schedule over the weekend... but it feels so nice...
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 16 Aug
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Ann L GUARDIAN · 16 Aug
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Out with the family for dinner feel content but I feel guilty about eating out sometimes and I feel that something will ruin the moment #dinner #family #anxiety #intrusive #thoughts
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 13 Aug
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Jen B HERO · 10 Aug 5
My dad had to go into the hospital yesterday. They think he most likely had a seizure. He's still unconscious. Not sure what today will look like. Not really sure what I'm feeling.
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Marie M 5+ DAYS · 10 Aug
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Spacekitten V GUARDIAN · 10 Aug
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Spacekitten V GUARDIAN · 10 Aug
Sending hugs and I hope your dad gets better soon x
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Lilit V 2+ MONTHS · 10 Aug
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 10 Aug
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Mandy H HERO · 10 Aug
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Eli Z 4+ MONTHS · 11 Aug
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Ann L GUARDIAN · 11 Aug
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Ann L GUARDIAN · 11 Aug
Health to your dad.
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Jen B HERO · 11 Aug
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Love ! LEGEND · 10 Aug 5
Fuggit. Surrendering to setbacks. It is what it is. Lowering expectations. The kids don't care. They're gaming and engaged.
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 10 Aug
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Mandy H HERO · 10 Aug
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nat ! 6+ MONTHS · 10 Aug
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Marilyn H 2+ MONTHS · 10 Aug
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Ann L GUARDIAN · 10 Aug
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Eli Z 4+ MONTHS · 11 Aug
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Shelley H HERO · 10 Aug 3
Rest in peace my dear cousin. I love you ❤
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 10 Aug
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Mandy H HERO · 10 Aug
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nat ! 6+ MONTHS · 10 Aug
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Marilyn H 2+ MONTHS · 10 Aug
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Ann L GUARDIAN · 10 Aug
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Ann L GUARDIAN · 10 Aug
Sorry Shelley for your lost.
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Shelley H HERO · 11 Aug
Thank you my friend
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Eli Z 4+ MONTHS · 11 Aug
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tEnT S GUARDIAN · 11 Aug
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Gotta do all the things NOW. But also...do nothing?
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 09 Aug
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Sarah N 2+ MONTHS · 09 Aug
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Cameron M 1+ MONTHS · 09 Aug
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Love ! LEGEND · 03 Aug 8
Finished Raising Good Humans, a book on mindful parenting. Good strategies & reminders I'll apply with my own kids. Drank beet juice before run. Some studies suggest it could give an endurance boost. Had a good run. Cycled to health food store for hard to find items like spirulina, goji berries & chlorella. Friend called with gig that pays good money. It's just a week. May take it.
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Love ! LEGEND · 03 Aug
My nutrition is on point. Eat good to feel good. So many malaise can be averted or corrected just by eating right. Wishing all good health.
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Love ! LEGEND · 03 Aug
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 03 Aug
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Emma M SUPPORTER · 03 Aug
Thankyou for sharing that Love! . Im sure you are right. Good luck with your gig I'd you decide to go ahead! X
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Mandy H HERO · 03 Aug
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Ann L GUARDIAN · 03 Aug
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Spacekitten V GUARDIAN · 03 Aug
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Anna D SUPPORTER · 03 Aug
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Eli Z 4+ MONTHS · 03 Aug
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Love ! LEGEND · 04 Aug
Thanks, Emma. I said yes. He was in a pinch.
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tEnT S GUARDIAN · 04 Aug
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Emma M SUPPORTER · 04 Aug
Sounds good Love! Good for you, I hope whatever you do for a living uts something you love (I mean Love!😆)
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Jen B HERO · 04 Aug
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