Long time no see, Bex! It's hard, isn't it? Sometimes I feel like the preference is not necessarily picking yourself up but getting used to living down where you are... makes me sad, but coping sometimes is the best path for me.

24 Aug 2017
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Gonna rant here but my goodness I wanna shout B, he really has no warmth or no clue I swear he has lack of empathy, but nope I won't provoke him by shouting I'm just gonna get on with my life
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Nice day went to the beach and did gardening. My son is still so withdrawn

Glad you had a good day

04 Jul 2017
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Feeling desperate for my son and understanding for him from others I'm also feeling very very low thinking of taking him and running away people are heartless. They want rid of him. I love him so much

Where is your son? Sending huge hugs x

03 Jul 2017

He is here with me but he is so unwell mentally he has developed autism catatonia and my family don't understand and his school don't want him anymore. I'm worried he will land in hospital and no one else cares for him

04 Jul 2017

Oh dear poor guy. Will he need to go to a special school? Sorry that your family don't understand, I guess you'd like them to so they could at least be more more supportive. Are they any specialists/charities etc. you could talk to about your son?

04 Jul 2017

He is already at a special school but his keyworker emotionally abused him, my son freezes with anxiety and he said he was faking and would be taken into care and all sorts if he didn't move. He also said your mum can't help you now you are here

16 Jul 2017

Oh my god, that's awful. Sounds like his key worker should be sacked, if you could complain about him I wouldn't hold it against you. That's so insensitive of him. Your poor little boy.

19 Jul 2017
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I'm going to update every day again in i am very low

it's been a long time. I missed you. Glad you're back. Sounds like you're in a bad place atm

30 Jun 2017

Nice to see a post from you but sorry you're feeling low xx

30 Jun 2017

Hi Bexbear! Missed you! But sorry to see you're feeling so low again. Hope things improve, and we're here for you!

30 Jun 2017

Hey Bex! What a lovely surprise. Glad you're back.

30 Jun 2017

Thanks guys

03 Jul 2017
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Feeling down lately don't think I'm ever able to kick depression

Yeah, I've felt the same way. I think it's something you learn to live with. You learn how to ride it when it comes back and get through it, and sometimes you appreciate the moments when it's not there all the more because of it.

22 Nov 2016

It's draining isn't it

23 Nov 2016

It is draining. I sometimes wonder how much more productive and worthwhile I would be if I didn't have to expend so much time and energy and thought fighting it. But we all have our burdens, I guess... *Big hugs*

23 Nov 2016
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I've been irritable. Looked at a school today with will, he likes it
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