My recent interaction with other MoodPanda users
Liam B 6+ MONTHS · 05 Feb 9
Tonight we cuddled in my bed. Maybe it was a mistake, but only time will tell. Still not sure how she feels about me.
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Robin R 1+ YEAR · 05 Feb
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Jason J GUARDIAN · 05 Feb
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K T 6+ MONTHS · 27 Jan 3
My next psychiatry appointment was supposed to be February 10th. I tried to see if I could attend the psychiatry outpatient clinic today instead as I have been having a rough patch and I'm out sick.
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K T 6+ MONTHS · 27 Jan
Previously, I had been seeing the consultant every time as I had raised with him that I found it very difficult seeing someone different at every appointment. So then he started seeing me himself every time. Only for about 15 minutes. Which seems
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K T 6+ MONTHS · 27 Jan
like nothing when you have waited 8 weeks, or in this case it would be up to 10 weeks if I waited for the appointment I had been given.
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K T 6+ MONTHS · 27 Jan
And then when you attend clinic, even at the time that has been stated, you wait for nearly an hour sometimes so they are obviously spending that time with other patients. πŸ€·πŸ½β€β™€οΈ
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Robin R 1+ YEAR · 27 Jan
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K T 6+ MONTHS · 27 Jan
I got very upset but then I asked myself, what am I hoping to get from him exactly? Stronger meds? Him making the decision for me that work was clearly too much for me and I should do something else?! Have full-time treatment before I return to work?
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K T 6+ MONTHS · 27 Jan
Lift my spirits with encouraging words? . . . I think I have this weird part of me that finds it so difficult to cope that I just want someone to soothe me and tell me that it is OK that I couldn't. Because that was what it was like when I grew up.
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K T 6+ MONTHS · 27 Jan
Even if I found it very difficult to manage friendships or schoolwork at times, if Mom and Dad were kind and loving, at least I had that. . . That seems very twisted but I think that is what I do when I am in crisis.
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K T 6+ MONTHS · 27 Jan
Maybe subconsciously, under it all, that's the habit. Whereas what would really be beneficial is if I were able to do all of that, mostly in my own internal dialogue/had some way of coping or destressing that let me feel strong enough to cope with
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K T 6+ MONTHS · 27 Jan
the things I found difficult. Thank God for Moodpanda where I can reveal my deepest and darkest thoughts I find hard to face or to say aloud to a human, face-to-face.
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corrado M 6+ MONTHS · 27 Jan
thanks for sharing all this. i think what you feel it's not uncommon, sometimes i also want someone else to tell me what i already know. it makes us feel validated, and cared for.
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corrado M 6+ MONTHS · 27 Jan
of course the ideal would be to be able to do it ourself, to be the ones talking with our more fragile selves with warmth and understanding, but that takes work.
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corrado M 6+ MONTHS · 27 Jan
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Jeff M LEGEND · 27 Jan
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Jeff M LEGEND · 27 Jan
I really appreciated reading this. You're right, what would he do? I too seek solace and comfort from someone else. Maybe that's all we need is someone else knowing we struggle and empathizing. Someone to seem to care...
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Jeff M LEGEND · 27 Jan
I'm glad you posted this. Made me think. We're here to be that comfort, in any way we can, KTbear!
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Max T LEGEND · 27 Jan
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Manda P LEGEND · 27 Jan
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Manda P LEGEND · 27 Jan
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nixiblu . HERO · 27 Jan
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K T 6+ MONTHS · 27 Jan
Corrado, thank you so much. I can't remember if I commented on your post before but seeing you rationalise my thought pattern makes me feel a little less angry at myself. You are right, it takes time to learn to do these things ourselves.
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K T 6+ MONTHS · 27 Jan
Thank you Jeff. It's great to know that the Moodpanda family has got my back through the toughest of times.
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K T 6+ MONTHS · 27 Jan
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Reading and doing some tests of Cognitive Behavioral Therapy. Lots of tears along the way but at least I'm trying.
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Robin R 1+ YEAR · 18 Jan
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me M 1+ YEAR · 18 Jan
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Zeenat K 5+ DAYS · 18 Jan
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tEnT S GUARDIAN · 18 Jan
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corrado M 6+ MONTHS · 18 Jan
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Luke C 2+ MONTHS · 23 Jan
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Krys F NEW · 16 Jan 8
Had a pretty decent day. Began studying music theory which is helping me with my confidence as a musician. I feel good about the road ahead πŸ™‚
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Robin R 1+ YEAR · 16 Jan
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tEnT S GUARDIAN · 16 Jan
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Metron A SUPPORTER · 16 Jan
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5.5-6. Food was kinda unhealthy and I didn't really do much besides play video games and listen to music. I had my first legal drink - a few long sips of very pale lager. Tasted like nothing and had a
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Robert H GUARDIAN · 03 Jan
foamy aftertaste. On the plus side, for whatever reason, I'm not feeling the heavy effects of it yet. More talk of spending time at home.
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Robin R 1+ YEAR · 03 Jan
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JVAN X GUARDIAN · 03 Jan
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Jen B HERO · 03 Jan
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Bea W 3+ MONTHS · 03 Jan
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Ian D GUARDIAN · 03 Jan
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Metron A SUPPORTER · 03 Jan
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Manda P LEGEND · 03 Jan
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JVAN X GUARDIAN · 03 Jan
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Jeff M LEGEND · 16 Dec 1
Best part of my birthday this year was when it was over and I could wake up today for just another normal day. I hate the annual reminder of how alone I am and always have been.
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Jeff M LEGEND · 14 Dec
This year, it was especially evident. I didn't get a text or call or even FB 'happy birthday' from my real friends. I know some aren't on FB, so I forgive them. Others know, though. All I got were a bunch of FB 'friends' who never think of me again.
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Jeff M LEGEND · 14 Dec
I bought and ate a piece of cheesecake alone. I drank alone. I went to bed early. Glad it's over. I hate being reminded of my age and where my life is... it's easier not to think about these things.
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corrado M 6+ MONTHS · 14 Dec
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corrado M 6+ MONTHS · 14 Dec
birthday are irrelevant anyway. what i got this year was a weird dinner with my partner and indeed they dumped me the day after.
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corrado M 6+ MONTHS · 14 Dec
i hope the cheesecake was good
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me M 1+ YEAR · 14 Dec
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Shelley H HERO · 15 Dec
Hey Jeff. I didn't know it was youw birthday my friend. My MP was messing up yesterday. I surely would have wished you life's blessings. As you are a dear friend...i always look to hear from you for advice xxx
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Natalie C GUARDIAN · 16 Dec
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Robin R 1+ YEAR · 16 Dec
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Bea W 3+ MONTHS · 16 Dec
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Bea W 3+ MONTHS · 16 Dec
<3
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nixiblu . HERO · 16 Dec
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Manda P LEGEND · 16 Dec
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Shelley H HERO · 16 Dec 8
Glad to be back with my pals. Its been awhile! I surely have missed you all!
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Robert H GUARDIAN · 15 Dec
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Shelley H HERO · 15 Dec
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Natalie C GUARDIAN · 16 Dec
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Robin R 1+ YEAR · 16 Dec
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Jeff M LEGEND · 16 Dec
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nixiblu . HERO · 16 Dec
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Work went alright and I finished the longer paper. Now I can work on the shorter paper and hopefully finish that before Wednesday. Don't get me wrong, I've enjoyed all of my classes and these papers
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Robert H GUARDIAN · 15 Dec
but I think I'm just about ready to have my unofficial winter break begin.
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Shelley H HERO · 15 Dec
Big Hug my friend XXX
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Natalie C GUARDIAN · 16 Dec
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Robin R 1+ YEAR · 16 Dec
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Shelley H HERO · 16 Dec 10
Pulled pork on toast! Delish!
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Robin R 1+ YEAR · 16 Dec
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Shelley H HERO · 16 Dec
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nixiblu . HERO · 16 Dec
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Had a panic attack on a hillside. Not one of my finest moments.
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Robert H GUARDIAN · 15 Dec
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Shelley H HERO · 15 Dec
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Shelley H HERO · 15 Dec
You ok Pen? Xxx
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Natalie C GUARDIAN · 16 Dec
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Robin R 1+ YEAR · 16 Dec
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Bea W 3+ MONTHS · 16 Dec
ooof, I feel ya
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Jeff M LEGEND · 16 Dec
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Melody L GUARDIAN · 16 Dec
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Penelope P LEGEND · 16 Dec
Thanks all. I'm ok now thanks Shelley. I was going up a steep hill and didn't feel safe on the foot holes so I froze and couldn't move. Started crying, hyperventilating. M came back down and held me until I recovered. Although he took a while!
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nixiblu . HERO · 16 Dec
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My best friend found out i used to self harm today... I was joking about the situation... I thought i told her. She cried about it... She rang me privately and sobbed about it... She's now not replyin
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Tayla O 6+ MONTHS · 15 Dec
*replying to my messages...
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Jen B HERO · 16 Dec
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Natalie C GUARDIAN · 16 Dec
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Robin R 1+ YEAR · 16 Dec
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Bea W 3+ MONTHS · 16 Dec
Its hard for some people to understand what its like to live with alot of pain. I hope she comes around <3
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Tayla O 6+ MONTHS · 16 Dec
Thanks everyone x
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Tayla O 6+ MONTHS · 16 Dec
She used to go through it herself, that's probably why it hurt her to hear about... Thanks though Bea, i hope so too. She was very drunk last night... X
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corrado M 6+ MONTHS · 16 Dec
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Ian D GUARDIAN · 16 Dec
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nixiblu . HERO · 16 Dec
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Tayla O 6+ MONTHS · 16 Dec
Thanks all x
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C. N 1+ YEAR · 18 Dec
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Tayla O 6+ MONTHS · 18 Dec
Thank you x
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Tayla O 6+ MONTHS · 18 Dec
Thanks x
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Ian D GUARDIAN · 16 Dec 0
Detained by police under mental health act, go me😒
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Daisy O 1+ YEAR · 16 Dec
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Natalie C GUARDIAN · 16 Dec
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Natalie C GUARDIAN · 16 Dec
Big hugs☹, thinking of you x
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Robin R 1+ YEAR · 16 Dec
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Bea W 3+ MONTHS · 16 Dec
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me M 1+ YEAR · 16 Dec
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nixiblu . HERO · 16 Dec
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nixiblu . HERO · 16 Dec
Hey... It's ok. . Big hugs
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Manda P LEGEND · 16 Dec
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Ian D GUARDIAN · 17 Dec
Thanks for the support guys, back at home now.
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Alicia B LEGEND · 12 Dec 7
It's snowed today. I don't get excited by snow though maybe I should. Some people seem so happy about it. I get flashbacks and weird moods from the winter air smell and cold and darkness.
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Alicia B LEGEND · 12 Dec
Not from snow though
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Alicia B LEGEND · 12 Dec
Learning the ropes at work fast, going to work alone next Tuesday. Feeling good in general.
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JVAN X GUARDIAN · 12 Dec
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Robin R 1+ YEAR · 12 Dec
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Jen B HERO · 12 Dec
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tEnT S GUARDIAN · 12 Dec
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Jeff M LEGEND · 12 Dec
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Jeff M LEGEND · 12 Dec
I used to enjoy snow. Something about being a grown up and having to shovel and drive in it and noticing that it never ends rather than finding glee in it falling and piling up...Now, I enjoy it snowing when I'm home and warm at night, watching it...
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Jeff M LEGEND · 12 Dec
...through the window, while sipping a good stout and having nowhere to go.
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Tayla O 6+ MONTHS · 12 Dec
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Alicia B LEGEND · 12 Dec
Yeah, my thoughts exactly, Jeff. But maybe it'd be nice to find some of that childish appreciation.
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Manda P LEGEND · 13 Dec
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Manda P LEGEND · 13 Dec
It's so peaceful to me unless I have to drive in it. Lots of anxiety in that case. Love seeing all this green from you, my friend! πŸ’–
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Shelley H HERO · 24 Nov 10
The newlyweds went out to Olive Garden with my mom and sister after church. Pastor gave them $100! WOW!!
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Robin R 1+ YEAR · 24 Nov
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Robert H GUARDIAN · 25 Nov
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Shelley H HERO · 25 Nov
Thanks for the hugs robin and Robert xxx
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Jeff M LEGEND · 25 Nov
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nixiblu . HERO · 25 Nov
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Shelley H HERO · 26 Nov
Thanks guys xxx
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Nicola A 1+ WEEK · 18 Nov 7
I got a job as a merchandiser 😊 xx
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Robin R 1+ YEAR · 18 Nov
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Spacekitten V HERO · 18 Nov
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Kimberley C 1+ WEEK · 18 Nov
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Kimberley C 1+ WEEK · 18 Nov
Congratulations!! :)
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tEnT S GUARDIAN · 15 Nov 5
Long day. Midterm this morning was pretty hard. Had a hard time focusing and felt less motivated, almost indifferent. Got another 100% on a midterm though and that was good. Not ready for tomorrow.
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Robin R 1+ YEAR · 15 Nov
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Lyuba A 2+ WEEKS · 15 Nov
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Oh! Someone ASKED me for MY opinion! Will wonders never cease? Okay, here we go, have you got a couple hours? Observation one...
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Robin R 1+ YEAR · 12 Nov
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Shelley H HERO · 12 Nov
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Fell off sofa, and couldn't get up for 10 mins. Had to laugh at ridiculousness #slapstick
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Robin R 1+ YEAR · 06 Nov
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Jen B HERO · 06 Nov
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Jeff M LEGEND · 06 Nov
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me M 1+ YEAR · 06 Nov
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Manda P LEGEND · 02 Nov 5
All I want to do is play WoW but my computer is so screwed up. BF is researching building a new one. Gotta wait on Black Friday deals. Haven't vaped in 3 days & have been sleeping thru the night. Yay!
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Robin R 1+ YEAR · 02 Nov
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Tebby B 2+ MONTHS · 02 Nov
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Natalie C GUARDIAN · 02 Nov
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Alicia B LEGEND · 03 Nov
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Alicia B LEGEND · 03 Nov
Good news all around! Wonderful :)
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Manda P LEGEND · 03 Nov
Thanks, Alicia! Thanks for the hugs, Pandas! πŸ’š
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paul M 1+ YEAR · 03 Nov
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paul M 1+ YEAR · 03 Nov
Yay! :)
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Bipolar Bear . 1+ YEAR · 03 Nov
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Jeff M LEGEND · 04 Nov
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tEnT S GUARDIAN · 16 Nov
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Crucial conversation with an employee in 25 minutes. We shall see how it goes...
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Shelley H HERO · 30 Oct
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Robin R 1+ YEAR · 30 Oct
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