My anxiety is getting so bad recently
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Binged on quorn and veggies. I'm so disgusting

Sounds pretty healthy to me!

07 Oct 2016

So disgustingmy healthy maybe. :)

08 Oct 2016

I have an eating disorder so it's still hard

08 Oct 2016

I understand, Ikra. Didn't mean to diminish your feeling... Just a different perspective. I hope you're doing ok! *Big hugs*

08 Oct 2016
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My cat is poorly and I think I will have to take him to the emergency vet tonight

I'm not sure what I would do without him. He can't die, he just ***ing can't. I love him so much

04 Oct 2016

Putting good energy out into the world for both of you.

04 Oct 2016

Thank you so much. They said he will be okay but I should take him to local vet tomorrow if he doesn't seem well in the morning

05 Oct 2016
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Went well with my mh nurse. Just day hospital, no inpatient necessary :)
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Seeing my new mh worke in a min and and she decides if I have to be sectioned. Scared

Good luck! Hope things work out for the best for you!

03 Oct 2016

It worked out great after 90 mins of telling her I dont want to be put in psych ward. Still have to be put in day hospital though

03 Oct 2016

Well, that's good! Best solution, it sounds like. Still getting help, but able to sleep at home and be comfortable there. Not easy to do this, but proud of you for doing it! Getting help is not easy!

03 Oct 2016

Thanks Jeff!

03 Oct 2016
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I wish I would just die in my sleep

That would be nice sometimes hey. Unfortunately that doesn't happen when we are so young.

02 Oct 2016

Yeah very true Esther. And it's probably for the best that we don't die

02 Oct 2016
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My friend doesn't ever want to talk to me. Guess I'm not good enough to talk to you. I know I'm worthless but thanks for the reminder :/

You're not worthless love <3 If your friend chooses not to acknowledge you, that's on your friend. You're good enough and you're worthy. Keep your chin up <3

29 Sep 2016

I totally agree with what Lilly and Clint said :-)

30 Sep 2016

Thanks everyone xx

02 Oct 2016
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Had a nap and now I don't feel too good
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I ordered safe foods but asda substituted for something else and they've now ruined my meal plans. My OCD and eating disorder is now hurting me
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Psych admission soon :( I'm trying to avoid an inpatient admission. If I'm lucky it will just be day hospital.

I hope things work out ok for you, Ikrabear!

27 Sep 2016

Thanks for hugs.

27 Sep 2016

Thanks Jeff, I'll have to make the best of it

27 Sep 2016

Hope so too. You can do this x

27 Sep 2016

My care Coordinator has agreed to keep me out of inpatient as long as I go to day hospital for a month. Sounds fair xx

28 Sep 2016

She's planning to get me sent to day hospital (8am-8pm every day) on the 24th October

28 Sep 2016

Is that 5 days a week Ikra? Must be tough! Im sure you can manage though.

28 Sep 2016

Clint I honestly have no idea, I guess it's to keep me safe during the day and to provide support

28 Sep 2016

Esther I think it's 7 days a week, not 100% sure though

28 Sep 2016
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My life is a joke but I'm surviving
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Would probably have been a 1 about an hour ago but spoke to my friend about how I feel so it's a little better
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Feeling okay today. Much better than yesterday anyway

A day at a time is cliche. If we can whittle that down to a moment at a time, you may find yourself opening to the open dimension of being, with all of its uncertainty, impermanence, and mystery.

25 Sep 2016
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Don't worry I'm not in danger.

25 Sep 2016

I second Clint B, you don't deserve to die ??

25 Sep 2016

no plz don't. if u feel this way pls contact a hotline or tell someone u trust

25 Sep 2016

life is worth it I promise. think about all the things u want to do but haven't done yet (ex. travel)

25 Sep 2016

sleep it off or try to distract urself

25 Sep 2016

Thanks everyone for caring. And thanks for hugs. I slept it off and I'm feeling better today xx

25 Sep 2016

Yay!!?

25 Sep 2016

:)

26 Sep 2016
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I miss being happy. Now I'm just a miserable little ***. Maybe I just need vodka

Vodka is great

24 Sep 2016

Vodka will make you feel worse. Can you acknowledge that you're not happy atm and respect the sadness that is there? Just the feeling, but the thoughts. Can you stay with the feeling?

24 Sep 2016

Just the feeling NOT the thoughts...

24 Sep 2016

I'll try. May just drink myself better though because nothing is working

25 Sep 2016

& thanks guys x

25 Sep 2016
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