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me M 1+ YEAR · 05 Nov 3
I have no appetite. I slept too much. I have no power that nothing changes in my life. Something must change. Even if I force it.
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me M 1+ YEAR · 03 Nov
I took a break from my studies. They don't lead me anywhere. Until I see results in life, I won't waste my time.
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Jason E C SUPPORTER · 03 Nov
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Alice W 5+ DAYS · 03 Nov
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me M 1+ YEAR · 05 Nov 2
I feel sad. bad sleep. But try to say thank you for what is.
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me M 1+ YEAR · 04 Nov
I cried a lot in the last few days so try not to cry, It doesn't help me, it just depresses me more. And it's not healthy either.
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Kimberley C 1+ WEEK · 04 Nov
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Elisabeth O 3+ WEEKS · 04 Nov
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Brandt B 3+ MONTHS · 05 Nov
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me M 1+ YEAR · 05 Nov
Thanks guys
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Elisabeth O 3+ WEEKS · 05 Nov
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me M 1+ YEAR · 05 Nov 4
Call from the old job. Ask if I want to work for a month and a half. I really want to find a permanent job. And not that the road is long. (Because of the distance I left).
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me M 1+ YEAR · 04 Nov
I prefer to work from home. And even though things were difficult, I refused to work in a school. But the old job is better at the moment. And it's only for a month and a half. Apparently I have no choice.
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Diana I 1+ WEEK · 04 Nov
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Max T LEGEND · 04 Nov
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nixiblu . HERO · 04 Nov
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Brandt B 3+ MONTHS · 05 Nov
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Jen B HERO · 06 Nov
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nixiblu . HERO · 05 Nov 5
Fell out with the American over the weekend. Not sure how I feel. relief instead of sadness? Perhaps it will catch up with me later.
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Kimberley C 1+ WEEK · 04 Nov
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Jeff M LEGEND · 04 Nov
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Jeff M LEGEND · 04 Nov
Just a fight or something more serious? I hope things work out for the best for you, Nixi!
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Tayla O 6+ MONTHS · 04 Nov
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nixiblu . HERO · 04 Nov
Jeff, I don't know yet?
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Albertine M LEGEND · 04 Nov
I'm with Jeff - hope things work out in the way that's right for you
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Melody L GUARDIAN · 04 Nov
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Jen B HERO · 04 Nov
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Brandt B 3+ MONTHS · 05 Nov
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nixiblu . HERO · 07 Nov
He phoned today and was brave enough to ask if I am still going to visit later this month. (It's my journey 1st). Was a nice chat and I can't let my stubbornness ruin something good
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Alicia B LEGEND · 05 Nov 7
Day 13 on Sertralin, feeling pretty good. The shift that happened in my mind during the last crisis was for the better, too, I feel like a new, better me. Let's hope it sticks :)
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Tayla O 6+ MONTHS · 04 Nov
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Spacekitten V GUARDIAN · 04 Nov
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Brandt B 3+ MONTHS · 05 Nov
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Jeff M LEGEND · 05 Nov
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Jeff M LEGEND · 05 Nov
I hope so too, Alicia! I am also always inspired how much you learn from and accept the bad periods.
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Alicia B LEGEND · 07 Nov
thank you, Jeff, that's such a lovely thing to say
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I miss my pet bunny so much, its been 1,5 yrs but it still hurts. He was a true friend for almost 8yrs.. he always gave me fistbumps with his cute little nose... i love him still. My sweet Sam ❤️
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Tayla O 6+ MONTHS · 04 Nov
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Kimberley C 1+ WEEK · 04 Nov
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Brandt B 3+ MONTHS · 05 Nov
We do miss our furry friends. Hugs.
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me M 1+ YEAR · 05 Nov
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There are days where I feel like I am supposed to be Super Dad. It feels like whenever something can be handled by someone else in the household there are always Excuses...
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Brandt B 3+ MONTHS · 18 Jun
...I just wish others in this home expected as much from themselves as they do from me. I'm a “provider”. I take care of things. It too often Feels Like the others take it for granted that I'll get stuff done. If I expect them to handle things...
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Brandt B 3+ MONTHS · 18 Jun
...it doesn't get done or somebody does a crap job. Sometimes they need to not do something they can't finish because it ends up I'm in the position to finish what they start. If I ignore it they way they do...
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Brandt B 3+ MONTHS · 18 Jun
...my wife will complain that something (she started) didn't get done. She hasn't even had any income for the last two years and then complains that we don't have enough to do things she wants to do. She's trying to get a real estate business going..
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Brandt B 3+ MONTHS · 18 Jun
...and going through the motions but (apparently) avoiding the “hard things” to find a client. I know it's hard (really, I do) but if she puts in the same energy that she uses to drive me nuts, she might end up being unstoppable.
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Brandt B 3+ MONTHS · 18 Jun
...now I'm finished venting. If you got this far, thanks. Right now hugs are more welcome than advice.
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Brandt B 3+ MONTHS · 18 Jun
At least my quarterly “check-up from the neck up” is later this week...
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Ian D GUARDIAN · 18 Jun
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John T LEGEND · 18 Jun
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me M 1+ YEAR · 12 Jun 2
I don't know if my mood is bad, because H has made contact and since then. He wrote again a few days ago.
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me M 1+ YEAR · 12 Jun
He gives me the feeling that He does not give up. And continues to try. Not because he really loves me.
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me M 1+ YEAR · 12 Jun
I can call him for another week and he'll be cold. If he knew someone better than me he could just be mean and cruel. He gave me a lot of promises and in one second he can throw them all away.
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Ian D GUARDIAN · 12 Jun
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me M 1+ YEAR · 12 Jun
I said goodbye to him once, he promised to wait patiently for me and then a week later he called and said he knew someone else. That he is in a happy relationship with her.. I could not understand how a week ago he promised things
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me M 1+ YEAR · 12 Jun
Then he decided he did not like her and tried to come back to me. While he was in touch with her
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Spacekitten V GUARDIAN · 12 Jun
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Jeff M LEGEND · 12 Jun
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Brandt B 3+ MONTHS · 12 Jun
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Brandt B 3+ MONTHS · 12 Jun
Stay strong. You deserve better.
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nixiblu . HERO · 12 Jun
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nixiblu . HERO · 12 Jun
Hey lovely. I'm sorry to hear you are being messed around. You deserve better
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me M 1+ YEAR · 13 Jun
Thank you deares. Maybe I deserve better, But apparently God does not think so. According to the situation. I tried everything and nothing helped.
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Aya N 1+ WEEK · 13 Jun
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Brandt B 3+ MONTHS · 13 Jun
God does think so, (s)he's testing your resolve.
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Esther B LEGEND · 08 Jun 4
Feeling sick. Sweaty, headache, nauseous. Beating myself up for being in bed.
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Brandt B 3+ MONTHS · 08 Jun
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nixiblu . HERO · 08 Jun
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Aya N 1+ WEEK · 08 Jun
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Jeff M LEGEND · 09 Jun
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Jeff M LEGEND · 09 Jun
It's ok to be in bed and take it easy...hope you feel better soon!
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me M 1+ YEAR · 05 Jun 2
The house is clean. There is food (and cookies) I did some exercise (mainly stretching) but the mood really low. I hope, after all, that I did not catch the cold, or maybe it is because I did?
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me M 1+ YEAR · 03 Jun
Or because of everything. That nothing really happens or change.
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Aya N 1+ WEEK · 03 Jun
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John T LEGEND · 03 Jun
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Brandt B 3+ MONTHS · 05 Jun
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I wanted to wake up this morning and for yesterday to have just been a dream... 😭
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Aya N 1+ WEEK · 05 Jun
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Alicia B LEGEND · 05 Jun 9
I need to write this down before the exhibition happens and I'm all disappointed, or just crash after all the excitement. Something's changed lately. I don't hate to see myself in the mirror anymore.
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Alicia B LEGEND · 05 Jun
Well, rarely and it doesn't last long. I don't procrastinate anymore. Whether it's something I like or hate doing, I just go do it. I still get irritated by vacuum cleaners and my size every once in a while, but it doesn't last. Most of the time
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Alicia B LEGEND · 05 Jun
I feel... calm. Happy. The opposite of anxious. I'm not anxious about not having a job, and I'm not anxious about starting a ***ty one, either. I'm fine with making mistakes in German. I'll get there. I've got... self-worth? Is that it?
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Alicia B LEGEND · 05 Jun
Is this what it feels like? Well, what the hell happened? Where did it come from? Getting away from a toxic relationship was really good for me. It was very hard to do, and I've been in pain for a year and a half, but it's done miracles for my mental
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Alicia B LEGEND · 05 Jun
health. I haven't been passive all this time, either. I did exercises, I read and watched and listened to a ton of stuff on psychology. And I did my own art therapy. It may sound strange, but I think painting played a huge role.
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Alicia B LEGEND · 05 Jun
Starting and completing a project is VERY good for the mind, for being more optimistic, and for self-esteem. Also, to paint what's bothering me I need to understand what's bothering me. Painting's made me more emotionally literate (great concept,
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Alicia B LEGEND · 05 Jun
look it up), and that, in turn, has made me more accepting of my feelings. And that's made me suppress them less, and that's made my inner child (or true self or whatever) feel like it's being heard. And that's made it come out and play, so I finally
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Alicia B LEGEND · 05 Jun
had the chance to meet ME. That's helped with the feelings of emptiness. I still get miserable and lonely and feel little and helpless when depressed, but the hole in my soul that's been the worst about all this is not entirely empty now.
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Alicia B LEGEND · 05 Jun
And last but not least... I met a dude with whom I could try and be myself (I was finally ready to try that). I don't pretend everything is OK with him, I don't try to be better than I am, and I also don't judge, and expect, and feel distrust and
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Alicia B LEGEND · 05 Jun
fear and contempt (I used to be such a dick to men! I did have my reasons, but that's no way to feel about half the human race. I am truly sorry). I've never been this open with anyone, not since childhood. It's been very therapeutic and a great
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Alicia B LEGEND · 05 Jun
pleasure. I'm lucky that way, I meet most wonderful people sometimes.
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Alicia B LEGEND · 05 Jun
It's not my birthday or the New Year's, but I want to say it's been a great year. I feel grateful, just like I did 3 years ago when I realized what was happening, got my diagnosis and started my journey to a better life. I felt so inspired back then,
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Alicia B LEGEND · 05 Jun
and I'm feeling inspired again now.
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Jeff M LEGEND · 05 Jun
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Jeff M LEGEND · 05 Jun
You're inspiring to me too! Really happy to read how well you're doing (and not just because this happened TO you, but because you made it happen!).
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Alicia B LEGEND · 05 Jun
Thank you, Jeffy, I'm really glad it inspires you :)
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me M 1+ YEAR · 05 Jun
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me M 1+ YEAR · 05 Jun
I'm happy for you, thank you for sharing. You deserve it :)
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Brandt B 3+ MONTHS · 05 Jun
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Manda P LEGEND · 05 Jun
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Manda P LEGEND · 05 Jun
LOVE this! I see a lot of similarities to myself here. We need to love ourselves. Our whole self. Maybe this is part of growing older? I feel like I'm finally meeting ME & she's not so bad. Glad you have an artistic outlet. You are sharing...
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Manda P LEGEND · 05 Jun
...yourself in such an intimate way & I know there are people like me who see themselves in your paintings. It feels so good to have something represent those feelings. Thank you for being amazing! 💖
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John T LEGEND · 05 Jun
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Alicia B LEGEND · 06 Jun
Thank you, Manda, you really are too kind <3 I'm very happy to know you are feeling some of the same good things right now. Getting older is kind of nice!
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Manda P LEGEND · 11 Jun
Yep, it isn't so bad! xx
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me M 1+ YEAR · 05 Jun 4
I feel quite low in the past few days, crying (and this does not happen to me often). I also have pain so I will have to make an appointment with the doctor. But I'm hoping to get back to myself,
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me M 1+ YEAR · 05 Jun
exercise and eat healthy. Because it helped me feel better and be energetic. also suddenly I have new desires that I did not have in the past
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me M 1+ YEAR · 05 Jun
I stay strong. I would very much like to travel far away from here for a vacation but the financial situation really does not allow it right now.
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me M 1+ YEAR · 05 Jun
I have to meet with people( so that these desires will happen), and all the people who suggested I go on a date so far, I refused them. I really want to be with someone who loves me and appreciates me and understands me. Patient and kind to me.
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me M 1+ YEAR · 05 Jun
I do believe in myself and have good thoughts about myself, my looks and my character, but I am too picky and do not easily open up to new people. Maybe I should still work more on loving myself but if I look back I see progress,
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me M 1+ YEAR · 05 Jun
I appreciate myself more today, but it all comes down to luck, you need to have luck in life.
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me M 1+ YEAR · 05 Jun
But maybe I do not appreciate myself enough. There is more work to do.
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me M 1+ YEAR · 05 Jun
I still feel sad, hoping it will pass
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Jeff M LEGEND · 05 Jun
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Brandt B 3+ MONTHS · 05 Jun
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May A 2+ WEEKS · 05 Jun
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Anna D SUPPORTER · 06 Jun
You did a big progress!! It's great! 🎊 don't worry, it'll be better and better!
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me M 1+ YEAR · 06 Jun
Thank you Anna! :)
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me M 1+ YEAR · 06 Jun
Thank you all! :)
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Post-surgery, day 23: Did some overdue yard work with help from teenage son. Doc probably wouldn't approve but it felt good to move around and work up a sweat. I let my son do the heavier stuff.
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Zoe D 2+ YEAR · 01 Jun
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Lydia R HERO · 01 Jun
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Alicia B LEGEND · 02 Jun
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Alicia B LEGEND · 02 Jun
I'm a bit late to the party, but what kind of surgery was it? IF that's ok to ask.
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Brandt B 3+ MONTHS · 04 Jun
Thanks for hugs and thanks for asking Alicia. I had to have a section of my urethra repaired. Seriously No Fun. All attachments removed today and I'm feeling much better!
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Alicia B LEGEND · 06 Jun
That does sound like a very unfun thing to have done to you. Hope you heal quick!
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Quiet Sunday so far...
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Alicia B LEGEND · 02 Jun
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Lydia R HERO · 03 Jun
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John T LEGEND · 03 Jun
BOO!!! GGGAAAAARRGGHHHHH!!! WUUUOOOOTTTGGH!!!! SHHHHHHUUUUUUBBBBBBIIIDDDDDAAAAAGGGGGIIILLLAAAAPPPPPPPPOOOOOO!!!
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John T LEGEND · 03 Jun
Hope I didn't wake you up.
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John T LEGEND · 03 Jun
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Aya N 1+ WEEK · 03 Jun
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me M 1+ YEAR · 03 Jun
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Alicia B LEGEND · 03 Jun
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Albertine M LEGEND · 03 Jun
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Brandt B 3+ MONTHS · 04 Jun
Thanks for the giggle, John T!
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Alicia B LEGEND · 02 Jun 8
I wanted to write about this earlier but I forgot. I'm giving me an 8 just for this one thing. I've been looking through old photos (from 9 and 10 years ago), and naturally I saw some pictures of my
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Alicia B LEGEND · 01 Jun
ex husband. And I felt NOTHING. I looked at him and though: he's just a regular dude. He used to seem so handsome to me, like a movie star. It used to be painful to look at those photos, and to remember. Thank god! 12 years he's had a hold on me.
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Alicia B LEGEND · 01 Jun
It's finally really over.
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me M 1+ YEAR · 02 Jun
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me M 1+ YEAR · 02 Jun
That's exactly why I want quiet from him, because I know it will lead me to this place!. I'm happy for you:)
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Albertine M LEGEND · 02 Jun
Woo! That is fantastic - proud of the hard work
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Albertine M LEGEND · 02 Jun
you've done to get there! xx
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Jeff M LEGEND · 02 Jun
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Alicia B LEGEND · 02 Jun
me M, you can do it! I absolutely know it's possible now :)
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Alicia B LEGEND · 02 Jun
Thank you, Albertine
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Anna D SUPPORTER · 02 Jun
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Anna D SUPPORTER · 02 Jun
Congrats!!! :)
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Brandt B 3+ MONTHS · 02 Jun
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Brandt B 3+ MONTHS · 02 Jun
Good for you, Alicia. Me M, you will get there. Be patient with yourself.
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Ian D GUARDIAN · 03 Jun
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I'm trying so hard to hold on but i feel like I'm just falling faster...
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Ammar H 2+ YEAR · 02 Jun
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I just want to be good enough and to live up to people's expectations...
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Robert H GUARDIAN · 02 Jun
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Albertine M LEGEND · 02 Jun
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Albertine M LEGEND · 02 Jun
I know those feelings too, Quinny - but remember too that other people's expectations may not be right for you.
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Ade W 2+ MONTHS · 02 Jun
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Brandt B 3+ MONTHS · 02 Jun
What Albertine said...pick and choose expectations that make sense and ring true and adopt those. They will be your expectations of yourself.
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Happy - been shopping for baby stuff today - then took my mum for a carvery. Bfs last night in work tonight so we have the next four days together :D Meds are more organised now I have a pill box
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Jen B HERO · 02 Jun
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nixiblu . HERO · 02 Jun
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nixiblu . HERO · 02 Jun
Who's pregnant
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Brandt B 3+ MONTHS · 02 Jun
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Mandy O SUPPORTER · 12 Jun
Hi nixiblu - It's myself who'd pregnant
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nixiblu . HERO · 12 Jun
Hey. Much congratulations. Xx
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Dad's drunk. Work's rough. Worked out today just to get out all my emotions. Now im just sore...I feel a little better though. Time to tape my door shut and take sleep aids.
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Robert H GUARDIAN · 02 Jun
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