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Samantha C · 06 Jul 2
I'm barely finding the motivation to get out of bed and to stop tearing up. It felt like my dreams last night were so real and vivid. Just brought up a lot for me
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Manfred F · 03 Jul
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Samantha C · 03 Jul
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Ann L · 03 Jul
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Jen B HERO · 04 Jul
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 06 Jul
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Samantha C · 06 Jul 1
Been feeling pretty down. And I can't tell why yet? Does anyone else ever run into days like this? They suck
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 06 Jul
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 06 Jul
Yes! That's where im at right now
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Ada L · 06 Jul
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I am at bbq with family which i love, i just don't feel like myself. I'm fine one moment and then the next my chest feels tight, panicky and I feel like bursting into tears. I feel disconnected
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 06 Jul
And like my brain dissociating from reality. Kind of numb And foggy followed by waves of anxiety and deep sadness that is swallowing me. Makes it hard to live in the moment and appreciate things
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Samantha C · 06 Jul
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 06 Jul
I don't know if this is PMDD or if im having some sort of breakdown or something
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Ada L · 06 Jul
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Samantha C · 06 Jul
Ugh those moments are the worst. Just know you're not alone in that feeling. Don't be too hard on yourself
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Manda P LEGEND · 06 Jul
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Manda P LEGEND · 06 Jul
Sorry you are feeling this, BB. It's so hard to show up for life when you're feeling like that. Hang in there. I hope you get relief soon! 💞
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me M 1+ YEAR · 06 Jul
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Tayla O 6+ MONTHS · 07 Jul
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Michael W HERO · 04 Jul 6
Today was an okay day. I have a new sleep medicine called Doral which is alright. Anxiety is relief up, but I have Serax. I'm finally gaining weight again, unfortunately. I knew the day would come.
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Michael W HERO · 04 Jul
Oh I also started counseling through BetterHelp a few weeks ago and that's really helping too! Going to be staying DBT for borderline personality disorder, something I've never experienced before.
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Michael W HERO · 04 Jul
Starting* not staying lol
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Manfred F · 04 Jul
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 04 Jul
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Manda P LEGEND · 05 Jul
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Manda P LEGEND · 05 Jul
Good luck with it! I hope it helps!
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Manda P LEGEND · 04 Jul 5
So dizzy & lightheaded. Took my reduced Luvox for the first time last night. Hope this helps SOON. Daughter started her period. I just happened to see she signed up for a period tracker when I...
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Manda P LEGEND · 03 Jul
...checked her email for a verification. I never look at her email & it just so happened she had started the day before. I asked her why she didn't tell me & she said she knew where the pads were. 😆
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Lenny + · 03 Jul
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Lenny + · 03 Jul
Gosh she really sounds like she has her head on her shoulders.
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Lenny + · 03 Jul
I definitely wish that I had a mom to bond and tell me about my period though. So maybe there's probably much more room there.
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Samantha C · 03 Jul
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Ann L · 03 Jul
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Ann J · 03 Jul
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Manfred F · 03 Jul
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Manda P LEGEND · 03 Jul
Thanks, Lenny, & thanks for the hugs, Pandas. 💚
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Michael W HERO · 04 Jul
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Michael W HERO · 04 Jul
Luvox was so trippy and hazy for me it was like I was in a constant state of doing shrooms. It was awful...
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 04 Jul
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nixiblu . HERO · 04 Jul
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Manda P LEGEND · 04 Jul
Sorry to hear that, mik. It was definitely what was causing the dizziness & anxiety. I feel so much better after just a couple lowered dose days. Thanks for the hugs, Pandas! 💚
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Alicia B LEGEND · 05 Jul
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Alicia B LEGEND · 05 Jul
💜💜💜 your daughter sounds so cool
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Manda P LEGEND · 05 Jul
Aw! Thanks, Alicia. That makes me happy. She actually is pretty damn cool!
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Ryan B NEW · 01 Jul 3
#cranky morning. Ugly exchange with V first thing, about eating her bacon pieces. Feels like the day is ruined. Keep trying to salvage my own mood so I can go help V with hers. Not working so far
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 01 Jul
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Manfred F · 01 Jul
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me M 1+ YEAR · 01 Jul 1
Feels really low. Maybe it's a combination of pms and the side effects of the treat. But I feel alone. And I'm disappointed I gave the new guy all my time for five months.
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Jen B HERO · 01 Jul
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me M 1+ YEAR · 01 Jul
And now I'm alone. And I don't have to be with me. Or at least ask me how I'm. And when someone from the past tries it makes me even more annoyed because the past is over and as soon as I let go, I let go.
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me M 1+ YEAR · 01 Jul
that's why I would like to have a talk. So I can really let go.
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 01 Jul
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Shelley H HERO · 01 Jul
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Manfred F · 01 Jul
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Penelope P LEGEND · 01 Jul
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me M 1+ YEAR · 02 Jul
Thank you guys Xxx
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Ryan B NEW · 01 Jul 5
getting set up in a mood-tracker feels like #progress. Need to turn this into a habit, so the #patterns become apparent.
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 01 Jul
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 01 Jul
This app has been extremely helpful in tracking my mood patterns and being able to vent our feelings on here helps. Welcome to mood panda :)
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Amy M · 01 Jul
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Manfred F · 01 Jul
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Ryan B NEW · 01 Jul 7
Morning started rough with ISP issues. Ran some #errands. Getting out of the house really helped to #reset me.
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 01 Jul
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Shelley H HERO · 01 Jul
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Manfred F · 01 Jul
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Im falling into sadness again today, but at least Yesterday improved after having dinner with mom and BF. We had deep conversations on all kinds of topics and it was nice! I felt good this morning but
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 01 Jul
my mental state is declining as the day progresses. It's like now that I'm sitting here alone im thinking too much about sad things and I feel lonely. I already miss my mom! Hoping I will feel better when BF gets home from work.
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Shelley H HERO · 01 Jul
BIG COMFORTING HUGS MY FRIEND XXX
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Manfred F · 01 Jul
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Penelope P LEGEND · 01 Jul
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Shelley H HERO · 01 Jul
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Manda P LEGEND · 02 Jul
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nixiblu . HERO · 02 Jul
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Tayla O 6+ MONTHS · 07 Jul
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Manda P LEGEND · 01 Jul 6
Did yoga today! Setting a rule that I can't get on my phone until I do it. Therapist is going to talk to my psychiatrist about getting me on something for the anxiety. Fingers crossed bcuz this sucks!
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Manfred F · 30 Jun
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Robert H GUARDIAN · 30 Jun
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nixiblu . HERO · 30 Jun
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Laura B · 30 Jun
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Alicia B LEGEND · 01 Jul
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Shelley H HERO · 01 Jul
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 01 Jul
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Manda P LEGEND · 01 Jul
Thanks for the hugs, Pandas. 💚
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Shelley H HERO · 02 Jul
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Macaila F NEW · 30 Jun 1
I just feel like I am not good enough
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Alicia B LEGEND · 30 Jun
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Alicia B LEGEND · 30 Jun
I know the feeling oh so well. None of us a perfect, but we do our best and we deserved to be loved and appreciated.
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Manfred F · 30 Jun
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 30 Jun
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Ann L · 30 Jun
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Macaila F NEW · 01 Jul
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Jeff M LEGEND · 30 Jun 5
Hi there, pandas. Seems in my new routines, I don't come here often. I guess dealing with most things internally. Lonely. Drinking and eating too much. But still running. Hope you're all doing okay!!
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Shelley H HERO · 19 May
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Shelley H HERO · 19 May
I'm good Jeff. Good to hear from you. Take care my friend XXX
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Max T 1+ YEAR · 19 May
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Max T 1+ YEAR · 19 May
Sorry you feel lonely, Jeff. We're all here for you though xx
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Johnya T LEGEND · 19 May
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nixiblu . HERO · 20 May
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nixiblu . HERO · 20 May
Likewise Jeff. Although with the heat wave I've not exercise for 3 days
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Kaitlynn N NEW · 23 May
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Anonmous A HERO · 28 May
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Manda P LEGEND · 23 Jun
We miss you, Jeff!
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 30 Jun
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Johnya T LEGEND · 02 Jul
Come back, Jeff
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Manda P LEGEND · 02 Jul
Seriously! MP isn't the same without you, Jeff.
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Heather N · 30 Jun 1
Aunt Chris's funeral was today. Chuck and Nettie drove me home. The ride was crazy, they didn't shut up. Took a nap. Ate junk all day. Murf.
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J L · 30 Jun
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Manfred F · 30 Jun
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 30 Jun
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Mac L NEW · 30 Jun 4
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 30 Jun
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Manfred F · 30 Jun
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Manda P LEGEND · 30 Jun 5
Therapy tomorrow. I feel like I've been waiting years even though I just talked to her a week ago. The anxiety is still out of control & I obviously have a lot to unpack with the whole mom mess.
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Matthew N · 30 Jun
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 30 Jun
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Didn't sleep much and very irritable. Woke up with racing thoughts about things I think are my fault, I'm worried about work related stuff and potentially sabatoging my chances of permanently work
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 30 Jun
from home. I get apathetic and angry with things and just dont want to deal. I was dealing pretty well with All the crap happening in the world but there are times it really weighs on me and
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 30 Jun
I just want to shut down. Im hoping a nap after work will help boost my mood a little cuz I dont even want to be around my cranky self right now!
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Manfred F · 30 Jun
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Ann L · 30 Jun
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Manda P LEGEND · 30 Jun
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Manda P LEGEND · 30 Jun
Hang in there, BB! Times are definitely tough to deal right now, even for people without mental disorders. We're here for ya! 💖
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 01 Jul
Thank you guys ❤❤ you are awesome
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Tayla O 6+ MONTHS · 07 Jul
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Frank L NEW · 25 Jun 2
Focus at 30%. Uncontrollable urge to stay in bed. Slight panic attack
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Manfred F · 25 Jun
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Kaitlin F · 25 Jun
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Robert H GUARDIAN · 25 Jun
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 25 Jun
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Sarah M · 25 Jun
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Ann L · 25 Jun
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It was a great weekend! Went fishing on Friday with BF's family, we caught lots of fish for dinner that night. Then Saturday BF and I got together with a few close friends for a party night. Very fun
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 08 Jun
and much needed for everyone. We had food delivered and the pizza guy even hung out with us for a bit since we were his last stop for the night! It was really cool
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Ira T · 08 Jun
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J S · 08 Jun
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Spacekitten V 1+ YEAR · 08 Jun
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Manda P LEGEND · 08 Jun
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Manda P LEGEND · 08 Jun
Sounds great! Glad you had such a good weekend! 💖
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Anna D 1+ YEAR · 08 Jun
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Tayla O 6+ MONTHS · 09 Jun
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Dianne D · 11 Jun
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Manda P LEGEND · 08 Jun 5
Barely ate any of my supper. Maybe the increased Vyvanse with the decreased Clozapine is working. Told Mom we won't be coming down this summer. I'm so sad about it. She said she figured though.
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Manfred F · 07 Jun
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Dianne D · 08 Jun
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 08 Jun
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Alicia B LEGEND · 08 Jun
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Alicia B LEGEND · 08 Jun
This isolation situation really sucks
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Manda P LEGEND · 08 Jun
It does! I was looking forward to the 14 hour drive & the beach & restaurants & handing out...I'm so sad we won't go this year.
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