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Tebby B · 12 Oct 6
Got a phone call from my best friend right after my parents left and I was about to start really crying and I told her that I was glad she called and she said that she just had a feeling she should
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Miguel M · 12 Oct
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Spacekitten V 6+ MONTHS · 13 Oct
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Molly S · 13 Oct
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Saw psychiatrist for Med renewal and was additionally prescribed Xanax for my increased anxiety as a Last Resort measure for my really bad days. Boyfriend is concerned because long ago in my past, I
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Bipolar Bear . 6+ MONTHS · 03 Oct
Used to abuse Xanax to self-medicate and for recreational purposes along with other pills like opiates. That part of my life is far behind me, but I understand his concern and now I feel kind of bad because I'm sure he will constantly worry that I wi
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Bipolar Bear . 6+ MONTHS · 03 Oct
Will abuse it again. That is not my intention and I understand that they are for extremely bad days, although he does not think any of my days are bad enough to Warrant needing it. I don't know, all I know is I feel guilty and know that I have more
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Bipolar Bear . 6+ MONTHS · 03 Oct
Self-control that I used to but part of me wonders if he is right. When I got written the prescription it felt like a safe blanket for emergencies, but since I have told him about it I kind of feel like I will be treated like a drug addict (am I? Do
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Bipolar Bear . 6+ MONTHS · 03 Oct
I just not see it? I don't abuse crap anymore and it's not like it's an endless supply of pills, it is regulated. I don't know I just feel conflicted. When the doctor recommended Xanax I didn't think 'oh sweet! This will be great! I'll
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Miguel M · 03 Oct
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Bipolar Bear . 6+ MONTHS · 03 Oct
take them every day!' Hell no, that's not me anymore. But maybe I'm just delusional, that's kind of how he treats me about it. The whole 'thats what addicts say' mentality when I tell him about the low dose and they are a rare use kind of thing.
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Bipolar Bear . 6+ MONTHS · 03 Oct
I know he cares about my well-being and I it means the world to me . I just feel really bad about myself now for my past decisions and I feel really conflicted now about how to feel about this option
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R H · 03 Oct
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John T LEGEND · 03 Oct
Don't feel bad. If you still feel conflicted next time you see your doctor maybe compromise with a weaker benzo like diazepam or something. Just having some in the box makes me feel calm. Sometimes day to day that helps more than when I need to take1
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John T LEGEND · 03 Oct
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Tayla O 6+ MONTHS · 03 Oct
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Bipolar Bear . 6+ MONTHS · 12 Oct
Thank you for the hugs pandas and thanks John! You're right It really does make a difference just knowing I'll have them on hand
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Jen B HERO · 25 Sep 3
Awake feeling anxious and depressed. Trying to go back to sleep.
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Miguel M · 25 Sep
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John T LEGEND · 25 Sep
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Still not feeling too well but today was really good, was needed, so lucky to have them in my life 😊, I think I'd be drowning without them
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Miguel M · 25 Sep
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Tayla O 6+ MONTHS · 25 Sep
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John T LEGEND · 25 Sep
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Ian D 6+ MONTHS · 25 Sep
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Really don't wanna be going to college tomorrow after tonights events. Just want to curl up into a ball and cry at this point
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Miguel M · 17 Sep
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Tayla O 6+ MONTHS · 17 Sep
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Daisy O · 15 Sep 6
It took me till the night time to feel motivated. I learnt some new things and i am excited to carry on learning tomorrow. I am trying to teach myself a few things and seeing progress excites me.
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Miguel M · 15 Sep
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Daisy O · 13 Sep 6
Today's the actual day i've been dreading ,yesterday was just the consultation. It turned out ok just in pain now. Its bearable pain but for some reason my mental state seems better than it was before
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Miguel M · 13 Sep
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nixiblu . HERO · 14 Sep
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Melody L 6+ MONTHS · 14 Sep
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Life is just so complicated
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Bipolar Pandy J · 10 Sep
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Miguel M · 10 Sep
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Spacekitten V 6+ MONTHS · 10 Sep
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nixiblu . HERO · 10 Sep
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Tayla O 6+ MONTHS · 10 Sep
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Mark M · 11 Sep
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Erin L SUPPORTER · 08 Sep 5
I haven't posted here in awhile. The app stopped working for me. Anyway, today is my birthday.
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Miguel M · 08 Sep
Happy birthday
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Kris B 6+ MONTHS · 09 Sep
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Kris B 6+ MONTHS · 09 Sep
Happy bday
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Jake G CHIEFPANDA · 09 Sep
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Jake G CHIEFPANDA · 09 Sep
Happy birthday Erin. I hope the latest app update is working for you ? (Android)
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Funny how down you can be without anyone noticing... Guess my mask really is good... So stressed and sad...
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Miguel M · 08 Sep
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JVAN X GUARDIAN · 08 Sep
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JVAN X GUARDIAN · 08 Sep
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Kris B 6+ MONTHS · 09 Sep
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nixiblu . HERO · 09 Sep
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Tayla O 6+ MONTHS · 09 Sep
Thanks all x
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Erin E NEW · 08 Sep 2
Jeff is on the couch playing video games late, I really want to go to bed. Had done some research earlier on how to approach his recovery with alcohol. Stressful and draining.
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Miguel M · 08 Sep
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tEnT S 1+ YEAR · 08 Sep
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Ian D 6+ MONTHS · 08 Sep
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Max T 1+ YEAR · 08 Sep
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Miguel M · 05 Sep 5
Feeling frustrated and hangry (hungry + angry)
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Miguel M · 05 Sep
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Stuck up for myself and asked for a pay rise. May also be getting some permanent, effective help. Feel worn out though. This job drains me.
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Miguel M · 04 Sep
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Darren C · 04 Sep
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Robert H GUARDIAN · 05 Sep
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Alicia B LEGEND · 05 Sep
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Jeff M LEGEND · 05 Sep
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Melody L 6+ MONTHS · 05 Sep
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John T LEGEND · 05 Sep
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Kazka F · 04 Sep 0
Guess I'm 'being kicked out' in 11 days for reasons I'm not even allowed to ask
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Miguel M · 04 Sep
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Gabrielle H 6+ MONTHS · 04 Sep
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Ian D 6+ MONTHS · 04 Sep
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