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Moved husband appt. To this Thursday. A different doctor in the same group. His blood pressure is 200/100 at times!!
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Anna D SUPPORTER · 20 Dec
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Mandy H HERO · 02 Jul 7
Still good despite other people's behaviour. Keeping the focus on me and prepping for filming tomorrow. Some nerves stating to appear….
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Dianne D 1+ MONTHS · 02 Jul
You can do it!!πŸ–
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Lilit V 2+ MONTHS · 02 Jul
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Mandy H HERO · 02 Jul
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Anna D SUPPORTER · 20 Dec 5
Trying to sleep, thinking about him instead. I know it's not the topic now, but I worry if I would be the supportive girlfriend he needs... I wish I was, I know his feelings, I went through it too.
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Anna D SUPPORTER · 19 Dec
I also worry if I wanted him now... We haven't seen since January and I know he put on weight because of his depression or what he has. I worry I would find him too fat what sounds too selfish of me. But he only put on about 15 kg (33 lb) and he was
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Anna D SUPPORTER · 19 Dec
skinny before... I put on 25 kg (55 lb) during my severe social phobia and my friends tell me they don't see the difference, so I guess I would mention it? It's all about the uncertainty, I know it. 'What if' and uncertainty are the worst things on
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Anna D SUPPORTER · 19 Dec
the earth!!
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Dianne D 1+ MONTHS · 20 Dec
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me M 1+ YEAR · 20 Dec
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Hello B 1+ WEEK · 20 Dec 1
I just wish i wasn't like clinically depressed lol.
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Dianne D 1+ MONTHS · 20 Dec
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Dianne D 1+ MONTHS · 20 Dec
So you aren't really depressed πŸ€”?!
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Hello B 1+ WEEK · 20 Dec
nah i am.
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Emily Q 5+ DAYS · 20 Dec 1
I'm thinking about the lockdown and how our plans aren't going to happen anymore. I cant stop crying.
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Emily Q 5+ DAYS · 19 Dec
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Woke up feeling very, very insecure and lonely.
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Dianne D 1+ MONTHS · 15 Dec
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Shelley H HERO · 28 Oct 4
It's Wednesday pandas of the world. My usual therapy day πŸ˜₯ and unfortunately my final session with a wonderful therapist πŸ˜₯ Breaks my heart. Hurts to think about it. Help me get through this day.
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Mandy H HERO · 28 Oct
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Shelley H HERO · 28 Oct
Thanks for the great hugs pandas.
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Mandy H HERO · 28 Oct 6
I'm up and gently exercising. In pain this morning. Curiously looking forward to medical results but that's not today. Need to be present today.
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Mandy H HERO · 28 Oct
Thanks pandas!
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Negative results for lower abdomen issues, which is good. Still delayed but nothing concerning; however I've been diagnosed with PCOS. There's no pain/discomfort so a follow up in a few months.
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Jeff M LEGEND · 04 Sep 1
Haven't slept well in ages. Strained a muscle in my arm somehow, and for 6 weeks now it hurts really bad, and can't get comfortable at night. Plus frustration and anger have been so strong...
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Jeff M LEGEND · 04 Sep
I was thinking about how I'd explain how I was feeling, as if I was writing it in comments here, and it seemed so clear and strong. But of course, I can never restate these things how they sound good in my head, and it ends up coming out weak and...
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Jeff M LEGEND · 04 Sep
...bland. I thought about how my list of 'bad things' right now shouldn't seem so bad. Stupid work requirements. Health issues. Loneliness. Blah blah, what else is new? But it's not those things themselves, is it? It's how they effect me, right?
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Jeff M LEGEND · 04 Sep
The tiniest thing can seem so insurmountable when anxiety and depression turns it into a vast, dark, heavy thing to carry. But we don't see it that way. Instead, we see that we feel inexplicably bad about stupid little things, so we compound the...
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Jeff M LEGEND · 04 Sep
...actual feelings themselves with shame. 'So many others have it so much worse. I shouldn't feel this way.' That's the devil on my back feeding off the depression and anxiety and fear and laughing at my ridiculous attempts to rationalize it...
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John T LEGEND · 04 Sep
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John T LEGEND · 04 Sep
Are you still running, Jeff?
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Jeff M LEGEND · 04 Sep
...and getting bigger and bigger as he prods me harder with his fork. One negative sentiment breeds another, until even the littlest ones are piled on, so heavy. It's exhausting to hold them up. Like the feather on the weights or the straw that broke
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Jeff M LEGEND · 04 Sep
...the camel's back. I've lived long enough to know I should expect more and more, but I just want to collapse. I feel like I'm going to throw up.
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Jeff M LEGEND · 04 Sep
None of this is new, but saying all this - rationalizing it - does no good. Again, it just brings that shame that I should be better, and the devil laughs, because that's the plan, right? To make me feel bad for feeling bad, which just leads to...
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Jeff M LEGEND · 04 Sep
...feeling worse.
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Jeff M LEGEND · 04 Sep
I feel like I can't do the little things lately, like get normal sleep and eat healthy and walk my dog. I haven't run in a week, and running has been so hard lately. I go to bed unsure what I did during the day. Work is pushed aside even as I stress
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Anna D SUPPORTER · 04 Sep
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Jeff M LEGEND · 04 Sep
...over the building requirements my job has for me. (Now they expect me to work all three days of the holiday weekend to prepare for something I should have no involvement in, and no one cares.)
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Jeff M LEGEND · 04 Sep
So I drink more, and I eat more comfort food, and I feel sicker and weaker. And the devil gets heavier and laughs harder, and I hear him in my head all the time, and I don't know if I care anymore if he wins...He won a long time ago really.
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John T LEGEND · 04 Sep
Dude, I wanna give you the world's biggest hug because... And you won't believe me right now... It is going to get better. I promise. I rarely give real promises... But I promise it will
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John T LEGEND · 04 Sep
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Matt L SUPPORTER · 04 Sep
My father told me that when he is upset, he will count his blessings or try to think 'happy thoughts.' Hope that is useful.
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Dianne D 1+ MONTHS · 04 Sep
true matt,, meditation its called calm an app i use,,,,, a lot
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Dianne D 1+ MONTHS · 04 Sep
positive thinking brings positive results
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Nick P 1+ WEEK · 04 Sep
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Albertine M LEGEND · 04 Sep
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Albertine M LEGEND · 04 Sep
Like John I wish I could give you a hug. Have you spoken to your GP? I know I am lucky in having a brilliant one, but - might be an option? Sometimes time off work helps? Does your work give you access to counselling or a referral for it? Hope you
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Albertine M LEGEND · 04 Sep
find the right thing for you. Just having hope is so important. Wish I could give that to you
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Love ! LEGEND · 05 Sep
I'm feeling you, Jeff. That's real talk. Interesting how the more authentic we are, the more connection there is. We can empathize- as I'm guessing we've all gotten pummeled.
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Love ! LEGEND · 05 Sep
Doesnt take the pain away. Part of me thinks the pain has purpose. Light entered the wounded place after I broke completely. The nut must crack in darkness before the tree can grow.
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Love ! LEGEND · 05 Sep
My respite may be temporary
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Love ! LEGEND · 05 Sep
and if I am again pummeled, guessing you and others will be there to strengthen my feeble knees.
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Manda P LEGEND · 05 Sep
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Manda P LEGEND · 05 Sep
I want to give you a million hugs too, Jeff. Things must feel so scary right now. There is happiness out there & you deserve to experience it. I think you may want to look into med/therapy if you haven't already. There is no shame in asking for help.
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Alicia B LEGEND · 05 Sep
Your words hit hard, Jeff, this is what it feels like for me, too, when I'm in crisis. The goblin, I call it though. I'm so sorry you have to go through this. It's terrible. Big hugs and lots of love.
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Dianne D 1+ MONTHS · 12 Sep
how are you doing Jeff M?
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Kaylee S 1+ WEEK · 04 Sep 1
Have no food. No money. No family. Can't access help untill Monday. I give up. I wish I had the courage to leave this world.
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Dianne D 1+ MONTHS · 04 Sep
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Dianne D 1+ MONTHS · 04 Sep
Kaylee there is help you know for sure so make your plans easier by writing them down. Resources are available for food. Stay strong. I believe in you and your strength. 😁
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Nick P 1+ WEEK · 04 Sep
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Kaylee S 1+ WEEK · 04 Sep
I can't access anything till Monday. My food bank is closed. Thanks for the hugs it means a lot but I'm just so sick of this x
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Albertine M LEGEND · 04 Sep
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Dianne D 1+ MONTHS · 12 Sep
kayleeS are you doing OK now?
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Dianne D 1+ MONTHS · 22 Aug
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