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J S 2+ MONTHS · 02 Sep 7
Today feels like an awkward t-shirt. Not overwhelming but uncomfortable. Grateful for walks in the rain and leftover foods from the night before. Lots of energy just needing direction!
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Naj P 3+ WEEKS · 02 Sep
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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 02 Sep
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Natalie E 5+ DAYS · 02 Sep
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Albertine M LEGEND · 02 Sep
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Ann L GUARDIAN · 02 Sep
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Love ! LEGEND · 02 Sep 5
A tender sadness comes. 'It's the grief lovers feel' -Rumi. The heart longs for union with the Divine. While I sit with this, will enjoy a bowl of chard & tomato from garden + cup of chai tea.
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John T LEGEND · 02 Sep
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John T LEGEND · 02 Sep
What was the biggest lesson you learned from your ayahuasca trip, Love? Some think as DMT and derivatives as 'the great rearranger'. I look back on my experience and realise the fear that gripped me and sometimes still does is more than impermanent.
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John T LEGEND · 02 Sep
I'm glad I took the chance to reboot my brain but it hurt. It hurt like hell.
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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 02 Sep
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Natalie E 5+ DAYS · 02 Sep
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Albertine M LEGEND · 02 Sep
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Ann L GUARDIAN · 02 Sep
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Manda P LEGEND · 02 Sep
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Love ! LEGEND · 02 Sep
I appreciate the question, John. I had so many insights- each of great value. First, I have a profound respect for these traditions & approached with humility. In the spring, ingested psilocybin after a 5 day fast/sensory deprivation retreat.
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Love ! LEGEND · 02 Sep
I wanted the fungi to show me where I was stuck and where I needed to work. I saw how I was co-creating in fear. With that knowledge, I changed direction. Still learning.
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Love ! LEGEND · 02 Sep
Last year, was in Mexico. A traditional healer introduced me to Bufo alvarius
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Love ! LEGEND · 02 Sep
That was a complete annihilation of ego. Had something like a life review where I could see why and how events unfolded as they had to for the good of the whole.
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Love ! LEGEND · 02 Sep
Of the 3 traditional medicines, ayahuasca was most agreeable. I could appreciate the necessity and value of suffering, that each had a path, and that suffering was not inevitable & that it served not to obstruct, but to instruct.
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Love ! LEGEND · 02 Sep
Lesson 2. As far as we know, the universe is 13.7 billion years old. The Creator does not need my help. Everything is in order. Trusting that power, surrendering to it, accepting the lessons as they came was a more graceful way to live.
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Love ! LEGEND · 02 Sep
Lesson 3. Our emotions are our gift for being human. Let them flow. Embrace them. Lesson 4 was personal. I could see why my divorce happened as it had. But there was no criticism or judgment in the review- pure compassion and love.
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Love ! LEGEND · 02 Sep
Lesson 5. I could recognize and touch the divinity in all. We are just clay, what animates us is sacred and beautiful. Spirit makes the legs dance. Lesson 6. We have free will. The Creator is so loving and will send messengers & instruction to help..
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Love ! LEGEND · 02 Sep
but we choose whether to accept or ignore. If we ignore, the loving Creator says, OK, you may get hurt. I will be here for you throughout your journey- even if you choose the path to hell. When you're ready, Ill lead you out. Thats what it felt like
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Love ! LEGEND · 02 Sep
As I reflect on these 3 exp, there are common threads. As for fear, I'm with you. To me, the root is separation. We are separate from our Creator. I feel like the rebellious son who wants his own autonomy & imagines himself author of reality.
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Love ! LEGEND · 02 Sep
But when life happens- COVID, illness, civil unrest, economic uncertainty, the little self trembles in fear. My work continues to be to walk toward it. Fear is ego's creation.
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Love ! LEGEND · 02 Sep
...which is why the thought of death is so terrifying to the little self. All the bs we thought was so important appears as it is-illusion, vanity, meaningless.
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Love ! LEGEND · 02 Sep
A deep and reverential bow to you- from soul to soul- my precious brother. We walk this path together... all of us. 'Perfect love casts out fear.'
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Love ! LEGEND · 03 Sep
Thank you for having the courage to do the painful work that needs doing. We heal together.
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Love ! LEGEND · 03 Sep
These are powerful teachers. Theres a quote from Nisargadatta Maharaj that I like: Inquire into the nature of the drug that gives you the most unusual experience of being born & which keeps u living in sorrow & fear. Find an antidote.
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Love ! LEGEND · 03 Sep
If you are under the influence of this primordial drug, of what use are superficial cures? It made you believe yourself to be what you are not.
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Someone FB friended me again, I blocked them again. They're 1 reason why I need therapy; they might not remember what they did, but I do. Was doing better, but now this brought me down a level or 2.
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Ann L GUARDIAN · 02 Sep
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Metron A SUPPORTER · 02 Sep
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Natalie E 5+ DAYS · 02 Sep
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Lori H 1+ WEEK · 02 Sep
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Meals were good and I got a haircut from my dad. I did some more laundry and thought about writing, grad school and temp jobs.
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Mandy H HERO · 29 Aug
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Natalie E 5+ DAYS · 29 Aug
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Kriss S 1+ YEAR · 29 Aug 5
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Robert H GUARDIAN · 29 Aug
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Mandy H HERO · 29 Aug
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Natalie E 5+ DAYS · 29 Aug
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Jen B HERO · 29 Aug 6
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Mandy H HERO · 29 Aug
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Natalie E 5+ DAYS · 29 Aug
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Juli S NEW · 29 Aug 2
Struggling tonight but just found Mood Panda and hope it helps! 🐼
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Robert H GUARDIAN · 29 Aug
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Natalie E 5+ DAYS · 29 Aug
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Juli S NEW · 29 Aug 2
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Natalie E 5+ DAYS · 29 Aug
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Feeling so much better than I have been in a long time. Please, please can I keep feeling like this for a while. I'm so sick of being depressed and anxious. I do so well and then *bam* it hits.
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Robert H GUARDIAN · 29 Aug
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Natalie E 5+ DAYS · 29 Aug
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mel T 1+ MONTHS · 20 Aug 3
I don't have anything to look forward to in life anymore
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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 20 Aug
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Natalie E 5+ DAYS · 20 Aug
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mel T 1+ MONTHS · 20 Aug 1
So sad today. boyfriend has lost his mojo for me and i dont know what to do #ithoughtthiswasanonymous #didntrealisepeoplecanseethis
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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 20 Aug
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Natalie E 5+ DAYS · 20 Aug
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Love ! LEGEND · 20 Aug
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mel T 1+ MONTHS · 20 Aug 1
Boyfriend is definitely hiding something from me and i know it
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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 20 Aug
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Natalie E 5+ DAYS · 20 Aug
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Kriss S 1+ YEAR · 12 Aug 5
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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 12 Aug
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Max T LEGEND · 12 Aug
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Natalie E 5+ DAYS · 12 Aug
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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 12 Aug 4
Worried about money. Feel bad because I'm not earning anything so all the pressure is on Ryan.
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Max T LEGEND · 12 Aug
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Max T LEGEND · 12 Aug
Don't be too hard on yourself. Earning a living in these times is tough and stressful for nearly everyone. All we can do is do what we can, when we can
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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 12 Aug
Thank you Max
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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 12 Aug
I'm always hard know myself
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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 12 Aug
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Glauce A 1+ MONTHS · 12 Aug
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Love ! LEGEND · 12 Aug
In a way, by investing in yourself & your talents you contribute. You planted a seed & it's grown. It's bearing fruit. Just not ripe yet. Patience. The life of the artist is not always an easy path. You obeyed your insistent heart.
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Max T LEGEND · 12 Aug
Wise words, Love
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me M 1+ YEAR · 12 Aug
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Jen B HERO · 12 Aug
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Natalie E 5+ DAYS · 12 Aug
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Ann L GUARDIAN · 12 Aug
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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 12 Aug
Thank you Love, it's so hard though, most days I don't get anything done because I have no motivation.. I feel like I'm failing him and myself.
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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 12 Aug
Thank you for the hugs Glauce, me, Natalie and Ann
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Love ! LEGEND · 12 Aug
Yes, I think many of us are wrestling with motivation & productivity these days. It can weigh on the spirit. Knowing we are not alone does offer some degree of relief I hope.
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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 12 Aug
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Manda P LEGEND · 14 Aug
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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 15 Aug
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Lucy C SUPPORTER · 12 Aug
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Ann L GUARDIAN · 12 Aug
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Max T LEGEND · 12 Aug
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