My recent interaction with other MoodPanda users
Max T LEGEND · 15 Apr 0
Still hits without warning.
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Courtney G 3+ WEEKS · 15 Apr
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nat ! 6+ MONTHS · 16 Apr
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me M 1+ YEAR · 16 Apr
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I said no to counselling to my support teacher like 5 times. Then I said yes and yesterday I said no again after he got the form and everything and now I wanna say yes again. What is wrong with me!!!
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Mandy H HERO · 15 Apr
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nat ! 6+ MONTHS · 15 Apr
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Ann L GUARDIAN · 15 Apr
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 15 Apr
please say yes.
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I wanna die... and you know what maybe I should kill myself cause whenever I said that I will and someone says don't do that they don't even give me a good enough reason as to why I shouldn't. So..
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 10 Apr
F**k it cause I can't take this sh*t anymore.
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 10 Apr
It's all just oh but there's hope in the future and I'm like no there's not. I'm failing all my f**ing exams. Or people love u. That's the most annoying one I've heard like no they don't.
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Alyssa D 3+ MONTHS · 10 Apr
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Alyssa D 3+ MONTHS · 10 Apr
who tells you no one loves you? that's your mindset
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 10 Apr
It's my life and I get to choose whether I keep it so why do other people have to get involved. Why do the hospital intervene it's ur wish and if I wanna do it they f**k off instead of putting people there against their will
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Alyssa D 3+ MONTHS · 10 Apr
if you focus and concentrate ik you can pass your tests
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Alyssa D 3+ MONTHS · 10 Apr
everything will get better eventually if you just give it a chanc
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Alyssa D 3+ MONTHS · 10 Apr
chance* you're so very lucky
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 10 Apr
That is literally the only thing I'm scared of. What if I don't cut too deep and I get saved cause then I'll be in deep sh*t and have to face all the people around me. I need to get it right the first time or I'm stuck in this living hell
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 10 Apr
It's not just my mindset. A lot of people have told me they would be better off if I died and weren't in their lives :(
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Ben M 5+ DAYS · 10 Apr
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 10 Apr
Why can't England be like f**ing switzerland where they accept what u want and actually assist u in ***e. This is such a sh*t country.
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Jayce L 3+ WEEKS · 10 Apr
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Ann L GUARDIAN · 10 Apr
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 12 Apr
stupid exams don't mean sh*t in the bigger picture, if you fail it's okay, getting better is the main priority now
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 12 Apr
sorry i'm late for this post, been struggling a lot lately
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 13 Apr
Thanks for the motivation. Sorry to hear that ur struggling as well. Hope u get better x
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Can't sleep. Don't know what to do. Bit myself and I feel pretty calm now.
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Spacekitten V GUARDIAN · 08 Apr
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M M 6+ MONTHS · 08 Apr
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Sarah D 2+ MONTHS · 08 Apr
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 08 Apr
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Love ! LEGEND · 09 Apr
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 07 Apr 4
This russian covid vaccine is still killing me (literally) and I actually don't mind.
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 07 Apr
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 07 Apr
Accidentally hugged myself, okay.
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Sarah D 2+ MONTHS · 07 Apr
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Didi A 3+ MONTHS · 07 Apr
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 08 Apr
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Ann L GUARDIAN · 05 Apr 7
Day off ,house work,prepare for the lessons, no time to think about anything else. Plus tutor work.In the morning mood was bad,but now is ok.be healthy my dear pandas.
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Mandy H HERO · 05 Apr
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John T LEGEND · 05 Apr
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S K 2+ WEEKS · 05 Apr
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 05 Apr
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Ann L GUARDIAN · 06 Apr
Thank you guys
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Love ! LEGEND · 07 Apr
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Daniel L SUPPORTER · 08 Apr
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Ann L GUARDIAN · 08 Apr
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 05 Apr 1
kinda gave up i'm trying to change things but i'm tired feeling ugly feeling empty and hurt also can't move my hand after vaccination shot that is all just fcking great why bother anymore
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 05 Apr
can't think straight or write when i'm like this, sorry for the mess.
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tEnT S GUARDIAN · 05 Apr
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Ann L GUARDIAN · 05 Apr
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Kestral H 5+ DAYS · 05 Apr
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Tasha S GUARDIAN · 05 Apr
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 05 Apr
No don't be sorry it's not ur fault and it's also not a mess. U will be able to write soon don't worry and don't give up. Tell that voice in ur head that's saying ur ugly to shut up. Keep on trying we're all here to support u. One step at a time.
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 05 Apr
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 05 Apr
Z, thank you for your support, it means a lot
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 05 Apr
and for all your hugs too, thank you
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 02 Apr 1
Blood test in not good. Also I don't have much antibodies left so I can get covid again. Work is shit. I don't have any friends left, any plans for friday, any plans for weekend, any plans at all.
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 02 Apr
I don't know how I got to this point and I don't have any hope left in me.
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 02 Apr
Everyone has someone they can go after work. Especially on Friday. Sat at the empty office till 8pm and cried.
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 02 Apr
The history repeats itself, I have trouble making new friends and keeping them when I got some. Something's deeply wrong with me.
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 02 Apr
It's alright friends come and go not all of them stick around forever. It can be their fault too not just urs because they don't understand how ur life is and what u go through every day.
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 02 Apr
How abt u ask one of ur colleagues then on a Friday after work what their plans are and ask if they would mind if u join them or go out and socialise a bit more maybe at a coffee shop or something.
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 02 Apr
Stay positive. Hopefully u won't get covid again 🤞. Have some faith in urself. Ur an amazing person I'm sure everyone would love to be ur friend and u just need to open up more in front of ur work mates so they can realise that.
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 02 Apr
I don't have any workmates left, everyone I knew and spent time with were laid off during pandemic year, and now I have so much work that I fail people around and they hate me.Also the company f*caked up and I will be working for free for at least a
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 02 Apr
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 02 Apr
didn't correct all the typos because this app is definitely haven't been seen by ux designer
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 02 Apr
Yeah, well, maybe I will die soon with all these bad results with medical tests, so there will be one problem less in the world.
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 02 Apr
Thats sad but u can still go out with them even if they're not ur colleagues anymore or make new friends instead of sticking with the old ones. It will give u a chance to get a fresh start and u might feel better.
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 02 Apr
Who knows ur job might get better the company have messed up but then again everyone makes mistakes right? Or if u want maybe u can look for another job for temporary or permanent if u want that can give u pay.
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 02 Apr
:( no please don't say that ur not a problem to the world and I'm sure a lot of people in ur life like ur family or everyone who u are surrounded by does care and wouldn't want u to die. I wouldn't. Hopefully the results will get better eventually by
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 02 Apr
Medication they can give u. Try to stay positive there is still some hope down there xx
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Love ! LEGEND · 03 Apr
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Ann L GUARDIAN · 03 Apr
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Finally got out of bed and decided to eat. Couldn't stop... feel like I'm gonna throw up. Having bad thoughts abt going back to schl. Haven't done any work this week. Just been in bed. I'm gonna fail
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 02 Apr
My parents keep on asking me abt the marks on my wrist and arm from where I hurt myself.. just can't stop the anxiety and pain. Better if I was dead. Can't stop thinking abt it. If I didn't exist... things would be different; better for others.
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 02 Apr
I don't think I've ever truly felt good inside in my life before. It's all just an act but I can't do it anymore. The barrier is just too hard to keep up. Drifting away from my friends .. :( can't stop biting my nails in all the stress. Fml. Kmn !
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 02 Apr
I look ugly as f**k
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Kestral H 5+ DAYS · 02 Apr
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Alyssa D 3+ MONTHS · 02 Apr
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S K 2+ WEEKS · 02 Apr
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Lana K 3+ MONTHS · 02 Apr
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S K 2+ WEEKS · 02 Apr
Hey, we dont need reason to love ourselves... lets be kinder to ourselves.. lets find one reason to smile n get up n live the day... one day at a time!
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 02 Apr
as my therapist says you don't have to focus on all, it's like trying to save one room in the burning building, eating disorder if it's overeating is not number 1 problem right now, you should fix critical things first like selfharm and depression
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 02 Apr
after that you'll have resources to fix other stuff, don't worry
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Ann L GUARDIAN · 02 Apr
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 02 Apr
Thanks S K and Olga ur both right I guess I should take it a day at a time, be positive and solve things step by step. But I do think the overeating thing is getting rlly bad like it adds to all of the depression and makes me wanna hurt myself more
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 02 Apr
So I don't know what to do if I stop eating then everyone will force me to eat or take me to the doctor :( there's like no way out
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S K 2+ WEEKS · 02 Apr
Hey, eat whats good for health .. something which fills you up but not high in calories... i do that and feels good. Self control in eating right stuff also make you proud of yourself :) How about some carrots, tomatoes or watermelon.. try that .
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 02 Apr
yeah, it's exactly what you think when you're deeply depressed.. «I should just eat vegetables», nope, doesn't work that way
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Vally R 2+ WEEKS · 03 Apr
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Anna T 1+ WEEK · 02 Apr
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nat ! 6+ MONTHS · 02 Apr
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I am convinced I will never feel anything good again.
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Anna T 1+ WEEK · 02 Apr
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Anna T 1+ WEEK · 02 Apr
Don't give up things will get better. I know it doesn't feel like it right now, but they will.
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Alyssa D 3+ MONTHS · 02 Apr
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Alyssa D 3+ MONTHS · 02 Apr
I agree with Anna, things will get better soon trust :))
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 02 Apr
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Sydney S 1+ WEEK · 02 Apr 2
drove 35 mins to my boyfriend after work (which he knew) and he ended up ditching me and going to the movies with his friend instead and made me seem like i was ridiculous for being mad.
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Anna T 1+ WEEK · 02 Apr
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 02 Apr
what an asshole :(
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Ann L GUARDIAN · 02 Apr
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Feeling ugly and insecure... so many beautiful girls out there and I feel so ugly and not as good.
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Camryn C 1+ MONTHS · 02 Apr
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nat ! 6+ MONTHS · 02 Apr
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nat ! 6+ MONTHS · 02 Apr
our minds like to play tricks on us . our perception of our own selves get warped from time to time , but that doesn't make you any less beautiful . <3
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Spacekitten V GUARDIAN · 02 Apr
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Ann L GUARDIAN · 02 Apr 5
Calm night ,peaceful, can't sleep headache, but it's ok.be healthy and strong. )
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Jen B HERO · 01 Apr
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 01 Apr
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me M 1+ YEAR · 02 Apr
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Ann L GUARDIAN · 02 Apr
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Love ! LEGEND · 03 Apr
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Ann L GUARDIAN · 04 Apr
Thank you Love.
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Flashbacks of sexual abuse... and emotional abuse right now
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Nastya R 1+ WEEK · 01 Apr
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Nastya R 1+ WEEK · 01 Apr
it's really hard for you, get some fresh air. Try to relax and overshadow your thoughts about this with some hobby / movie
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 01 Apr
I'll try but it's pretty hard considering after the movie I'll just get the bad feeling in my stomach again and it's not like the flashbacks will stop thanks anyway
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Ann L GUARDIAN · 01 Apr
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 01 Apr
Nastya, are you for real??
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 01 Apr
Z, i'm so sorry that happened to you :( you're so strong please know that, and i'm always here for you if you want to talk xx
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 01 Apr
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Jen B HERO · 01 Apr
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 01 Apr
Thanks so much Olga I rlly appreciate that same goes for u if u want to talk abt anything xx I know ur going through a tough time as well :( I hope we can get thru it together and get better soon
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 01 Apr
i know we will, i just know it somewhere deep inside <3
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 01 Apr 5
time to look for a new job, company is broke more than i thought; also had a panic attack at the subway and almost cried at work but i made it through today; started smoking again and angry with mysel
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Fef F 1+ MONTHS · 01 Apr
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 01 Apr
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 01 Apr
Hope u feel better x try and read some more books to help calm urself
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 01 Apr
Don't be angry with urself it's not ur fault in any way. Ur so brave that you still made it through the day even though it was so tough for u. It's ok to struggle and to let it out and just cry. I'd say u did amazing and so would many other people!
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Alyssa D 3+ MONTHS · 01 Apr
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Ann L GUARDIAN · 01 Apr
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S K 2+ WEEKS · 01 Apr
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S K 2+ WEEKS · 01 Apr
Hey , never a bad day to start working on your profile. Start putting efforts to find new job. Crying is ok, it will make you feel lighter. Sometimes okqy to get angry on self, now move forward and try not to depend on temp reliefs like smoking..
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nixiblu . HERO · 01 Apr
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 01 Apr
Zainab, thanks you my friend, you're right, I shouldn't scold myself so much. problem with crying is that if I start, it may never end oh well xx
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 01 Apr
Take as much time as you need. When you cry it releases endorphins which makes you feel better afterwards. If crying is what will make you feel more calm and better even if it's just for a short time then I would say let ur feelings out.
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 01 Apr
Holding it in continuously and pushing down the pain just makes it so much harder to deal with and no one deserves to go through that pain. :( eventually it will become too much for u and you might start to smoke whenever u feel stressed
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 01 Apr
Which in turn will make u feel guilty again as you mentioned before. That cycle will just keep on repeating then and no good will come of it.
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 01 Apr
S K, hey, i will try not to create this bad habit again, but now i'm too weak to tell myself no :( You totally right about new job! I'll update my CV on the weekend and will publish it when it's time, when I feel i'm 100% ready to move forward. Ty!
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 01 Apr
Z, you're so right, that's exactly how it works, i guess tomorrow i will let it out because feeling pain and starting cycle of addiction again is not what i need right now :(
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 01 Apr
How come not today?
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 01 Apr
i kind of did it like five minutes ago after reading your last post to be honest :( this world is too cruel
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Ann L GUARDIAN · 01 Apr
Оля,наверно когда мы настраиваем себя позитивнои думаем о хорошем в будущем так все и случается.найдешь работу лучше,появятся новые друзья,все образуется.мы просто накручиваем себя очень сильно.дай себе время.всегда с тобой землячка,удачи!
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 01 Apr
Oh ok well I hope it made u feel at least a tiny bit better if not fully. Maybe tomorrow might be better hopefully
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 01 Apr
Z, maybe a little. xx
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 01 Apr
Ann, да, я всегда накручиваю себя сильно, это моя большая проблема :( буду просить вселенную о новой классной работе, а там всё само придёт дальше. Спасибо!
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 01 Apr
A little bit of improvement in ur day is still huge in the long run. Just imagine if ur day keeps on getting better by just a little every day that will add up at the end of the year.
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 01 Apr
Tomorrow u said u might feel a little bit better and compared to maybe a year ago or something every day might've been the same to u. This shows that there's still hope in that 'little bit' stay positive
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 01 Apr
yeah, it's kind of why i try to write things down sometimes — to compare with present after and to feel hope. damn you're wise, i wish i was that wise when i was younger
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 01 Apr
Yh that's a rlly good thing to do. lol I wish. I'm the opposite of wise ;-P
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 01 Apr
so not true :)
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Jacqueline G NEW · 01 Apr
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 01 Apr 4
nervous on my commute to work, do i look okay? will i remember how to socialize? after a year of pandemic and all. taylor swift's folklore album calms me down a little, somehow i can relate to lyrics
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 01 Apr
evermore is good too, especially the song called champagne problems; i'm so glad she swears now in her music
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S K 2+ WEEKS · 01 Apr
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 01 Apr
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Zainab O 1+ MONTHS · 01 Apr
Yh I like her new songs as well. They're so calm.
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Ann L GUARDIAN · 01 Apr
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Laura S 1+ WEEK · 31 Mar 5
Tired. Post gym. Sad. Bit anxious about tomorrow but better than Monday and Sunday
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 31 Mar
mondays and sundays are the worst for some reasons
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Olga * 2+ WEEKS · 31 Mar
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Max T LEGEND · 01 Apr
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Laura S 1+ WEEK · 02 Apr
Thankyou. I didn't realise there was a chat function on this. Thanks guys x
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